Disrepute :D

The Separation . ♥

2011-09-19T02:51:00.001+08:00

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19th September 2011 ( Monday ) At 2:20 AM
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Well ,
just for starters ,
it's been ages since i last blogged ,
and this is well ,
a very awkward thing for me to say ,
but apparently me and my beloved baby ,
Ng Wen Xin ,
had broken up as off today .
19th September 2011 ,
2:10AM .
oh well ,
i'm sorry baby for actually giving you so much trouble ,
granting you so much hurt and stuffs ,
i really hope you'll find someone better perhaps ?
but then again ,
i'm selfish ,
i don't wish for you to find another person ,
rather you be single ,
so that i know you'll be taken care of by your friends ,
i'm no longer capable in granting you love ,
no longer able to grant you whatever you need ,
whatever you seek and desire ,
i'm sorry about everything .
sorry that i hurt you so deeply ,
i'm just so sorry ,
but then again ,
Even if i said a million sorry ,
even if i cry till my tear glands went dry ,
even if i cut till i got no more blood to squeeze out ,
you'll never be back anymore ,
well ,
it's the only thing i could say to you now ,
i'm sorry ,
baby .

兴利 ♥ 文欣
09-06-10 ------ 19-09-11
Parents Of Miyuki and Miracle
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Disrepute : Those Flashing Memories . ♥

2011-05-02T16:23:00.002+08:00

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2nd May 2011 ( Monday )

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Hah ,

Guess I've succeeded ,

Let go ,

i never deserved to be with you anymore ,

good luck with your life ,

and i wish the best for you ,

I'll be gone ,

Byes . (:

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Disrepute : Gone , For Good . ♥

The Only Thing I Want Now , Is Your Return . ♥

2011-04-23T02:24:00.002+08:00

♥

The Only Memory Of You And Me

That I Carry Around With Me

To Actually Make Me Feel That

You're Actually By My Side

♥

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23th April 2011 ( Saturday )
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Well ,
as all of you know ,
i'm Single ,
My life's in a great mess and turmoil ,
i dread about the future now ,
and whenever i look back into the past ,
the pictures that we've taken together ,
those chat logs ,
i really missed them ,
you're ignoring me now ,
there's bound to be a purpose ,
but be it good or bad ,
i don't wish to know but ,
i just want the best for you ,
Over the past 10 months ,
we've indeed changed a lot as a couple ,
think about it ,
beginning we're so sweet with one another ,
so loving ,
everything seemed to be fine ,
the most lovable couple there is ,
but now ,
it's all gone ,
we're just one step to be back at square one ,
whereby we're both ,
Strangers .
Please don't leave me ,
i don't wish for you to ,
i'm typing this at 2:05am ,
hoping that you'll get a chance to even stumble upon this ,
but well ,
you'll probably be hating me when you get to see this ,
i don't know but well ,
Things would be better for you i suppose ,
without me by your side no longer ,
there's bound to be another guy that's better than me ,
that treats you better ,
that treasure you ,
that put you as his priority .
I know i've been hurting you ever since God knows when ,
but i don't mean it ,
everything that i'm saying doesn't mean a thing now i suppose ,
after all ,
What's done is already done ,
it can no longer be undone ,
I doubt i'll make it through the mid-year examination ,
which is next week ,
i've yet to study ,
feeling so hopeless over you ,
feeling so terrible ,
filled with misery ,
but well ,
it doesn't matter i suppose ,
when you get to see this ,
you would've moved on ,
you would've lost everything you once had towards me ,
And i ,
would be missing your presence ,
your every actions and memories ,
I hate to say this ,
but my life's hell without you ,
i never really realized it ,
but as times go by ,
we seem to have neglected one another ,
oh wait ,
it's just me ,
i seemed to have not noticed ,
what's the actual reason why we're together ,
never really cherished you ,
that's a fact ,
until you're gone ,
that's when i realized that ,
All these fucking times ,
i've yet treasured you ,
it's a little too late huh ?
How stupid of me to realize it only when you're gone ,
but well ,
nothing can be done right now ,
nothing can be undone either ,
We're gone ,
10 months ,
though it's short to me ,
but the length of the relationship doesn't matter ,
what matters .....
is the process of the relationship ,
and i hope you would still carry those memories you have of me ,
with you till this day and age ,
hoping that when you'll reminiscent about me over certain stuffs ,
hoping that you'll still put me as someone that has once changed you ,
someone that has once made you happy ,
granted you with everything you wanted ,
and i hereby wish you ,
for a better future ,
you'll find someone better ,
that i'm certain of ,
because you deserve someone much better than the this pathetic ass ,
oh well ,
enough said .
I'm Gone .

兴利 ♥ 文欣 09-06-10
Parents Of Miyuki and Miracle .
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Disrepute : Remnants Filled With Our Past . ♥

Day 276 ♥

2011-03-13T00:20:00.005+08:00

My awesome sister ,

that is always there for me no matter what ,

Next Chill ftw . ♥

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11th March 2011 ( Friday )

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Ah ,

Cross country today ,

and well i didn't participate in the run because i was so busy cheering ,

than i kinda like ,

forgotten about the race ,

how awesome ,

oh well ,

there wasn't any cheering competition due to the fucking rain ,

that totally ruined it ,

c'mon it's the last year for me ,

can't you at least let me lead Mitchell house to victory ,

oh well ,

went to some nearby blocks and smoke than after that ,

than cabbed back home ,

rested at home and stuff like that than never really did anything ,

went to find sister to ask her help me buy drinks ,

than well in the end ended up never buy ,

than traveled all the way to East Coast Park ,

meet my classmates there for the class BBQ ,

oh well i reached there first faster than the rest and stuff ,

than i just waited at my bicycle stall yea ,

not long later they reached and i just brought them to the shop ,

rented out bicycles and started cycling to Changi ,

but well ,

some obstacles happened in between that made me need to travel back ,

oh well ~

was stuck at the BBQ pit with Joey ,

Huiting and Wanyong ,

than Kaijie came not long later ,

than we tried starting the fire ,

blahblahblah ,

some time later the fire started and i called our beloved teacher Mr Joseph Lim ,

to come down and enjoy the food and stuff ,

everything was going perfect ! :D

rain didn't come and shit ,

and we took many many photos and enjoyed a lot for the BBQ ,

manage to eat till quite full man !

HAHAHAHA :D

after that ton with a few of my classmates . (:

Day 275 . ♥

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12th March 2011 ( Saturday )

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Went to Kallang Shopping Centre to play pool ,

play play play halfway honeh came over ,

than i went with honeh to rounding ,

blah blah blah ,

than i went back to my classmates who are @ ECP ,

than slacked with them ,

halfway need to go home and stuff ,

reached home only at 5 AM ++

baby waited for me ,

i'm sorry . ;/

- Afternoon -

woke up and well ,

never really did anything ,

just continued sleeping till it's like 6pm ,

than went to my grandma's for dinner ,

dinner liao than went back home ,

nothing much uh ,

Time to sleep ! :D

Day 276 . ♥

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Words Of Wisdom

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Well i can't say that i don't love you anymore ,

or my love have decreased over the months ,

but well i just have to concentrate on my studies ,

i know sometimes when i said i would study ,

i end up going out with my friends ,

but well i don't do that everytime ,

baby ,

please understand that i'm actually very jealous of you flirting with guys ,

i'm like ,

very pissed off with you actually ,

but i told you to do everything you want to anger me before my birthday ,

so i can't blame you or anything like that ,

i really love you a lot ,

i wish don't wish to lose you ,

but well judging by our current circumstance ,

we're about to lose one another soon ,

i don't wish for that to happen baby ,

I'm fully aware that you are messaging sweet stuffs to other boys ,

giving them heartshapes and stuffs like that ,

but i have faith in you ,

seriously i felt like slapping you at times for actually doing stuffs ,

that i don't really want you to do .

but well ,

all you wanted from me was just my attention which i never gave ,

i'm utterly sorry about that ,

hais ,

That's all that i can say to you my love ,

Believing in my words depends on you ,

i'll never let go of you despite the fact i keep say we'll end ,

i really want you to stay with me .

I Love You . ♥

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Disrepute : Changes Between Us That Cause Us To Drift . ♥

Day 273 , Our 9th Month together ! :D

2011-03-09T01:21:00.002+08:00

♥

Happy 9th Monthsary to you my baby !

♥

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It came about as an mistake ,
we added me by mistake ,
thinking that i'm the expected person you're suppose to add friends with ,
but well this already started our oncoming relationship ,
added you on MSN and chat with you every single day without fail ,
and before i knew it i actually fell for you ,
which is kinda ridiculous for me because it's like ,
i've never met you before and i don't know you at all ,
but you're in the same school as my friends ,
i asked my friends about you and your character back then ,
time after time ,
but well I still remember our first meeting ,
pretty fucked up if i were to say ,
but well it's still naise !
FATTYMON NG ! :D
Hahahaha ,
well 1 month after knowing one another ,
we've been together ever since and now ,
we've already walked this path together for 9 long months ,
don't you think it's worthwhile being with me ?
despite me letting you shed tears for me and everything ,
I still love you and i hope you do !

9 months of conflict and love ,
it's really a shame if we ever let go of this relationship ,
if we were to go our separate ways one day baby ,
please remember you had this awesome boyfriend ,
this not-so-romantic boyfriend that doesn't plan our outings !
HAHAHAHA ,
Love you oh baby ! :D

Day 273 . ♥
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Disrepute : A Love By Mistake . ♥

Day 270

2011-03-07T01:48:00.002+08:00

Find this kinda nice ,

Don't know about other people's views on it !

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3rd March 2011 ( Thursday )

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Well ,

went out to find honeh at night yea . (:

Went over to Tampines to find her @ Koi .

than after that we went about talking about stuffs while waiting for his brother ,

after shaowei reached ,

took one huge round and fetched Jerrold ,

after that we went over to Sengkang ,

technically just slacked there until we went over to a coffeeshop ,

get my stomach some food and stuff ,

and well after that ,

took the car to another around in Sengkang ,

which had a basketball court ,

and well waited for the arrival of Kenji and Damien ,

and so they both came ,

than we played Basketball altogether !

yea kinda stupid but well ,

it's cool yea !

after the basketball game we went over to Pasir Ris to fetch Shawn ,

and than it was a long fucking cold expressway for me . ):

reached home and immediately went to sleep yea ,

nothing much really ,

day ends ,

Next day begins ! (:

Day 267 . ♥

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4th March 2011 ( Friday )

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Awesome ,

ended school at 1pm and just went home immediately ,

well upon reaching home i technically just slept through my day ,

until around 8pm plus yea ,

than went over to 108 Basketball court to find Gary ,

well slacked a while and stuff ,

than we ate together ,

after that i slacked a while with Jun xian bro and Quan yin sis ,

than i went home to entertain Gary and mong xi ,

than after that we played psp together until around 6am !

than we had our morning breakfast at the nearby market ,

after that i went home and sleep yea ,

for 4 hours .

Day 268 . ♥

( CONTINUE ON NEXT POST )

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5th March 2011 ( Saturday )

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3 hours later and i'm awake ,

11 AM ,

fuck and baby came over to find me ,

immediately went over to Macpherson MRT station to fetch her over ,

than well she's at my house ,

we technically just slept together on my bed until around 1pm ,

than baby and me was hungry and we went to buy lunch ,

i bought for my sister and mom too . (:

see how good of a son i am ?

HAHAHA ! :D

oh well ,

after eating lunch ,

it started raining so heavily all of a sudden ,

and we're trapped at home , ):

only left house at 5pm ,

left for Chinese Garden ,

and we took some photos there and quite a few on the MRT ,

and well i've learnt somethings from baby ,

love her so much oh ! <3

hehehe :D

well after leaving baby i went over to Bugis and meet up with Kenneth ,

and the crew of my MT team *W.G*

Ah ,

than we had dinner at big bird ,

met some new members and stuff yea ,

than after that we went and played a bit of arcade here and there ,

managed to play one of the map with the team match of us with -WMR- ,

well after that i left them and met Dickson at Aljunied MRT ,

went to Sakura @ Lorong 27 and yea ,

waited for the arrival of Matthew and honeh ,

so yea ,

after that we're drinking @ Sakura ,

till around Tower was finished ,

and well we ate mee siam downstairs and slacked a bit here and there ,

and i went home via car ,

reached home at 4am .

and yea ,

Day 269 . ♥

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6th March 2011 ( Sunday )

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Stayed at home all day !

cooked Mee pok at home and ate while watching One Piece ,

it's awesome ! :D

and well ,

slacked with Quanyin sis a while and after that went home ,

before i knew it ,

sis had some problems and i went over to find her ,

and comfort her a bit here and there ,

than after that went to collect my Charger from Jun Xian bro ,

after that went home and started studying on maths ,

in the end i still don't understand . ):

well i did quarreled with my girlfriend today and feel so fucked up ,

but well ,

we're fine now yea ,

hah ,

I fucking love our relationship . (:

Day 270 . ♥

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Memories @ Chinese Garden ! :D

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Disrepute : I'll Never Ever Give Up On You . ♥

Day 266

2011-03-03T02:53:00.007+08:00

♥♥♥

Our Memories ! :D

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2nd March 2011 ( Wednesday )

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Ohhhhh ~

Today was a rather much fast day i suppose ,

nothing much happened in school ,

but well every subject just want files !

and i'm only unable to produce two files ,

Chinese and History file . ):

oh well ,

school ended @ 2.10PM for me because no core geog . :D

went for lunch at 119 with Quanyin sis yea !

than she accompany me go to school .

hahaha !

well ,

Had chemistry remedial until 4pm + ,

than went home ,

stayed at home and rested while waiting for honeh to come find me ,

but well she took her time due to certain stuffs ,

and she finally came over at 8pm + ,

went over to Serangoon Mac to do my D&T journal ,

first we ate mac together until 9pm + ,

than i'm serious into my work already ,

do until 12am plus like that sia !

than started slacking here and there ,

Congrats Jerrold on his 1st Book out from NS ~ (:

well he's botak now and stuffs like that ,

he kinda shared his experience inside and stuff and we just listened ,

it's all cool yea ,

hahahaha !

well after that Jerrold's friend ,

Jason ,

Came over and joined us to slack together ,

than after that we just slacked and talk together ,

me and hun talked about our stuffs alone and yea ,

kinda rushed home at 2am ,

now i just reached home ,

2.30am . ><

hahaha !

i'm tired obviously because i'm not exactly "finished" with my D&T ,

oh well ,

doesn't matter already !

now i just want to get myself a good sleep yea ? :D

2.48am already ,

left 5 hours to sleep . ):

FML .

To baby :

Hey baby ,

i'm really sorry that i can't give you all my attention from time to time ,

because it's really due to my O's this year ,

but please understand baby ,

just another 8 more months and it'll be over !

i'll find you until you get bored of seeing me one ,

HAHAHA ,

baby i'm sorry that i didn't really message you earlier on ,

because i'm really putting my fullest concentration on my D&T ,

forgive me yea ? ):

i hope you actually read this oh baby .

I love you and i miss you a lot !

Day 266 . ♥

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Disrepute : Forgive My Arrogance . ♥

There's nothing else but only sorry i could say to you

2011-03-02T01:04:00.001+08:00

The times we had together online .

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1st March 2011 ( Tuesday )
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Yea ,
we quarreled again ,
fuck man ,
this time over something that's so.....
Actually i've no idea what we've been quarreling about the whole afternoon ,
but FUCK ,
i'm just feeling fucked up about the quarrels .
oh geez .
1 month of hurt would be heading straight towards me yea ,
Fml .
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Disrepute : There's Nothing Else I Could Say Other Than Sorry . ♥

Back to blogging yea ! :D

2011-03-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hahaha !

I'm going to feature this picture EVERYWHERE ~

It's so nice you mei you ~ (:

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28th February 2011 ( Monday )

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Yea !

Life's been great nowadays i suppose ? (:

And now i'm officially finally back to blogging ! :D

well i can't say much about the period of time that i didn't really blogged .

but well i have my ups and downs in life but ,

i can't really give up can i ? (:

This year wasn't really a good start i suppose ,

but well i hope that it would turn out better as time goes by ! :D

I'm still happily attached to this childish girlfriend of mine for ,

8 months 2 weeks and 5 days !

and well i can't say much about what had happened to me and her ,

we've been through many things seriously ,

constant quarrels over the smallest things yet it proved itself significant enough ,

to cause huge quarrels which almost got us apart !

but well no matter what i'm still going to hang on ,

And i hope baby does that too . (:

Sit back and relax as i'm just going to roughly give a summary to my life ! :D

Yea i finally got myself my long awaited iPhone 4 on 31st December 2010 . <3

my heart was just filled with elation because i've been wanting this for ages !

but well ,

i've been using it for already 2 months personally i think it's nothing special really !

but well at least now ,

i can have the convenience of using Facebook and the access of internet ,

WHEREVER I GO ! :D

woooo ,

that's something i like man seriously ! :D

and well now that i've gotta my iPhone 4 ,

i've no idea what should i do with my iPod Touch 3G .

oh well ,

that's about my handphone ,

now here's a bit of my life yea ?

Relationship ,

Quarrels happen almost every single day to me and my pathetic girlfriend ,

but well at least we still manage to get through each and every day ,

just like any other days without any much regrets and stuff ,

though we always concentrate on the flaws each partner has ,

but somehow at the end of the days ,

the memories we had for one another ,

those happiness we had ,

those times we've spent with one another ,

just somehow covered the flaws we both have ,

but well ,

despite us quarreling so much over the smallest and stupidest things ,

we still love one another as much ! :D

Yea that's a bit of my relationship life (:

Friends ,

well i can't say much about this topic ,

over the holidays i've met many kind of different people ,

my workplace ,

my friend's friends ,

but well after all ,

they're still something important to my heart yea ?

well.....

maybe only some of them yea ?

but it's cool ,

friends can actually be there for you to comfort you when you need them ,

that's what i can say yea ?

hahaha !

Studies ,

Well i'm finally a secondary 4 student !

after going through one year as a retain-ed student ,

it's not really an awesome experience in the beginning yea ,

but well at least i've managed to find some rather nice friends ,

gone through 1 year with them ,

and two of them left for someplace else ,

Eunjin ,

The popular Korean girl in my class ,

seek further studies in Beijing so well ,

she's not coming back to Singapore for some time being i suppose ,

it's rather sad because i never really get to talk to her so much ,

really wanted to know her a bit more as a friend yea !

but well ,

another girl that left the class ,

LiangYue ,

hmmm ,

what should i say about her ?

left school for the sake of work yea ,

not really a wise choice if i were to say ,

because she's doing kinda well in her studies i suppose ,

but well it's kinda wasted isn't it ,

oh well ,

i wish her and Eunjin good luck in whatever they're seeking yea ? :D

O levels this year ,

and guess what ,

i can actually feel stress man !

kinda like a miracle to me as everyone knows me as a happy-go-lucky person !

but well ,

i still don't really hand in my homework and stuff on time but still ,

whenever i try to do my work ,

i find out that i really am lacking behind ,

i decide to cope up with the class !

i want to ace the O's ,

get into the poly of my choice yea ,

haha !

Good luck to me yea ! :D

Financial

Due to me quitting my job ,

i kinda experience a extreme financial problem at the moment ,

sadly i still owe quite a number of people cash ,

but well at least they're all very kind hearted enough to ask me to take my time ,

love you guys ! :D

hahaha ,

i can't say much about this though ,

kinda limited to what i'm suppose to say ,

but well ,

i'll be fine yea , (:

Finally 17 years old as of 1st April 2011 this year yea ? (:

kinda got myself three piercings as my girlfriend wanted me to have it . :P

so yea i pretty much want to say i've changed quite a lot yea !

And now here's some pictures ! :D

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PEEKTURESSSS :D

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Disrepute : A New Year , A New Beginning . ♥

Why can't you accept it .

2010-12-30T05:02:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I Wonder ,
Why Can't You Just Accept My Friends For Once .
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Disrepute : I Feel Sad .

Day 164 ♥ , UPDATING ON MY BIRTHDAY !! ~ :D

2010-11-20T02:08:00.001+08:00

Hehehehe ! Updating for my baby again ,
well he's always so lazy D: ,
So , must continue this comma-comma sentences again ! ,

Day 154 .

Argh so , my birthday was on nov 11 ! ,
Baby celebrated with me <: ,
it was a great day i can say ,
overslept in the morning ,
called baby then , kinda cried cuz i wasted my time :( ,
so ,
reached baby's house at 2pm + ,
baby went to prepare himself & i hide our couple ring inside my pocket ,
hehe he dumbass thought he lost the ring ,
and he carried a sad face on the way to vivo ,
but ofcourse this nice girlfriend comforted him ! ♥ ,
straight away went to arcade ,
find kenneth and co , but this time round with nathaniel too ,
aft that hungry hungry , go makan makan ! ,
Swensens ,
baby treated me ~ ,
aww , so sweet :3 ,
then they got this cake for me cuz im the b'day girlgirl ,
hahaha , so small and awful ,
baby ate it for me ~ ♥ !
birthday wish was baby's moustache not to grow ever again !
ohya, did i mention baby actually shaved his moustache for me ? ,
hehehe sweet hor ? :3 ,
he was so unwilling to shave it whenever i call him to ley ,
soo ,
another wish was ,
baby not to misplace the ring anymore ! ♥ ,
while wishing ,
i took out the ring & place it on my middle finger ,
hahaha baby saw the ring and was like shocked & happy :$ :$ :$ ,
ahhh ,
while typing this now , my stomach is growling very loudly ! T-T .
Aft that ,
had some cold wars cuz of some problems ,
was kinda , emo ... T-T .
Cried and cried ,
aft awhile my mood stable alrdy ,
went to Sentosa with bibi ~
played luge & skyride ,
2 words for it .
FUCKING FUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ,
with bibi around , its the funnest thing on world i can say ,
hahaha kept calling "BABY !!!!" while playing luge ,
kept hugging baby tightly while we were on the sky rides ,
hahahaha omg ! :) ,
aft everything , went back to vivo ,
talked with baby for awhile ... ,
went to toyrus and blabla places ,
then baby sent me home ♥♥♥♥ ! :)

Baby was so tired by then :( .

Reached home ,
some quarrels occur ed between baby and i ,
i was really v upset :( and ,
tears started to flow down ..

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Day 158 .

Baby and I were having coldwars ...

went out with Jiayi ,

Was missing baby badly ,

didn't message ea other ...

So , i texted baby asking where were he ,

sucha coincidence baby was at bugis ,

and i was at iluma .

baby came & find me after that ,

hugged baby & apologised >: ! .

hehe then baby smiled , and said its okayyy !!!!

& then ... , walked to bugis streets to search for baby's prom night clothes ..

and the final result is below!!!! but but ,

he will be wearing black colour instead of white <: ,

so must see my shuaige bibi at prom night dancing okie !! ,

rmb to video down ah ~ ,

hehe ♥ love you bibi , :D .

Day 164 .

Sob ! D;

it's 2:05AM now & baby went out to pass his friend some things ,

i wonder why is he taking such a long time ... ,

hmm , ..

stupid work ! -'-

Totally kidnap my bibi away from me ! :( ,

baby will be working from mon to sun , wth ?

im like , NEGLECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh cannot meet bibi ;/ ...

very very very sad .

EXTREMELY SAD ! T^T ..

life sucks at the moment :(

i want my baby back ! -'-

Disrepute : Return my Love you Work !

DAMIEN IS WENXIN'S PROPERTYYYY ! YAY ! :D Day 152 ♥

2010-11-10T01:01:00.002+08:00

:D ! Hello hello WENXINNNNN HEREEEE YAYY.

I just found out my beloved baby's password hehe ! :D

YAY im going to update for him ,

must kopi the way he update you know you know !,

comma behind every sentences ,

HEHES ! ,

Okeh so bibi stopped updating his stupid blog cuz HE SHUANG ! ,

:( ,

So i must slowly elaborate everything nao ! ,

So baby stopped at Day 133 without uploading any photos of me and him :( ,

IM SAD ! T__T ,

and today is our stupid 5th monthsary together ,

we didn't go out & celebrate ,

:( so fucking sad got ornot ? ,

baby we didn't celebrate our 1st 2nd 4th 5th monthsary already ,

how are you going to explain to me ah?!?!?!

3rd month we went to get our ring ! ♥

Day 146 .

I went all the way to baby's house to find him again ! ,

:D so happy to see him ,

was missing him a lot a lot oh ! :D ,

baby came to fetch me & then bought his lunch home ,

Reached baby's and house was very happy. hughug baby ohh ! ,

then after that baby ate his lunch then heckcare me ! D: ,

yayyyy i love to loveydovey with bibi ! :B ,

After that about dk what time we camwhored before going out :D

i love the pictures lah cuz baby look like uglyfuck ! ♥

Went to Bugis & ate mosburger ! hehe ,

saw Ben , and baby's friends .

D; then baby smoke smoke !

Ffuck you lah baby , luckily i KAN KAI LE ! :DD ,

Aft that pull pull baby , ask him go home already :( !

Cuz it was 7pm + , then got that stupid curfew ! D;

Soo , baby sent me homeeee .

Something happened on the train :( ,

happen to see one of baby's text msg ,

then baby explained to me & i was.... dk how describe .

i love baby alot lahhhh :DD !

After that do my usual routine , wrote notes on baby's itouch ! :D

Write until i cry T_______T ,

too gandong + gan ren already MWAHAHAHAHA ! ♥

Reached lakeside , bid goodbye with my baby :(

Soo from that day until now , i havent been seeing my baby ! D:

i miss him a lot a lot uh , anyw my birthday coming in 2 days timeeeee ,

can see bibi already :D .

I hope he can give me surprise uh o-o .

So below photos are just spams from all those days he never update abt me ! :@

i angry dai whole day you know .

i imitate dao hen xiang hor ! ♥ muax baobeiiiii !

you're not allowed to leave me ):

i'll make your future gf jealous MUAK !

Day 146 de photos HEHE !

Day 121 , baby sent me home ! :D In the mrt :

YAY our rings ! <3

On a particular day , Baby LOST it :(

I was rly sad , but its okeh . WO KAN KAI LE !

Then baby found itt , still dw tell me ! D: . Wo aini lah bibi :B .

:DD . 090610 .

Disrepute : Job On Making Heng Lee's Future Girlfriend Jealous .
This is for you girls :D -'- CHEH!

Day 142

2010-10-28T12:59:00.006+08:00

My Beloved Baby ,
Ng Wen Xin ,
i love you sooooo muchhh :D
Day 142 today and well ,
i'm sorry that i neglected you over a game ,
and i'm sorry about the cold wars we had ,
i wish baby would be able to study well with her new classmates ,
and lastly ,
i miss and love you . <3
Aku Cinta Kamu.

You're My Affection ,
never leave me .
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Learning Journey Of Faith 3-5 .
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19th October 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Today darling came to my house ,
asked her to cab down to my house ,
and well ,
i was with Jackey ,
nothing much happened in school yea .
it's kinda boring ,
but at least i managed to meet some new friends ,
like Minrui ,
Pamela ,
Qilong ,
yea .
that's all i suppose ,
and well ,
nothing much happened the day ,
that's all that i know . (:

Day 133
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20th October 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Went to school and got back my results ,
kinda disappointed ,
but well ,
i'm going to work hard for O levels next year . (Y)

Day 134 ,
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21st October 2010 ( Thursday )
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Chionged my character from 52 - 62 today ,
awesome ,
iComeShot ,
you're gonna reach level 100 soon ,
just 38 more levels ,
and well ,
got my new zak helm ,
16 16 16 15 ,
awesome (Y)
well ,
that's all i suppose ,
neglected everyone as i was busy playing maple ,

sorry baby . ):
we always cold wars and everything ,
but well ,
this wouldn't change the fact that i love you a lot . (:

Day 135 ,
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22nd October 2010 ( Friday ) __________________________________________________________

went out with Jackey today to Bugis ,
find Kenneth and co .
played MT and stuff ,
yea ,
nothing much today ,
working on sat and sun ,
BORED .

Day 136 ,
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23rd October 2010 ( Saturday )
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WORKED and well ,
brought Gladys into the work ,
nothing much bah ,
heard that there's a new Part timer ,
great . (Y)
after work ,
me ,
Kenneth ,
Gladys and Meizhen went to Area C there ,
me and meizhen bought Subway ,
and Gladys with Kenneth bought Mac ,
we ate together at MacDonalds ,
and well ,
Happy people ,
bus-ed to Dhoby Ghaut Interchange ,
than home we go . (:

Day 137 ,
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24th October 2010 ( Sunday )
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Worked again ,
was working with the new part timer ,
i find him a bit ,
well ,
lazy i suppose ?
oh well ,
Today ,
ate with eugene ,
meizhen and Gladys ,
so yea ,
coolio , (:

Day 138 ,
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25th October 2010 ( Monday )
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Didn't go to school today .
Chiong-ed Maple today ,
nothing much ,
from level 62 - 70 ,
SO LONG ,
omfg ,
geez ,
still a long way to level 100 ,
bored die and sorry baby that i neglected you that day ,

Day 139 ,
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26th October 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Went to school and well ,
there was learning journey ,
fucking tired after the journey ,
managed to train one level ,
and i'm now lacking behind of one level in order to spam ,
level 77 now ,
geez ,
DIE LAHHH ,
at least the talking and interacting with classmates is fun ,
other than that ,
SHIT .
transferred money to Delon for my tma 19 cape .
fucking $60 ,
ass i'm broke .
geez ,

Day 140 ,
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27th October 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Skipped school ,
ended up going to dance training from 1pm - 4pm ,
fucking tired i swear ,
than after that just slept throughout the day ,
nothing much ,

Day 141 ,
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28th October 2010 ( Thursday )
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went to school for parent meeting session ,
ended up getting huge lecture from father and Miss Yeo ,
oh well ,
now at home ,
currently with Peck han ,
waiting for Leonard's arrival ,
geez ,
have no freaking idea where are we going laterwards ,
so yea ,

HOW SAD I POSTED MY BLOG SO LAZILY ,

Day 142 ,
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Disrepute : The Arrival Of Death .

Day 133 baby

2010-10-19T03:03:00.002+08:00

Pah Buay Toh Brothers . ♥
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14th October 2010 ( Thursday )
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went to school early ,
not knowing that my paper starts at 10am ,
geez ,
was late for school and stuff ,
in the end ,
went back home to take a short nap ,
when i woke up ,
it's 10.01 am ,
i was like ,
WTF !
immediately changed to my uniform and dashed to school ,
reached school for my Last paper at 10.15am ,
geez ,
but at least i managed to finish everything yea ,
hahaha ,
well ,
after that went to eat with vincent @ Boons .
following after that he came over to my house ,
just played around here and there ,
and well ,
went back to school at 1.30pm ,
reached school just nice 2pm ,
start oral examinations ,
mine was English first ,
well i must say it's pretty easy yea ,
scraped through it easily ,
unlike my chinese ,
which i assume would flung really badly cause ,
i don't know how read many words . T_T
oh well ,
exams are finally over ,
and to celebrate it ,
bought ciggs and celebrated . (: ,
well ,
everything seemed to go smoothly , (:

Day 128 ,
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15th October 2010 ( Friday )
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early in the morning ,
Jackey came over my house ,
knocking my door and window ,
scaring the fuck out of myself ,
oh well ,
after that leh ,
we just slacked a while at my house ,
so yea ,
nothing much ,
smoked together ,
yaya papaya ,
than went to Paya Lebar meet baby ,
3 of us together go Grandlink to take Jackey's pay ,
take already we went to KFC to eat ,
after that leh ,
met up with Charles at Paya Lebar MRT station ,
yea ,
took the train to Dhoby Ghaut ,
played a little MT here and there ,
waited for boss ,
end up the buyer that boss wanted to buy the helm from ,
sold his account already ,
so yea ,
fked up i suppose ,
boss gave me $10 for turning up ,
well ,
than Kenneth and Kendrick reached ,
we played a few rounds of MT and walked our way to Bugis ,
halfway walking to Bugis ,
we saw Jackey and Charles again ,
and we went Bugis together happily and stuff
when at Bugis ,
i played MT with HBK ,
*KH* and *YAO* ,
1st map ,
C1 ,
don't know why that *KH* jammed me into a divider ,
okay never mind i just asked kendrick why he jam me ,
than well ,
i didn't do anything after that ,
than they kpkb already ,
say i tell them to watch out ,
what nonsense ?
than after 3 games i get out already ,
8 people come bash me and Jackey ?
Bash already never leh ,
say want settle taiji in Bugis ,
in the end all zhao lang ah ,
what is this nonsense you talking about ,
hum tio is it .
i don't care whether you got see dao this blog a not ,
but seriously ,
-'- you for beating me up for no fucking reason ,
and thanks to you ,
i'm injured and could'nt join my girlfriend for movie ,
what a fucker ,
well ,
Whole of Bugis players know about it and ,
I've decided to play Police with you guys ,
so now ,
be careful of the police .
after the whole taiji thing ,
Guosheng and Jackey went off and i just stayed on Bugis ,
at night they came back again ,
not sure for what reasons ,
but than we went back home together ,
nothing much today except for that fuck up 8 bastards .

Day 129 ,
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16th October 2010 ( Saturday )
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Work ,
nothing much to update .

Day 130 ,
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17th October 2010 ( Sunday )
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Work ,
but was sick due to injuries ,
made me had fever and well ,
had to tolerate until all the way home ,
at home ,
had fever at 38.2 degrees ,
fuck face bitches ,
cause this kind of injuries to me ,
you fuckers .

Day 131 ,
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18th October 2010 ( Monday )
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was sick and didn't attend school ,
oh well ,
chiong-ed maple ,
my iComeShot ,
level 52 chiong-ed to 62 ,
managed to gain many many stuff ,
sent one 2x to my beloved kimmy ,
and well ,
she so happy and i made her to spam me !
HAHA ,
nothing much bah i suppose , (:

Day 132 ,
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19th October 2010 ( Tuesday ) __________________________________________________________

at the moment ,
it's 3.20 AM ,
i'm sorry baby that i neglected you on 11.11pm ,
sorry . T_T
but well ,
baby i love you ,
please don't forget that . :D

Day 133 .
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Disrepute : Blame It On The Weather .

Day.......127

2010-10-13T12:23:00.006+08:00

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My Beloved .

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I'm sorry baby if i've neglected you somehow or another ,

but you'll always stay in my heart ,

forever and ever to come .

It's Day 127 of sweet memories .

4 Months and 4 Days together .

ily .

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Random Memories .

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This is so gonna be my future car . (:
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Ah ,

it's been ages since i've blogged yea .

kinda lazy to blog nowadays ,

but well ,

i'll try to get my habits of blogging back now alright ? (:

haha ,

well ,

kinda addicted to Maple ,

and it's EOY periods now ,

kinda busy with studies even though i've not studied at all ,

HAHAHA !

oh well ,

just a short notice yea . (:

Currently playing MSEA-Aquila ,

anyone interested add me . (:

DeAtHsEeEker - Level 136 Bishop .

EmoAddict - Level 50 Soul Master.

iComeShot - Level 52 Evan .

These are the main three characters i'm playing at the moment ,

but well ,

currently training iComeShot till level 100 ,

but i'm active with EmoAddict ,

so yea ,

see you guys . (:

and well .

just another small thing ,

I Love My Beloved NWX .

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Disrepute : The Remnants Of Despair .

Hohoho !

2010-10-01T22:45:00.006+08:00

Roses are red
violets are blue
monkeys like you should be in the zoo
don’t worry you’ll find me there too
not in a cage but laughing at you.

Damien, You're the monkey in the zoo ! :D

And this poem is for you !

I’m Letting

Lying alone in bed, I wonder…
Do you ever think of me before you sleep?
Do you even call my name when you miss me?
Because I do, I really miss you.
Because I do, and I know this is true.
When will I learn to stop.
When will I ever grow up?

I am in love with the past.
I'm so stuck.
I can’t seem to figure how to stand up.
I wish it was easy as setting aside my things.
I could burn all your pictures but your face still clear.

I can still remember how you said you’ll never go.
You used to teased me that I was the star of your show.
and I thought I was.
I believed in all your bluffs…
and right now I’m stuck in this empty dream house.

I don’t want to feel this way!
I feel so small, so helpless…
like a dust on a wall…
and you can’t see me calling on your name.
How did you, how can you…
Please tell me why…

You were my friend…
I trusted you with everything.
I never thought that you would do this to me.
How can you afford to see me cry,
and left me there as if I was never part of your life…

The moment you said goodbye,
You never said the words I wish I could hear..
You let me go like that..
and from that day on, I promised myself…
I will never love you again..

Now I’m leaving.
I finally found a way out of my childhood fantasy.
I found myself sleeping too long.
It’s time to face reality that you’ll never come back..
or even if you do, it woudn’t be the same…
You’re not the friend I used to love those days…

Two years of loving you seem too long…
But let me spend the rest of my life
finding someone who’ll love me more…
You had your chance,
It may be too late
for past lovers to be friends…
I chose to go away, to be happy..
So I could mend, and accept that you’re no longer mine.
..You’re no longer HER….

I was in love with the past.
I was so stuck.
and now I’m finally walking my way, standing without looking back.
It may not be as easy as setting aside my things.
but you have no pictures anymore and your face no longer clear.
You belong to her… and you said good bye to me..
I’ve waited too long… now it’s my time to be free..

This post is by SHIRLEY CHIN CHIN ! :D !

Thanks me for posting his dead blog ! :D !

Day 91 .

2010-09-08T16:44:00.003+08:00

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25th August 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Nothing much happened in school ,
slacked with Jackey after school ,
technically got some problems ,
so there's a little held up .
nothing else happened i suppose ,
toilet toilet toilet fight . :D
oh well ,
went home after everything ,
just slept .

Day 77 ,
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26th August 2010 ( Thursday )
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ah ,
i remember already ,
HAHA TOOK ME SO LONG TO REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED !
In school ,
was late with Inn Kee ,
he got caught of his hair ,
so yea ,
accompanied him to the hair saloon after school ,
after he got his hair cut ,
i just went home and slept throughout the day ,
used a bit of my computer and tada ,
off to sleep once again .

Day 78 ,
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27th August 2010 ( Friday )
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LATE DAY FOR ME ! :D
Was eating Breakfast with Luke at around 7.30am ,
oh well ,
after that received like 4 calls ,
asking me where am i ,
and ironically ,
it's all my classmates .
wth .
oh well ,
reached school at around 8am ,
English lessons are a bore ,
like seriously ,
oh well ,
after that PE ,
had fun with Softball ,
Chinese ,
BORING ,
nothing much after that ,
just simply boredom ,
well ,
Baby came over to my house when my school ended ,
sadly we had this quarrel ,
or somewhat of a cold war ,
after that leh ,
went to Clarke Quay ,
after that everything seemed to be back to normal ,
we were talking once again ,
well ,
baby was hungry and i brought her to the Macdonalds at Funan the IT mall ,
so yea ,
sent baby home and i went home myself ,
played Maple private server with baby , (:
until i'm unable to cope with the day ,
so yea ,
went to sleep after that ,
geez ,

Day 79 ,
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28th August 2010 ( Saturday )
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Went to marina square early in the afternoon ,
played Maximum tune there ,
and well ,
had this training list match between s.B.s and ,
so yah .
in the end lost to CVC ,
how sad .
oh well ,
after the game ,
played at Marina Square a while longer ,
than went to Bugis with Jackey ,
that's all i suppose ,
hah .
eat at Bugis ,
played a bit here and there ,
nothing else . (:

Day 80 ,
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29th August 2010 ( Sunday ) __________________________________________________________

Well ,
today is my cousin Aden's 1st month after coming into this fucked up world . (:
had this buffet at my grandma's ,
so yea ,
ate buffet than met up with ahgong ,
went to his house ,
he prepared than went over to my house ,
i prepared myself than we went to Bugis together ,
when we reached Bugis ,
played MT here and there a bit ,
than we went home quite early ,
NOTHING MUCH really ,
haha .

Day 81 ,
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30th August 2010 ( Monday )
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Went to school today ,
well there's audition today ,
and yay our school hall has constructed finish ! :D
now it has Air-con .
WOOOO ,
well ,
lessons are boring ,
shall not elaborate on it ,
but well ,
after school ,
went to the hall with the dancemates ,
had our audition till 6pm ,
geez ,
tiring shit. ):
than at night ,
slacked with ahgong ,
nothing much alr , (:

Day 82 ,
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Day 76 .

2010-08-24T01:11:00.007+08:00

Girl Of My Dreams .
So wonderful your appearance is ,
we're always so close ,
yet we lived so far ,
how sad ,
but that will never make us drift , ever <3
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18th August 2010 ( Wednesday )
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School's out and well ,
nothing as usual ,
but i waited in school with Inn Kee for my group members ,
until suddenly they all told me they're not free for practice ,
so went home empty-handed ,
learnt nothing at all ,
well ,
after i ate dinner at grandma's ,
went back home and slept .
nothing much happened uh ,
10pm plus woke up ,
talked with baby a while ,
than baby's turn to turn into bed ,
sad she slept so early . ):

Day 70 ,
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19th August 2010 ( Thursday )
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Had our team's Audition ! :D
well school ended and everyone quickly gathered at Hope 4-1b .
after that leh ,
practiced a little bit here and there ,
until around 3.40pm plus ,
than we started making our way to the Music room ,
to find out that the venue was changed to the MPR ,
so yea ,
went there immediately ,
managed to catch a glimpse of some performance ,
than finally it's our turn ,
well ,
it turned out great until my handphone strap was hooked by my finger ,
which sent my phone flying on the ground while the performance was on ,
geez ,
totally ashamed of myself ,
and well ,
after the performance ,
watched on and soon after that ,
went home ! (:
baby was feeling well then ,
she took a nap ,
which is like so long ~
can't really remember what happened from 6pm to 10pm ,
but after that ,
talked to baby on msn for a few hours ,
than well we went to sleep together . (:

Day 71 ,
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20th August 2010 ( Friday )
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it was a rainy day today ,
and so i wore sweater to school ,
was so cold and well ,
technically the school day is tiring ,
when school ended ,
went to help baby collect her stocks ,
because she couldn't make it to here ,
so well ,
i met up with her supplier ,
which was Ron's stead unknowingly .
ah ,
after getting the supplies ,
went to Library to find Jackey a while ,
slacked slacked a bit here and there ,
than after that went home ,
felt so shag when i was at home ,
baby isn't replying so quickly . ):
damn sad .
than when i reached home around in the evening ,
Kenneth jio me out to Bugis ,
so well ,
i went to Bugis after eating dinner at my grandma's ,
when i reached Bugis ,
played with Darren and Jeff along with Fundi and me ,
we played 2 vs 2 ,
i managed to get 2nd placing for the two matches we played ,
ahha ~
well ,
after that Kenneth they all came ,
accompanied them to eat dinner ,
and well i sat there and talk to them ,
after that we went back to the arcade ,
played a few rounds of MT here and there ,
i played with D.mon and Alan ,
after the match ,
D.mon asked Alan to accompany him to smoke ,
than before he left the arcade ,
he asked me to follow ,
well .
went up and talked about history of his life and stuff ,
technically i'm good friends with him now . (:
well ,
after the long talk ,
Me and Alan went over to Iluma ,
slacked with kenneth and co there ,
hahaha ,
it's fun ,
after that leh ,
all went home ,
took a group photo before we went . (:
well .
fun day today ,
when i reached home ,
slacked with ahgong a while at Macdonalds and went over to his house ,
played DOTA and totally sucked at it ,
went home only at around 1am plus ,
geez ,
talked to baby ,
i'm sorry baby that i made you wait for me to reach home . ):
well ,
talked with baby online until 2plus am . (:

Day 72 ,
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21st & 22nd August 2010 ( Saturday & Sunday )
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Saturday Morning ,
Spent my afternoon in Bugis ,
waiting for honeh and co.
well it took them some time ,
met at 3pm yet they were late ,
oh well ,
played a little MT here and there before meeting them ,
after they reached ,
i ate lunch with honeh they all .
they all just watched me eat ,
well ,
after that we went to clarke quay via bus with matt ,
to find someone whom he wanted to meet ,
but the person told matt that she was at Bras Basah ,
oh well ,
we bus-ed there than walked ,
after quite some time ,
that girl agreed to follow us ,
her name was Winnie ,
didn't really introduced myself formally to her ,
so yea ,
i was practically emo-ing . >.>
oh well ,
ate BBQ/Steamboat once again ,
and after our steamboat ,
there was a lorry ride around Singapore .
yay .
we took the lorry ride to Haji Lane ,
actually wanted to Sheesha ,
But ended up didn't because of "spirtual" stuffs ,
oh well ,
after that we just took the lorry once again ,
to Hougang carpark ,
and it was there we cut our cakes ,
isn't it awesome ?
celebrating one's birthday on the back of the lorry ,
sounded awesome to me ,
oh well ,
walked my gan sister siyu home ,
and at outside her gate ,
we waited till 12am ,
and wished her Happy Birthday when 12am stuck ,
it's quite an unique celebration for her this year ,
as compared to last year's boring BBQ at ECP .
geez .
oh well ,
after that me and honeh and yaya went back to the lorry ,
blah blah blah ,
brought yaya back home ,
than after that went back to lorry again ,
than decided how we are suppose to bring everyone back home ,
technically those that has to go Jurong sat on the lorry ,
and those around East side sat in Honeh's brother's car ,
I was on the lorry with Jason and Jerrold ,
it's fun yea ,
sitting behind the lorry ,
shouting out lyrics of the songs like mad people ,
well we reached Bukit Batok in no time ,
than we sat our way back to Hougang ,
and yea we were singing and enjoying the wind ,
it's an awesome experience that i don't get everytime ,
oh well ,
when we reached Hougang ,
Shaowei hadn't reached yet ,
so yea ,
waited for them at honeh house downstairs ,
There was only matt and me ,
and well we slept there for quite some time ,
waiting for them ,
then after that we sat Lorry to Jason's house ,
seemed like we eating Instant Noodles ,
but well ,
after the Instant Noodles part ,
sat Lorry to Katong ,
played pool all the way ,
it was around 4am then ,
haha ,
it's one of the other days that i actually ton ,
oh well ,
only reached home around 8am ,
got a good scolding from my mom ,
and well ,
nothing else i suppose ,
took a good nap and it technically lasted the whole day ,
sleep and sleep and sleep ,
nothing else ,
haha ,

Day 73-74 ,
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23rd August 2010 ( Monday )
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school started normally ,
it's such a boring day . ):
nothing to do much ,
oh well ,
technically i've forgotten what happened today ,
so yea , X_X

Day 75 ,
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24th August 2010 ( Tuesday )
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I HAVE FORGOTTEN WHAT HAPPENED ! :D

Day 76 ,
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Disrepute : The Perfect Touch .

Day 69 Baby . (:

2010-08-18T02:11:00.003+08:00

Happiness within both of us ,
we'll never leave from one another ,
that's our promise to one another .

9th June 2010 , 1800
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14th August 2010 ( Saturday )
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Woke up early in the morning around 11am ,
than prepared myself to go out ,
took the train to Marina Bay to meet up with Quanyin and co .
well it's been so long since i went out with my sister and friends ,
so yea ,
well ,
waited for quite some time for the shuttle bus and it finally came ,
oh yay , ^^V
well ,
when we reached Marina Barrage ,
it was raining quite heavily already ,
so yea ,
managed to find a spot to picnic ,
and well ,
ate fried rice along with many many snacks ,
and we waited relentlessly for the rain to stop ,
took a lot of photos ,
like seriously it's like one of the most photos taken today ,
sadly i am only found in SOME of the pictures ,
aww ,
oh well ,
rain stopped ,
managed to flew the kite , :D
it's fun yea ,
hahahaha ,
well ,
around 4.30pm ,
everyone has to leave for their own stuff ,
took the shuttle bus back to Marina bay ,
Huiying and friend followed me to Bugis ,
went shopping around here and there a while ,
than i went to the arcade ,
asked them to shop around before i went to find them ,
and well ,
time passed so quickly and it's 7pm ,
accompanied them a while and brought them to the MRT ,
it's 7.30pm++ then ,
oh well ,
Jackey and Leonard came over to find me around 8pm ,
than well ,
slacked around here and there ,
i played MT and followed by Leonard ,
Leonard however ,
got into trouble with D.mon ,
geez ,
many things happened ,
smashing of drinks ,
grabbing of chairs intending to hit Leonard ,
oh well ,
after his game ,
went up and talk about the matter ,
but seems like things turned out well instead of getting worse .
went home via MRT and that's all ,

Day 66 ,
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15th August 2010 ( Sunday )
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Today woke up around 12pm ,
than talked to baby on msn ,
she told me to sms her because she going out already ,
what the hell ,
so fast . ):
oh well ,
baby ah baby .
i prepared myself but well ,
took my own sweet time ,
after that leh ,
when i rushing to find her ,
i quickly went out to Macpherson MRT to top up ,
suddenly i remembered i didn't bring out the handphone strap ,
so i quickly ran home than took cab to ECP ,
however i realized i'm short of cash ,
heng just nice sia ,
hahaha ,
oh well ,
went to find baby at bicycle shop C4 ,
than rented a double bike with baby ,
i'm totally broke then ,
only left with $1 ,
and well ,
baby wanted to cycle to Changi ,
so yea ,
i cycled her to the start of the Terminal ,
and stopped ,
went back because we had only 1 hour left ,
and i'm the one that's cycling mostly ,
gah that's just sheer torture uh baby ! ):
oh well ,
when we reached the bicycle shop ,
returned the bikes and baby brought me to see wenxing's parents ,
wanted me to eat something as i was having gastric than ,
than well ,
i just walked off because i was ANGRYYYY ,
but well ,
i'm in pain also . ;/
baby came after me and well ,
she lent me $6 to buy something to eat ,
omg baby i'm so touched you know , <3
well ,
i bought Macdonalds just to tahan for a while ,
was eating Macdonalds while walking to my bus stop all the way at Parkway ,
when i was near the bus-stop ,
the bus suddenly came and so i boarded it ,
after that neh ,
reached home and felt so shag and everything ,
took a nap and well i woke up around 7.45pm ,
ate my dinner and went to find Jackey and Peckhan ,
slacked around 108 awhile and yea ,
that's all ,
i went home ,
baby was already sleeping ,
which i'm so sad because i got no one to chat with . ):
HAHHHHH ):

Day 67 ,
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16th August 2010 ( Monday )
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Okeh lah ,
school is boring as usual ,
English is omg ,
torture sial ,
oh well ,
nothing much happened today ,
only that when i went home ,
...
...
...
couldn't remember what happened between there ,
so yea . ;p
well ,
talked to Shirley darling on the phone until 2am ?
i think so ,
and well after that i went to sleep soon after that ,
so yeaaaa ,
baby sleeps early nowadays and i can't meet her at all . ):

Day 68 ,
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17th August 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Lessons are boring . ):
today had my first dance practice with my "new" group ,
seriously i find it isn't as enriching as i expected to be ,
oh well ,
Audition's in two days more ,
i had to be even more stricter .
AHHHH ,
well ,
went home late ,
go to my grandma's first ,
eat dinner already went to Mac with Peckhan and Jackey ,
than after that Peckhan accompanied me to cut hair ,
than after that leh ,
i accompanied him home ,
than i walked home myself ,
when i reached home ,
bathed ,
used facebook and same old usual stuff ,
getting bored of my daily routine .
geez .
Baby i miss you . ):
it's such a pity that i can't see you this friday ,
because i'll be crying . ):

Day 69 ,
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Disrepute : Forever Starts Today .

Day 66 Baby . (:

2010-08-13T20:59:00.012+08:00

see this beautiful girl ,
she's called wenxin and she's so hot ~ :D
i didn't get to meet her for a few days already ,
and over here ,
i want to hope she's doing fine and i want her to know ,
that i miss her a lot . <3

BABY Day 65 ~ :D
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peektures with my beauty ~ (:
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WTF I LOOK LIKE GHOST . D:

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Outing to Popeye's with ex-F3-3 ~ (:
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Have to comment on this man ! Cocky face . LOLOLOLOL ~

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Our Family Corner Company Dinner ~ 11th August 2010
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10th August 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Okeh ~
last day of school holidays .
sad die . ):
well .
woke up around 11am ,
than prepared myself and went out ,
cycled to Aljunied MRT and waited for Guosheng ,
after that neh ,
went over to City Hall ,
walked our way to the Flyer there ,
which is like so far away ~
oh well ,
when we reached there ,
ate Popeyes ! :D
so yea ,
was kinda full when i ate finish everything ,
wasted on the buns ,
geez ,
oh well ,
after that leh ,
Joleen ,
Adeon ,
Pangann ,
KinHurng ,
Guosheng and me went to Marina Square ,
went Bowling ,
well ,
me having no money at all ,
just sat there and do nothing . T_T
oh well ,
took quite a number of photos .
which i'm SO lazy to upload ,
oh well ,
after the bowling game and everything ,
everyone went home ,
and well ,
left me alone . T-T
walked to Bugis from Marina Square to meet baby , <3
baby taking neoprints with wenxing and some friend .
joined in for a few photos and stuff ,
than than camwhore a little with baby ,
gosh i love her so much ,
than leh ,
we quarreled ,
sad die ,
oh well ,
went home after that ,
that night ,
was so sad ,
couldn't think of anything straight ,
than i emo-ed ,
appeared offline and everything ,
didn't talk to baby . ;/
than well ,
i talked to kenneth ,
asking him to help me see how my baby is doing and everything ,
thanks Jeremy bro for guiding me too ,
well ,
in the end baby and me reconcile ,
i love you loads uh ~ <3

Day 62 ,
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11th August 2010 ( Wednesday )
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went to school as usual ,
nothing much happened ,
well ,
not that i can think of ,
but well ,
after school ,
immediately went home via bicycle even though it's pouring ,
geez ,
used the computer until around 4pm+ ,
than prepared myself for my company's dinner ,
well ,
trained to Bedok MRT interchange ,
than walked to Sheng Siong there ,
met up with my colleges and waited for the bus ,
it took some time for the bus to reach sial ,
but well ,
after we reached our destination ,
we're suppose to do lucky draw thingy ,
i got a $50 Voucher for Takashimaya .
hahaha ,
than well ,
Dinner was nice ,
8 course meal . (:
enjoyed dancing after the meal ,
and well ,
technically just went home via bus then MRT ,
was feeling dizzy at first ,
than after that felt like vomiting ,
what i know ,
i felt very terrible when i reached Bedok MRT Interchange ,
geez ,
when i reached home ,
i couldn't really rest well as i can sense a lot of things , ;/
oh well ,
went to bed early cause i had a headache ,
so yea ,

Day 63 .
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12th August 2010 ( Thursday )
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Didn't go school today ~ :D
act one sick boy but end up really sick ,
wth ,
spent my morning waiting to seek consultation to doctor at polyclinic ,
than after that went back to my grandma's house ,
sleep all the way until evening sial ,
than went home ,
next thing i know ,
i was sleeping ,
and when i woke up ,
it was next day's 4.59am ,
wth . ._.

Day 64 .
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13th August 2010 ( Friday )
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well ,
at least i managed to go to school today ,
school was slack today ,
and nothing much was going on ,
oh well ,
didn't meet baby today at all ,
damn sad sial , ):
instead ,
today pei Jackey and Leonard to Hougang bus interchange via car ,
than after that leh ,
Leonard parents drove us to some Wing Chun academy place ,
like wth ,
just stood there and did nothing cause i had no interest in this ,
after that went to Jackey's tuition centre there ,
slacked a while than i walked my way to my grandma's ,
after that went to find Peckhan ,
slacked a while than we went to mac ,
played my iPod until no battery ,
than we went our separate ways ,
i went to my grandma's for dinner ,
Peckhan went home ,
so yea ,
what to do ,
Today is friday the 13th ,
fucked up day ,
cannot even see baby . ):
went home and msn baby ,
haissss

Day 65
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Disrepute : Seal The Poison With A Kiss

2nd Month uh baby !

2010-08-09T01:13:00.001+08:00

Day 1 @ Boonlay .

Day 3 @ Lakeside .

Day 6 @ Marina Barrage .

Day 9 @ My house .

Day 17 @ Lakeside .

Day 26 @ Orchard ; Ion .

Day 58 @ Vivo City .

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Just a short post regarding today .
it's my baby wenxin and me de 2nd month monthsary . (:
Happy leh baby !
but sadly she can't really come out ,
these photos i've just posted is meant for our process of being together ,
those times we shared for the past 2 months ,
though it's quite short from what i feel ,
but it's sufficient enough because my love is there for you . (:
me heart you baby .
我爱你 ,
Aku Cinta Kau .
2 months just passed so quickly ,
never felt time passing so quickly until i met you ,
you made my life much more entertaining ,
much more worth to live for ,
i'll never leave you ,
and that's my promise to you . <3
And last but not least ,
i Miss you .
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NDP Peekturesss :D
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8th August 2010 ( Sunday )
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Well ,
woke up around 12pm and just used the computer ,
didn't do much until around 3pm .
went down to Whitesands mall to have my lunch ,
and technically ,
when i reached there ,
Peckhan and Jackey was there already ,
so i was late ,
well ,
chose the clothes i wanted ,
but all of them doesn't have my size at all ,
sad die ,
oh well ,
after that leh ,
ate at the Kopitiam beside the store ,
after eating ,
went to Bugis ,
played a little of arcade and then went to shop for my clothings .
couldn't find any shop that has what i wanted ,
so well ,
walked to Peninsula ,
which is like so far away .
we walked one big round ,
wth . ):
oh well ,
when we reached ,
went to find that jeans i wanted ,
bought the jeans at $27.90 ,
which made me lend $9++ from Peckhan .
geez .
after that leh .
went back to Aljunied via bus ,
than well ,
ate at Aljunied ,
which took a fucking long time sial that fried rice ,
oh well ,
after that neh ,
went to sit around here and there ,
went to MRT buy something than Peckhan has to go home first ,
so he went home ,
leaving me and Jackey ,
i went to Jackey's house ,
slacked there and well ,
sit around ,
blow fan until around 10.30pm ,
than i started walking back home ,
reached home and pei baby msn and webcam at the same time ,
fun fun leh baby . (:
hahahahaha .
she slept early whereas i slept around 5am in the morning ,
geez ,

Day 60 .
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9th August 2010 ( Monday )
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2nd Month anniversary uh my baby <3
and Happy 45th Birthday to my beloved mother Singapore ! :D
haha ,
oh well ,
today neh ,
went to find Jackey and Peckhan only at around 4pm ,
cycled to Sims Drive ,
after that leh ,
went to Aljunied MRT ,
waited for Kahchun ,
than we all went to City Hall together ,
while at City Hall ,
we walked around trying to find a "good spot" for the fireworks ,
went up all the way to Marina Square's rooftop or in a sense ,
Sky garden ,
so yea ,
all of us just waited there then ,
Me and kahchun went to eat ,
waited for Kahchun as he queued KFC for me and himself.
hahahaha ,
the queue was super long sial ,
oh well ,
after we finished eating ,
went up to arcade and saw quite a number of familiar faces ,
BuGis ,
Kenton ,
Vin ,
Wugui ,
Bearz ,
that's all i suppose ,
oh well ,
played 2 rounds with Wugui's car ,
didn't gain or lose anything ,
oh well ,
went back to the sky garden to find Jackey and Peckhan ,
Jonathan was there too ,
he just reached and well ,
we technically just talked and take many photos here and there ,
it's fun man ,
waiting for the fireworks ,
when the fireworks happened ,
everyone was cheering as they took videos ,
haha ,
oh well ,
after the fireworks ended ,
we took group photos altogether ,
and after a few group photos here and there ,
i went to find Natalie who was around Marina Square too ,
than after that i walked to Bugis ,
which took quite some time due to congestion of the roads and pedestrians ,
reached Bugis and walked to Bugis Street's bus stop to find Honeh ,
oh well ,
after a while later ,
Jason and Honeh went to Iluma and we all followed ,
the rest of them went for LAN whereas i accompanied Jason and Honeh ,
they played UFO catchers ,
and i played one round of DDR ,
and well i really sucked at it because it's been ages since i last played it ,
argh ,
oh well ,
after that ,
we separated from one another because honeh and Jason is going some other place ,
all 5 of us went to Bugis' arcade to play MT ,
i managed to thrash this guy named SKURA or something like that ,
whom wanted to eat my friends ,
so yea ,
s.B.s Prevails . ^^V
when we reached Aljunied via MRT ,
i brought Peckhan back home via bicycle ,
and well ,
cycled back to 108 and slacked with Kahchun and Jackey a while ,
went up to Kahchun's house to sit sit a while ,
and after that went back to Jackey's house to get something ,
went back home after that ,
uploaded the photos on facebook and stuff ,
accompanied baby until she's well ,
scared because it was already past 12 then ,
and it's officially the opening of the Hell Gates ,
awesome huh ,
HAHA . :D
slept at around 4am ,

Day 61 .
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Disrepute : The Remnants Of Love

Two more days to our 2nd month baby .

2010-08-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

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Those Memories With My Love .
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Nation Day Celebration In School ~
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2nd August 2010 ( Monday )
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well .
school as per-normal ,
nothing much happened in school ,
but well .
went home immediately after school .
went online and well ,
chatted with my baby ,
haha , (:
well ,
around 4pm ,
went to find Jackey and Nathan ,
than after that leh ,
Peckhan joined us ,
went to lorong 29 of Geylang ,
slacked there a while ,
nothing much to do ,
than after that slacked outside school from until 7-8 ?
nothing to do sial seriously .
so yea ,
well ,
technically just went home ,
brought Peckhan to Mac than walked him home ,
than i walked home myself ,
nothing do really .
after i went home ,
talked with baby all the way . :D

Day 54 .
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3rd August 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Depression day Month 35 .
Day 1065 .

oh well .
today in school just technically ,
survived through those tiring lessons one after another ,
like seriously very boring .
oh well ,
let's skip to AFTER school . :D
Jackey ,
Joey ,
Peckhan and Leonard all came my house here to slack . :D
awesome shietzxczxc .
well technically ,
nothing much lah seriously ,
just slacked and talk here and there ,
everyone scattered after that ,
because they going Parkway settle some "taiji" with brian ,
oh well ,
i slept until around 6pm ,
Peckhan came over to my house again to collect his bag ,
didn't hear him sia ,
than finally i did ,
lol .
well i continued to sleep after that cause i'm suffering with headache . ):
woke up around 9pm plus ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
ate until around 10pm plus ,
looked at my aunt's newborn baby ,
so cute sial ,
oh well ,
after that i went home ,
accompanied baby . <3

Day 55 ,
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4th August 2010 ( Wednesday )
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D&T VERY TIRING .
i swear .
i half asleep throughout the lessons sial ,
oh well ,
couldn't meet baby cause she has to go home early . ):
which in the end was a lie ~
well ,
slacked with inn kee all the way ,
was slacking at the Carpark ,
waiting for police or Mr Kang or any teachers ,
because we want to jack them . :D
oh well ,
didn't came in the end ,
brought Inn Kee back to school than i went home ,
used computer until 6+ than went to my grandma's ,
ate dinner than went home ,
the rest of the day ,
talked with baby . <3 :D

Day 56 ,
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5th August 2010 ( Thursday )
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Once again ,
at least i managed to survive History lessons without doing her homework . :D
oh well ,
then again ,
i doubt i can on the next lesson .
tada .
when school ended ,
Joey and Jackey came over my house slack ,
talked and talked lo ,
nothing much ,
around 6pm ,
went to fix my bicycle ,
cycled all the way to Kallang to find Jackey ,
than the fixture costs us $31 .
and well ,
bought spray and all those ,
awesome lah seriously ,
well ,
than after that went to my ahma house eat dinner ,
than after that spray the bike ,
than left it to dry ,
went to nearby coffeeshop eat with Jackey ,
than after that went back my grandma's to respray everything ,
bought thinner and rags and everything ,
oh well ,
took some time ,
but when done ,
went to slack a while ,
than cycled to Street soccer court ,
ended up slacking with many people ,
the company ~ :D
played a bit of soccer here and there ,
than went back home ,
which is around 12pm plus ?
haha.
Baby was sleeping already ,
so couldn't talk to her ,
slept quite late though ,
have no idea why either ,
haha ,

Day 57 ,
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6th August 2010 ( Friday )
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Went to school for NDP Celebration ,
well ,
beginning was shit ,
those marching parade ,
gosh ,
terrible .
well ,
went back to class after that ,
not knowing that i was going to become the next mascot ,
oh gawd ,
my classmates wanted me to go up barebody ,
but well ,
at least teachers want me not to expose any parts of my bodeh ,
so my classmates covered me with newspaper everywhere ,
i swear it's not a nice feeling at all ,
i'm the only person that's barebodied in the whole Mascot shit .
oh well ,
was stuck to the shitty "Leo" mascot suit until all the way around 11 ?
when i removed everything ,
my body had those black spots of newspaper ,
GEEZ ,
quickly cycled home after that .
Bathed immediately ,
tried desperately to remove those marks ,
luckily i did in the end ,
took a quick nap after that ,
Baby reached my area quite quickly though .
fetched baby to my house ,
than well ,
many things happened ,
neglected baby cause i was sleeping ,
blah blah ,
a lot of things ,
but well ,
around 5pm ,
went to Vivo via Bus and train ,
well ,
waited baby to eat Jiaxiang mian ,
than after that Zoe came ,
than we accompany her ,
see her eat ,
she ate Laksa .
than after that we went to Sky garden slacked and took photos ,
nothing much ,
sent them to MRT ,
than i went back to Arcade ,
played two rounds of MT ,
no challenge at all ,
sian die . ):
oh well ,
went home after that ,
ate at my grandma's ,
after that went home ,
nothing much liao ,
chatted with baby . :D
love you baby .

Day 58 ,
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7th August 2010 ( Saturday )
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Woke up quite early today ,
well ,
than prepared for work ,
was eating Lor Mee around my house alone . T-T
went to my grandma's around 11.20am ,
than cycled to MRT ,
parked my bike and trained to Pasir Ris ,
went to Whitesands mall ,
and reported to work ,
met with my supervisor ,
named Yu something ,
oh well ,
work today was quite slack ,
but at least i managed to tap into free internet access . :D
so i used MSN to talk to baby online on msn and used Facebook ,
lalala ,
well ,
at night leh ,
around 8.30pm ,
Jackey came and find me ,
bought a tee shirt ,
than after that i released from work already ,
went to arcade ,
played one round of MT ,
than went to Aljunied ,
eat there ,
than played Basketball with Brandon and Alvin and Joash ,
than after that leh ,
went home ,
all these while been trying to blog ,
than keep getting interrupted by baby ,
oh well ,
blogging because of my brother Inn Kee wants to see before he sleeps ,
haha ,
oh well ,
here you have it ,
my blog post ,
GOT YOUR NAME ALSO HOR ,
okay .
nights peepos ,
Webcamming with baby atm . :D
LOVE YOU A LOT UH ! <3

Day 59 ,
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Disrepute : Those Lovely Melodies .

Day 54 baby , 2nd month coming

2010-08-02T00:56:00.003+08:00

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30th July 2010 ( Friday )
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was kinda expecting the school to announce something regarding us ,
but well nothing happened ,
oh well ,
my form teacher knows about it ,
and nothing was really done ,
i don't know why though ,
geez ,
well when school ended ,
baby took some time to find me ,
she didn't go to school today ,
she was sick ,
and well ,
she was waiting for her mom to return home before she could come out ,
and for an hour or so ,
than finally baby reached ,
cycled to find baby and well ,
was really happy to see her . (:
brought her over to my house ,
just technically slacked and did nothing much really ,
until a while later ,
which was like .
6pm ? O.O
rushed down to Bugis to find Zoe with baby ,
than well ,
ate Chicken rice and i talked about someone which made Zoe cried ,
i felt so guilty can . T-T
shouldn't have talked about that someone ,
oh well ,
leave baby and Zoe alone and i went to find Kenneth they all ,
than after that we just played a little of MT here and there ,
after that eat ,
walked around shopping for clothes ,
that's all i suppose ,
nothing really ,
just that tomorrow's FoRt3 and s.B.s match cancelled .
idk why though .

Day 51 ,
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31st July 2010 ( Saturday )
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woke up early in the morning ,
around 7.30am ,
than after that prepared myself for work ,
cause have to reach workplace at around 9am ,
so yea ,
prepared finish and i didn't really eat anything ,
it was around 8.21am then ,
rushed to my workplace ,
it was around 9.02am when i reached ,
so i sat there ,
waited for the lorry to come which is bringing all the 74 bikes ,
in my shop to somewhere else ,
at 10am + the lorry came ,
and well ,
my colleague went up the lorry ,
and the others pushed the bikes to me ,
and i'm suppose to carry the bicycles .
i carried a lot of doubles and singles bikes up the lorry by myself ,
all 74 of them ,
geez .
tired like mad sial ,
after that sat on the lorry to C4 ,
than well ,
i have to carry all the bicycles down again !
wth .
spine and arm was breaking man ,
geez ,
oh well ,
after that ,
sat the boss's car back to the workplace ,
went for Lunch ,
lady boss treat sial ~ :D
all ate Duck rice ,
and she's paying ,
well ,
after lunch ,
walked back to the workplace ,
than i'm suppose to collect my pay ,
my pay was suppose to be only $20 ,
but lady boss gave me $30 instead ,
saying that because i'm hardworking . (:
yay :D
earned extra $10 .
woooooo ,
well ,
cycled all the way to parkway after that ,
played a little MT here and there ,
got one member of FoRt3 named ROCKY ,
keep jamming and slamming me for no reason ,
geez ,
what kind of nonsense is this ,
oh well ,
went back home around 3pm ,
nothing to do at home ,
until around evening 8pm ,
went to 108 slack a while with Peckhan ,
Leonard and Jackey ,
than after that leh ,
all went home around 11pm ,
geez ,
nothing else .
just that i get very thirsty very easily ! ):

Day 52 ,
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1st August 2010 ( Sunday )
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THE WHOLE DAY I AM AT HOME ,
the only thing i did was to find new songs online ,
so yea ,
managed to find some ,
and i updated my playlist ,
awesome . ^^V
oh well ,
went to my grandma's in the afternoon to see the baby my aunt gave birth to ,
he's a cute little one ,
haha ,
well ,
nothing much today ,
baby baby ,
this is for you kay ,

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FOR NWX BABY ONLY

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well ,
even though i reply very coldly to you most of the times ,
that doesn't mean i don't love you !
it's just that my messages might seem a bit ,
cold but still ,
my heart isn't treating you cold at all ,
imy a lot and i'm sorry that i couldn't visit you today ,
we'll celebrate our 1st month monthsary soon baby ,
i promise , :D
be sure you'll take good care of your weak bodeh ,
wuhahahah ,
right now you should be sleeping like a pig ,
lalala ,

Day 53 ,

Right now it's 1.20AM of 2nd August ,
7 more days baby .
ily .

Day 54 .
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Disrepute : The Facts Of Life .

Day 51 baby .

2010-07-30T01:43:00.001+08:00

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23th July 2010 ( Friday )
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oh well .
i can remember that today ,
i ate BBQ + Steamboat with Zhimeng and co at Bugis.
though i'm not really that close with him ,
i still manage to befriend him ,
had so much fun over the bbq ,
well ,
after the BBQ ,
went to arcade for a while ,
than after that go over to where ahgong is having his first gig with honeh ,
well ,
it's quite a distance away ,
but after seeing ahgong's gig concert ,
it's quite awesome ,
his voice doesn't really stand out though ,
due to the massive loudness of the music instruments like drums ,
oh well ,
kinda wasted ,
after that meh ,
went home than did technically nothing ,

Day 44 .
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24th July 2010 ( Saturday )
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woke up early in the morning ,
cycled to work and the same thing happened ,
just work and work and work ,
nothing much ,
only there's something different ,
my bicycle ,
well i left my key with Eugene and he went home earlier than me ,
when i realized that the key is gone ,
i was like shiet ,
so i called him immediately ,
lucky for me he's only at Eunos so he took bus back to ECP ,
which i'm sorry for because i troubled him ,
oh well ,
cycled home from there ,
never did anything else then ,
yea ,
that's all i suppose .

Day 45
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25th July 2010 ( Sunday )
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Same old thing ,
work work work ,
but well ,
today is my last day of work because my shop is closing for YOG ,
1 whole month i couldn't work ,
gosh .
oh well ,
after YOG i'm going to chiong work for money money money ,
cause i'm very broke at the moment ,
only can spend $100 on this month assuming it's August now ,
oh well ,
quite done for ,
i stayed on until 8.45pm ,
i don't know why ,
kinda missed the shop i suppose ?
hmm ,
oh well ,

Day 46 .
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26th July 2010 ( Monday )
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Had Social Studies test ,
i think i will flung it ,
oh geez ,
nothing much about today ,
except for the fact that i've been slacking with Jackey they all recently ,
slacked with Jackey ,
Melson and Nathan after school ,
Peck han joined us soon after ,
nothing much happened than i suppose ,
me and Nathan and Jackey just went around walking and talking ,

Day 47 .
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27th July 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Today after school har ,
i pon-ed Self-study and went to slack with Jackey and co ,
at the multi-story carpark ,
Joey and Nathan and everyone styled my hair until very stylo milo ,
but yet ,
fun is fun though ,
Joey left a while later than Brian came ,
nothing much happened ,
technically speaking ,
oh well ,
Nathan Spotted a Police car driving upwards the ramp of the carpark ,
and everyone just scattered like bullets ,
immediately ,
hahaha ,
we grouped together after that ,
nothing much happened then ,
just went home ,
feeling shag ,

Day 48
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28th July 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Today was suppose to find baby ,
but baby need to go home early ,
so i dropped the idea of finding her and slacked with Jackey they all ,
oh well ,
Joey this time came with Wanyong ,
than well slacked a while lo ,
my hair got tied ,
that's what i know ,
haha ,
well it's quite fun in fact ,
to tie my hair ,
anyways ,
after everything ,
went home just felt shag as always ,

Day 49
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29th July 2010 ( Thursday )
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Skipped one period of chinese and got punished with 20 push-ups .
rofl .
nothing much ,
went to Carpark again to slack with Jackey and Leonard ,
got caught by Mr Kang and well ,
awaiting for punishment tomorrow ,
i wonder what punishment would i get ,
and well ,
Congratulations to my Aunt for safely giving birth to a new-born baby ,
i'm sorry that i didn't manage to visit you at the hospital ,
but i was just too tired with everything at the moment ,
i will take a look at the new born baby soon ,
went to the doctor's at night with my mom ,
regarding my coughing illness ,
nothing else i suppose ,
the only thing i can think of now is baby baby baby . <3

Day 50 .

well ,
baby ,
right now it's 30th July 2010 ,
Friday ,
and it's our Day 51 together ,
i hope you would not remember hatred and just learn to forgive and forget ,
oh well ,
the only thing i can say now is i love you ,
time now is 1.04 AM ,
and well i suppose you're sound asleep ,
there's no one to talk to for me ,
geez ,
i feel so lonely .

To Someone :

Seriously ,
if you really think you can Eh sai ,
don't just backstab people like this ,
why don't you just fucking say it in my face instead of spreading it ?
if you got balls ,
just come to my class and fucking say it ,
unless you're proving me wrong about what others think of you ,
i wouldn't call you a person that has a lot of guts ,
when you can't even just tell this thing in front of my face .
Bastard child .

To House Dog .

Doggies ain't suppose to scold people ,
you like that particular someone ,
i doubt you'll even stand a chance to get her close to you ,
if you manage to even have a girlfriend ,
i seriously salute you because that girl is seriously blind to have chosen you ,
wx didn't do anything to you and yet you did so many things to her ,
do you want me to slap the hell out of you ? .
bitch-ass .

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Disrepute : Arrogant Nature .

Baby I Yearn For You Right Now .

2010-07-23T01:08:00.004+08:00

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20th July 2010 ( Tuesday )
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what a mundane school day .
nothing really happened in school today ,
went home after school and slept until evening ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
than cycled to Sims Ville to find honey ,
than well ,
ahgong came and bring me first ,
met his director ,
Alfred ,
so yea ,
we talked about business and stuff ,
many many things ,
then honey came soon after that ,
slacked a while than walked back to my house area ,
we slacked there ,
than played iPod games .
my handphone battery went dead ,
geez ,
father called me 100+ times when my phone's dead ,
and waited for me outside my house ,
brought honey to the bus-stop and talked with her ,
than after she left ,
quickly cycled home ,
geez ,
thought i would get a scolding ,
didn't really get any scolding ,
so yea , X_X
my father so fierce ,
lolololol ~
oh well ,
meeting baby tomorrow ,
sooooo happeh ~ <3

Day 41 ,
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21st July 2010 ( Wednesday )
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a big thank you to peck han for lending me your spare phone . :D
and well ,
pon chinese lesson today ,
slacked with Inn Kee and nothing much then i suppose ,
after school released like 1.35 pm ,
quickly went to my grandma's for a change of clothes than ,
immediately went to Lakeside via MRT .
when i reached Lakeside ,
called baby and ask her where was she ,
she picked up and was crying ,
got a shocked and asked her what happened and stuff ,
shalln't elaborate here ,
so yea ,
well ,
so many thing's happening to her nowadays ,
i'm so worried for her ,
well ,
brought her to Jurong Point ,
walked around Jurong Point ,
than baby wanted me to eat ,
and so i ate my lunch/dinner there ,
than brought baby to the Bus station ,
took bus 187 with her until her house downstairs ,
than separated with baby after that ,
sad . ):
well ,
went back to JP by bus 187 ,
met up with Eugene and Kenneth ,
i already bought the ticket for 7.30pm show ,
for Sorcerer's Apprentice ,
well ,
we walked around and stuff to kill time ,
played a little MT and noticed that people in Jurong that plays MT ,
usually can't accept a loss ,
geez ,
almost got myself into trouble but well ,
stopped myself from winning them :X
oh well ,
movie's great i suppose ,
too little action ,
too much explanation ,
don't really like that ,
so yea ,
Kenneth and me along with Eugene ,
walked back to Lakeside ,
and separated from there ,
well ,
reached home around 12am ,
tired ,
and so i slept early ,
hoping that Joleen would wake me up early the next day ,
as i wanted to do my History Essay ,
oh well ,

Day 42 , Baby please take care of yourself .
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22nd July 2010 ( Thursday )
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woke up and found out that i was late ,
i was like ,
what the fuck ~!
7.30am already ,
and i've yet started on my History essay ,
shietzxc ,
oh well ,
technically ,
just bathed and took my time ,
dilly-dally ,
walked to school very slowly ,
reached around 8.45am ,
was trying to make myself late ,
but ended up didn't get late ,
wth ,
than well ,
first two periods was History ,
dai ~
didn't hand up her essay and was scolded ,
than fell asleep sometimes ,
but still manage to answer questions she throw at me ,
haha ,
well ,
nothing much today ,
except constant sleeping in class . >.>
was too lethargic ,
like other mundane days ,
geez ,
school ended at 2.45pm ,
and i got a test at 3pm ,
went for the test that lasted around half an hour or so ,
reached home around 4pm ,
played computer and didn't do much things after that ,
oh ,
6pm plus ,
went to Suntec with Jackey and Nathan ,
collect his pay ,
well ,
nothing much ~
slacked with them when we reached Aljunied ,
than went out separate ways ,
i went home ,
and waited for Brandon ,
he came my house with Jerry ,
than i jailbreak-ed his iPod ,
so yea ,
after that followed them around until i went home ,
took honey's iPod than went to find honey at my house there de market ,
well ,
slacked with her and played our iPod ,
than went to talk at the same bus stop once again ,
nothing much ~ :D
hahaha ,

Day 43 , Baby I Love You

P.S

Baby ,
wuai ur bodeh so weak one ~
nxt time btr eat veg whn u go out w me .
and well ,
i apologize for my twitting previously ,
but i wonder ,
but is my name always mentioned LAST instead of FIRST in your posts ?!?!?!
see liao i damn sad okay . ):
baby take care of yourself ,
i'm always there for you . <3
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Disrepute : There's Nothing More Sweeter Than You .

Baby i'm sorry . ):

2010-07-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

well oh well .
so fast already 1 week ,
and i don't know why i suddenly felt like leaving my blog dead ,
but nah ,
must tell myself to continue to update ! (:
well ,
first thing first ,
phone got confiscated ,
using spare phone ,
seriously very stupid . >.>
oh well .
here goes .
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13th July 2010 ( Tuesday )
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school seriously damn sian ,
i don't know why it's getting much more boring-er ,
in a sense i feel that work is much more ,
less boring than school ,
5 hours in school is like working for a few days straight ,
omg . >.>
well ,
today self study ,
than in the end very sian one .
did mind mapping on what i've learnt for core geog that day ,
so yea ,
after self study ,
inn kee and peck han came over to my house ,
to get bikes to cycle to Kallang ,
so yea .
reached Kallang in no time ,
slacked with Leonard ,
Inn kee ,
Peck han ,
Joey and Qimin ,
technically we're just there ~
sitting on the so called playground and than slack ,
until around 6pm ,
everyone have to leave ,
innkee and everyone left .
than well ,
i accompanied Peck han and Leonard for dinner ,
than after peck han finished dinner ,
me and him cycled to my house than peck han just ,
walked home himself ,
well ,
ate dinner at home ,
than used sister's computer until 9pm plus ,
nothing much today ,
just that i know i want to say one thing important .

I Miss My Beloved NWX Baby .

Day 34
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14th July 2010 ( Wednesday )
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No money to eat at all .
shietzxczxczxc ,
Can't meet baby today also ,
she going to Discovery Center with classmates ,
school thing ,
so yea ,
basically go home after slacking a while with melson they all ,
than installed Resident Evil 5 on my sister's computer ,
tried playing and kept dying ,
pek chek man . >.>
oh well ,
used the computer until late at night ,
nothing much again today ,
that's what i can say ,

Day 35 .
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15th July 2010 ( Thursday )
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nothing much happened in school ,
yea ,
that's what i can remember ,
except for the fact that i slacked with Leonard they all once again ,
at Kallang ,
so yea ,
same thing ,
take bike from my house ,
cycle there ,
this time Sharon and Joey instead of Qimin ,
so yea ,
no Inn kee also ,
sad ,
oh well ,
slacked slacked slacked ,
Sharon took my bicycle to play and puncture the front tire ,
and so she went to change the inner tube which cost her $5 ,
well ,
after that leh ,
Jackey came over to join me and Peck Han and Leonard ,
sent Leonard to the bus stop than we left ,
Jackey took one of my bicycle away ,
so yea ,
i cycled the other one ,
cycled peck han home than i went home ,
went home to sleep ,
nothing much ,
dinner at around 9pm ,
lol ?
geez ,
i'm getting fatter and fatter . ):

Day 36
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16th July 2010 ( Friday )
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my phone was confiscated by that fucked up fatty Mr Koh ,
nbcb he say one week than call parents come down collect ,
than i told him might as well call my parents down now ,
he kpkb me ,
fuck . >.>
was needed to stay back to complete Mr.JLim's homework ,
geez ,
at least baby reached late . :X
immediately after i finished my homework ,
cycled from school to the Macpherson MRT station and waited for baby ,
than when baby reached ,
stared at her fringe , :X
it looked so adorable ,
oh well ,
nothing much ,
brought her to my house ,
slack slack and used computer ,
time past very fast sia ,
than 6pm already ,
then need to bring baby back home . ):
took the MRT and accompanied baby ALL the way to Lakeside ,
than as for me ,
after bringing her to Lakeside ,
separated from her and i went to Bugis to find the peeps ,
well ,
reached Bugis soon and ,
i played a little MT ,
owned some little kid and technically played quite long ,
fun game , (:
than me and Kenneth went over to Iluma play Jubeat ,
trying to get the Evans to S ,
in the end we managed to do it ,
walked to arcade to find the others ,
than we went to MRT ,
all went our separate ways ,

Day 37
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17th July 2010 ( Saturaday )
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not working for this weekends ,
so yea ,
played a little Resident Evil 5 online with Kenneth ,
than after that he went over to Bugis ,
whereas i stayed at home ,
trying to convert a fucked up video for Eugene ,
which made me get out of my house only at 4pm ,
oh well ,
technically ,
when i reached ,
everyone went iluma ,
so i went to the Arcade first ,
than played played a while ,
went to accompany kenneth to eat ,
but he's the one that's only eating ,
so yea ,
sat there and drank water ,
after that ,
went back to arcade ,
played a while of arcade ,
than got this guy ,
didn't know one of the MT machine the steering wheel is gone ,
he inserted the coin and went into the game ,
until he was at the selecting option ,
he than realized there's no steering wheel ,
on top of that ,
his car named *SBS* ,
so yea ,
i just went in and technically pwned him like siao ,
15.5KM pwnaged . :X
he switched machine and played with me along with his friend ,
than Darren ,
my team leader wants to show him who's the real s.B.s ,
so yea ,
we won ,
he get lost from Bugis ,
haha ,
jokes ,
well ,
the rest went to play LAN ,
while me and Kenneth met with Natalie at Iluma ,
with her shuffle friends ,
got chased out of Sky garden ,
so we went to the entrance of Iluma and they practiced their Shuffle there ,
it's quite awesome yea ,
so yea ,
nothing much ,
went home late ,
miss baby a lot ,
lalala ,

Day 38
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18th July 2010 ( Sunday )
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stayed at home and played Resident Evil 5 with Kenneth ,
until a while he gtg ,
than as for me ,
had to go out for lunch to celebrate my father's birthday ,
so yea ,
we went to Paragon's Sushi Teh to eat ,
i ate Ramen and many other sushis and stuff ,
and still felt hungry ,
but didn't ate anything after that ,
after the meal ,
i separate from my family and went to Cathay Cineleisure ,
played 2 rounds of MT ,
got this Guailan kia ,
.HRS. or -hKs- or something like that ,
totally jamming me when i never played anything ,
so yea ,
left Cathay feeling pissed off .
well ,
went home immediately ,
played Resident Evil ,
gosh i seemed to be addicted to that game already ,
haha ,
played with Kenneth until a certain chapter than we stopped playing ,
i continued playing myself and well ,
quite fun lah ,
than after that watched One Piece online and nothing much ,
just that i had this quarrel with baby ,
i'm sorry baby ,
i don't mean anything at all . ):
i was so stupid to start that quarrel ,
hais ,

Day 39
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19th July 2010 ( Monday )
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starting of school ,
boring shiet ,
Core Geog test i'm unable to finish it ,
shiets ,
i'm going to fail already ,
oh well ,
nothing much happened today ,
just that i did some catching up with some of my classmates last year ,
ate lunch with them together ,
and well went home after that ,
i played Resident Evil all the way than went to my grandma's for dinner ,
around 7pm ,
than after eating and everything ,
went to find honey ,
she's still in lesson progress so ahgong came and find me instead ,
he brought a guy named Alfred ,
which is a director of that company ,
he told me many stuffs ,
it's kinda awesome ,
yet i don't feel like joining the company just yet ,
oh well ,
honey came after that shortly ,
than we walked our way to ahgong's house downstairs ,
slacked there and played ipod touch ,
hahah ,
battery went flat ,
than ahgong went home ,
i brought honey to the bus stop and we chatted about some ,
nonsensical sexual stuffs ,
so yea ,
when i reached home ,
my father was waiting for me outside ,
he told me that he called me for a hundred times already ,
when i charged the phone ,
fuck he called me for 98 times ,
gosh ,
that's a lot sial ,
oh well ,
at least i'm home now ,
which is like 12.45am when i reached home ,
i didn't know it was so late ,
so yea ,
started blogging at around 1.28am ,
and now is 2.o1am ,
gosh .
oh well ,
nothing much already guys ,
i'll try to update more frequently . :D
due to my phone having been confiscated ,
i can't take any photos at all . ):
fuck noooo .

Day 40 , Baby i'm sorry .
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Disrepute : Sometimes It's Too Late To Apologize .

One Month my baby . (:

2010-07-12T16:52:00.003+08:00

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8th July 2010 ( Thursday )
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well ,
i swear it's such a miserable day today ,
first it was history test which i never studied for ,
than it was some other random stuffs put together here and there ,
oh well ,
nothing much happened today ,
that's what i can say . (:
TIRING DAY!

Day 29
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9th July 2010 ( Friday )
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First thing ,
BABY !

HAPPY 1 MONTH MONTHSARY ♥

i can't really express how much i love you. :D
but yea ,
i love you ,
LOLOL ,
well today went school happy happy ,
cause baby visiting me today ~ :D
school ended and she came to my school ,
brought her to macdonalds and slack awhile with peeps ,
than went over to my house ,
slack slack and use computer ,
nothing much ,
than after that brought baby to JP meet Zoe ,
separated with baby after that .):
than baby's friend say i handsome . :D
kewl . (:
went back to lakeside ,
meet up with kenneth ,
than we went to coffeeshop ,
i ate there and then we took bus to JP ,
upon reaching JP ,
bought 3 tickets to Despicable Me 3D ,
cost me a bomb man . ):
$14 .
FUCKKKKK i was broke then ,
left with $3 to play . ):
oh well .
played finish my $3 and ended up lending $3 from kenneth ,
tried playing Evans with kenneth together ,
got A ,
but just couldn't get that S .
geez .
oh well ,
Despicable Me was awesome ,
though it's kinda ,
Childish in a sense ,
oh well ,
after watching the movie ,
immediately went to the MRT ,
managed to get onto the last train to Pasir Ris ,
HENG HENG AH ,
oh well ,
reached home very late and just fell asleep upon reaching home .
oh cool ,
work tomorrow .
rofl .

Day 30 ,
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10th July 2010 ( Saturday )
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Jackey came my house early in the morning ,
ate breakfast together than went for work ,
work is tiring as usual ,
very boring today ,
very few people ,
geez ,
oh well ,
fucked up i suppose ,
after work ended ,
cycled home as fast as i could ,
reached home in 35 minutes then bathed and ate dinner ,
cycled jackey home than i went MRT ,
went to Bugis to find Kelvin ,
played MT with him and stuff ,
yea ,
fun time i had , (:

Day 31 ,
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11th July 2010 ( Sunday )
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Weeeee ,
same thing happened,
at least today ,
work was much more busier and well ,
that's great at least i don't really like slacking ,
went to Parkway to eat after work ,
than went to arcade with Jackey ,
played with Fort3's 2nd leader or something and their members ,
than oh well ,
went home after that ,
cycled Jackey home ,
nothing much today ,
lalala ,

Spain Vs Holland ,
the winner of the match is kinda obvious . (:

Day 32
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12th July 2010 ( Monday )
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Winner of 2010's Fifa World Cup ,
Spain . :D
oh yea oh yea ,
i love it ,
well school is BORING ,
i swear ,
oh well ,
got punished for sleeping during Social Studies,
gawd ,
oh well ,
nothing much happened ,
slacked with inn kee after school at the canteen and ate lunch ,
than went home ,
i slept ,
then i went to slack with Kah chun,
nothing much , (:
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Disrepute : Relinquish Those Memories .

1 month in 2 days . :D

2010-07-07T21:07:00.006+08:00

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5th July 2010 ( Monday )
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asked baby to wait for me at Paya Lebar MRT station .
so well .
quickly went to find her ~ :D
well after that ,
went to Tampines Mall .
find wanyong to buy cake for Joey ,
but well ,
told her to wait for Qimin's arrival than we'll decide .
went to the arcade with baby ,
well ,
made baby wait there ,
and the stupid machine got problem ,
i'm sorry baby . ):
than need wait till the machine restarts and everything ,
very long sial ,
after everything ended ,
went to downstairs level 1 with qimin and wanyong ,
passed them $20 to buy the cake ,
me and my baby than went to Orchard after that . (:
well ,
me and baby walked around here and there ,
than went to 313@Somerset ,
well ,
walked our way to scape ,
didn't know what happened after that ,
baby and me was like.........
so angry with each other i suppose ?
but i'm sorry baby . ):
when we reached Ion ,
everything was back to normal ,
that's good . <3
well ,
shopped around with baby's friend ,
than went to Hong Kong Cafe cause i was hungry ,
treated them all French Toast ,
while i ate Baked Rice ,
geez ,
pocket one big hole sial .
$150 - $20 ( for cake )
than after that - $27 ( For treating them )
in total i got only $93 left .
GEEEZZ .
sad die ,
well ,
brought baby to the MRT than separated there ,
i went to Marina Square to find Jer Aloy and Thunder ,
well ,
went to the Sky Terrace with them a while ,
than went to the Arcade ,
played with Aloy ,
he changed $12 to play ,
i changed $8 ,
i kept winning him till he no money and i'm left with $1 . X_X
6 Wins steak ,
but didn't took a photo of it . ):
oh well ,
after the arcade gaming was over ,
went to the MRT and got separated ,
me went home ,
nothing to do ,
sleep .
stupid school starts tomorrow .>.>

Day 26
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6th July 2010 ( Tuesday )
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woke up and thought i might be late for school ,
quickly changed and everything ,
walked quickly to school .
oh well .
at least i wasn't late ,
but what the fuck ,
Mrs Chng that beetch catch my hair ,
nbcb ~
my miss yeo help me cut until like bangs for the front ,
than the back like dog tail .
wtf . >.>
hate the school .
now baby's gonna hate me for having short hair . ):
oh well ,
school is boring ,
and to add onto it ,
got Self study today ,
than joey close the window ,
one chip of the window fall out ,
crack out in a sense ,
well ,
i took that piece and "cut" myself on the wrist ,
like act act only ,
ended up i really did cut myself ,
didn't know until my friend told me that there's blood ,
i was like ,
What The Hell ! ):
oh well ,
sorry baby ,
didn't mean to hurt myself ! X_X
started at 2.30pm and ended one hour later ,
after ended ,
me went to slack with Joey ,
Peck han ,
Inn kee and Leonard ,
okay lo ,
slacked a while already we went to coffeeshop to eat ,
after that everyone went home .
i went home played Blackshot ,
nothing to do ,
than after that ate Dinner ,
nothing much lo i swear ,
just missing baby a lot a lot ,
can meet you tomorrow already ,
yey . <3

Day 27
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7th July 2010 ( Wednesday )
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What a long and tiring day ,
D&T is tiring i swear .
oh well ,
owe him his homework . X_X
lalala ,
bored man ,
Chemistry ,
we were scolding and insulting each other in Cantonese ,
LOL ,
kinda funny ,
we called Mr Kee a pervert in Cantonese ,
he replied us " If we are not pervert how can you be a man " in Cantonese ,
everyone laughed !
haha ;D
fun fun lah ,
okayyyyy ,
so ya .
nothing much happened in school lo ,
just the usual ,
but well ,
slacked with inn kee a while after school ,
nothing much to do ,
i went home to get a cap before meeting baby ,
but baby said can't meet me already,
sad die ,
and i was at Kallang mrt station ,
made me go back home . T_T
baby i miss you a lot a lot you know .
):
now 9.47 pm ,
History re-test tomorrow ,
have yet to study for it ,
FUCK ,

Day 28 .
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Disrepute : The Love That I've Yearned For .

Baby , 2 more days . ♥

2010-07-05T11:19:00.002+08:00

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2nd July 2010 ( Friday )
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well .
today lessons very boring .
but at least time passed quite fast ,
was very excited in meeting baby laterwards ,
quickly went home immediately after school released us ,
when i reached home ,
it rained very heavily ,
oh ya ,
another thing ,
released early at 2.10 pm . :D
EPIC . (:
was suppose to be released at 2.45pm ,
heng heng . (:
but well ,
stupid rain made me cannot meet with baby at all . ):
i'm very very very sad you know ,
really hope i could see baby . ):
oh well ,
planned with baby to meet on Monday instead ,
love her so much . <3
well ,
i just blackshot-ed all the way until around 4pm ,
went to Bugis to find my bros ~
when i reached there ,
played a few rounds of MT ,
than after that we went for dinner ,
i ate pepper lunch ,
which took a very long time to reach my turn ,
and well ,
after that we went around iluma than LAN time . :D
hmm ,
sadly right ,
the computer being a bitch ,
don't let us play blackshot ,
so well ,
didn't play at all ,
i used up all my $30 which i actually wanted to spend with baby ! ):
oh well ,
tomorrow and Sunday work . :D

Day 23
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3rd July 2010 ( Saturday )
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lalala ,
today work ,
but wth .
raining lah .
in the end still cycled to work ,
well ,
today's Depression day 34 months also . ;/
oh well ,
didn't really get to celebrate it though ,
geez ,
work is tiring and boring ,
seriously though ,
working for the sake of money ,
earn money for baby . ^^V
it's the only thing that motivates me to work now ,
well ,
when i reach home ,
it's so tiring and i slept very early . ;/

Day 24
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4th July 2010 ( Sunday )
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Work today again ,
almost got caught in the end ,
but at least it's just drizzling .
lala ,
reached work and i forgot to punch card .
dai ~
oh well ,
at least today quite a SLOW day ,
and one fucked up customer keep bitching me ,
made me so pissed .
oh well ,
went home ,
played blackshot ,
nothing much today ,
lalala ,
meeting baby tomorrow . ♥

Day 25
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5th July 2010 ( Monday )
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woke up around 6am in the morning ,
geez ,
than went back to sleep ,
after that meh ,
woke up at 8am ,
used computer ,
message with baby ,
well ,
time now is 11.32am ,
baby's otw to my area .
yey . :D
gonna meet baby soon ,
HEHEEEE <3
ily baby .

Day 26
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Disrepute : The Never Fading Love.

1 month is coming my dear . (:

2010-07-01T19:13:00.004+08:00

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25th June 2010 ( Friday )
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well than ,
woke up kinda early and played blackshot ,
from around 10am till 12pm ,
Kenneth wanted me to reach Orchard around ....
12.30pm ?
called him and he told me he has to buy something first .
so wth .
and i had already prepared myself and everything ,
went to sleep ,
until around 2pm ,
he called me ,
went out to Macpherson MRT station and took the MRT to City Hall ,
after that met him around the lift area ,
went to Orchard after that ,
walked our way to Takashimaya's KFC ,
Ate there and stuff ,
met up with old pals ,
Sebas ,
than well ,
we walked to Cathay Cineleisure ,
played a match of MT ,
than after that we took MRT to City Hall ,
walked our way to Suntec City ,
was loitering around here and there ,
after that we visited the Arcade ,
played a few more rounds of MT ,
didn't really get much stars i suppose . ):
but still i win a few rounds . :D
so yea ~ :D
after that we all walked our way to Bugis ,
and one of the people inside our group ,
her shoes was spoiled ,
and so she walked bare-footed to Bugis ,
offered her my slippers but she rejected ,
oh well ~
went to Bugis Street to get her a new pair of shoes ,
than Sebas and me and Kenneth went Separate ways ,
me and Kenneth went to eat Chicken Rice ,
and we found Alan and his stead ,
Kendrick and Kelvin there ,
oh well ,
after that we went to the arcade and played a few matches ,
went to the LAN after that ,
played Blackshot with kenneth ,
tried out Killing Floor ,
looks fun ,
but i don't really enjoy it ,
oh well ,
after the whole game ,
played with Kelvin they all ,
and well after that ,
played MT again ,
just a few matches ,
and then home i went ,
tada ,
nothing much ,
home sweet home . (:

Baby !
it's your 3rd day of camp and it marks your day of return ,
i was really happy when i received your text message ,
i missed you so much you know ~
really really a lot a lot ,
oh well ,
at least i'm meeting you tomorrow , :D
i miss you and i love you loads ,

Day 16 .
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26th June 2010 ( Saturday )
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was suppose to work today ,
but for the sake of baby ,
i canceled work and went to find her ,
reached Lakeside around....
2pm ?
than we went to Jurong East's library ,
couldn't find any seats at all ,
than well ,
went to Jurong Point opposite the library ,
managed to find a seat ,
sat down and started doing homework ,
when i was doing my homework ,
halfway ,
i find myself wondering ,
i brought the wrong book ,
what the hell ,
couldn't do any homework at all ,
oh well ,
i just slept while listening to songs on my iPod ,
while baby is busy doing her maths homework ,
well ,
sorry baby that i slept . :X
i was too tired . X_X
well .
when i woke up ,
i made a lot of comments on baby's homework and steps ,
but still she's right ,
can't really do much ,
oh well ,
saw Baby's friend Zoe ,
than bid farewell with her ,
we went to walk around JP ,
nothing to do i suppose ,
than i was very hungry . ):
requested to walk back to lakeside from Jurong Point ,
well we did ,
and took quite some time ,
but baby was able to reach home on time ,
and i slept in the train ,
reached home and felt so tired ,
just slept ,
and well ,
was needed to wake up early for work the next day ,
geez ,
hate this .

Day 17
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27th June 2010 ( Sunday )
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When i woke up ,
fuck it was raining ,
i thought i couldn't work at first ,
as time ticked and ticked ,
i really got more and more sad.
well ,
called my uncle and he offered to give me a ride there ,
awesome ,
reached my workplace at around 10.20am ,
geez ,
that's a guaranteed minus of pay . ):
oh well ,
work work work ,
what else could i describe about my work ,
just simply pushing bikes ,
talking and chit-chatting .
nothing much .
Uncle came and fetch me and Eugene from work ,
we went to Aljunied there de hair Saloon to get our hair cut ,
geez ,
i miss my long fringe . ):
that's something i really sad about ,
oh well ,
baby baby baby don't want me cut botak ,
how sad . :X
wanted to try it out ,
hmm ,
sent Eugene to the MRT than after that i went to Inn Kee's house downstairs ,
collected Maths TYS and well ,
chatted with him regarding many things ,
here and there ,
oh well ,
went home and reached home around 11.45pm ,
used computer until around 1am than started doing my Maths TYS ,
seriously got stucked ,
did until a certain amount of question ,
oh well ,
better than not doing it i suppose ,
sucks man ,
school starts the next day . ):

Day 18
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28th June 2010 ( Monday )
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was SLIGHTLY late for school . :P
but was given a chance because it's the first day of school ,
passed hair check ,
everything seemed okay until maths lessons ,
need to pass up the holiday assignment ,
was like ,
FUCK ,
die already ,
well ,
he gave us one day's grace ,
yay . :D
and during English lessons ,
slept in class and was scolded ,
never really did her compo when i'm suppose to ,
shitty . ):
after school and went to find Jason they all ,
practiced our dance a little here and there ,
so ya .
went home and blackshot ,
lalala ,
nothing much uh ,
slept slept and slept
didn't know why i'm so tired nowadays .
geez . X_X

Day 19
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29th June 2010 ( Tuesday )
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ah ,
was late today ,
saddening ,
oh well ,
was recorded and went back up to class ,
Maths again ,
geez ,
never really finished his homework ,
and he gave us another one day's grace .
yay . :D
love him loads man ,
geez ,
Core geog got new teacher came in ,
pretty teacher ,
baby don't jealous , :D
well ,
revised and revised ,
nothing much today ,
but for the fact that i had to do like ,
one fucking article full of summaries and reflections .
oh well ,
completed it around 3pm + ,
went to give it to teacher ,
than what the fuck ,
she want me to do finish my compo than go ,
fuck sial ,
oh well ,
immediately finished my Compo ,
around 4pm ,
than give her ,
went home ,
walked with Inn Kee and Peck Han ,
than went home ,
played Blackshot ,
than sleep ~ :D
nothing much today .

Day 20
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30th June 2010 ( Wednesday )
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D&T is BORING ,
geez ,
anyways ,
nothing much happened today ,
except for the fact that i was unable to find baby ,
due to my maths homework ,
need to finish every single fucking question without blanks ,
geez ,
oh well ,
sorry baby . ):
went home with Inn kee and Peck Han once again ,
than played blackshot ,
slept for a very long time after that ,
than ended up playing Taptap . :D
nothing much once again ,
yay ,
tomorrow is late day , (:
well deserved rest .

Day 21
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1st July 2010 ( Thursday )
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Eclipse release today you beetches ~ :D
awesome man ,
well ,
today Mr Ng never come for Core geog ,
so that pretty teacher revise with us geography ,
well ,
got to admit that her revision made me really remember somethings ,
that i really have forgotten ,
haha ,
oh well ,
nothing much happened today ,
yea , (:
i just missed baby a lot ,
that's what i can say ,
baby baby ,
i can't wait till tomorrow . :D
went home to blackshot ,
all the way ,
yay going to rank up already . (:

Day 22
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Disrepute : My Forgotten Existence

Baby's at camp and i miss her loads .

2010-06-25T02:46:00.005+08:00

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23rd June 2010 ( Wednesday )
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was kinda banned from going out due to Monday's incident .
how sad .
oh well .
at least today ,
i played tap tap revenge 3 on my iPod touch ,
for like the whole day ,
now only level 31 .
sobs ,
oh well ,
used my sister's computer to play Blackshot . :D
kinda fun i suppose .
at least i got something to do at home now . (:
rather than facebooking and msn-ing .
oh well .

Baby .
Today's your first day at camp ,
i hope you're okay ,
hope you had fun ,
i really missed you a lot ,
not being able to even text you . ):
it's a very sad thing ~ ):
as i think about you ,
i kept thinking ,
whether have you eaten ,
bathed ,
slept enough ,
had fun a not ,
all these questions just came through my mind ,
but well ,
i think you're having fun , (:
and i commence the end of Day 1 of your camp .
2 days more and you'll return uh baby ,
imy <3

Day 15 .
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24th June 2010 ( Thursday )
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woke up pretty early today ,
around 10am plus ,
immediately switched on my sister's computer and played blackshot ,
well ,
played until 12pm plus ,
than bathe and go prepare myself ,
ate lunch at home and started walking to Macpherson Station ,
went to Aljunied Station to find Joey and Leonard ,
after that Wanyong and Qimin came ,
we went to Tampines together ,
when we reached Tampines ,
me and Leonard went to the arcade to play MT ,
played till around....
2.30 pm ?
yea ,
kinda fun ,
though we kinda got OWNED and stuff ,
but who cares ,
thanks Leonard for treating me those games that i play . <3
anyways .
after the game ,
went to Macdonald to find the rest ,
after they have finished eating their food ,
went around to shop at Century Square and Tampines 1 ,
kinda boring i swear ,
Tampines 1 is like the most boring mall out of the 3 malls found in Tampines ,
oh well ,
went to the arcade with Leonard and i basically dragged Joey along ,
she's quite bored of us guys being so stuck up with arcade ,
something i can see . ;X
anyways ,
after that Leonard went home ,
Joey went to find her friend ,
me and Qimin along with wanyong went to Kallang to slack ,
we talked about stuffs here and there ,
past and future ,
for instance ,
about the working society ,
so much things we talked about ,
so yea ,
around 6.30pm ,
wanyong need to go to find her aunt ,
wanted to take bus ,
but to save money ,
requested her to walk ,
but she was wearing heels ,
so technically i walked with her but i was bare-footed ,
while she wore my slippers ,
oh well ,
talked as we walk ,
kind of learnt some things from her ,
some things on character of a typcial 15 year old student in our school ,
well ,
meaningful chat i suppose ,
brought wanyong to the coffeeshop she was heading for ,
than after that i went home ,
ate dinner and than immediately after that ,
cycled to Parkway Parade to find Leonard and Peckhan ,
it was drizzling ,
damn it ,
oh well ,
reached Parkway not long later ,
at least it didn't rained so heavily .
well ,
went to the arcade to find them after locking my bicycle ,
played MT with Leonard a few matches ,
than watched him play ,
after that ,
i played myself with 3 other players ,
got 5 wins out of them ,
kinda awesome . ^^V
well ,
ended the game soon after that ,
went to Macdonalds and ate ,
talked over the food and well ,
come to think of it ,
this holiday i've yet to fucking start on my homework ,
FUCK i am dead ,
geeez ,
well ,
brought them to the bus stop ,
and i cycled my way home ,
kinda pathetic ,
alone , ):
when i reach home ,
just used my macbook ,
nothing much ,
just commenting on other people's status on facebook ,
typical day .

Baby baby ,
today's the second day of your camp ,
i wonder what you did during your camp ,
wondered did you really miss me ,
haha ,
well ,
you're returning tomorrow . <3
i'm waiting uh ,
now i realize ,
one day without baby is that torturous ,
please don't leave me alright ?
baby ily ~

Day 16.
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Disrepute : The Recurring Visions

I'm sorry that i broke a promise , baby . ):

2010-06-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

2 Weeks of Sweet memories my baby . <3
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19th June 2010 ( Saturday )
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woke up very early for the sake of Jerrold ,
well ,
he's suppose to start work today ,
or should i say ,
Sunday ,
totally got my working days wrong ,
damn pai seh sia ,
cycled all the way to ECP ,
met with Jerrold ,
went to work there ,
Uncle ang saw me in shock and was like ,
why are you here ?
uh ,
than after that i know that ,
i came on the fucking wrong day ,
geez ,
terrible sia ,
oh well ,
me and Jerrold just walked back to Area C ,
rented a bike ,
cycled to Area A direction ,
until a stop ,
than we rested at a shelter ,
just slacked there and did nothing much ,
listening to songs and stuff ,
after that went back to return the bicycle ,
went to the hawker centre near Parkway Parade ,
ate there and well ,
went to the arcade ,
played one round of MT than went for pool with Jerrold ,
pool was fun ,
technically i was owning .
LOL ?
oh well ,
after pooling ,
sent Jerrold to the bus stop ,
and i went to collect my bike and cycled home ,
when i reached home ,
technically just slept throughout the night until dinner ,
after dinner just used computer until late at night ,
and work's on tomorrow ,
Jerrold couldn't make it ,
Grandfather of his fell down in the toilet and went to the hospital ,
sad for him ,
well i wish that he'll be alright ,
called Eugene as replacement ,
and meeting him tomorrow .
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20th June 2010 ( Sunday )
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met Eugene at Paya lebar early in the morning ,
showed him the bus to take .
than after that ,
i technically tried to chase the bus on my bicycle ,
but well ,
failed ,
Eugene called me and told me he got off on the wrong stop ,
geez ,
stupid him ,
oh well ,
caught up with him afterwards ,
walked to ECP ,
than well ,
i ride him all the way till my workplace ,
tired like fuck ,
oh well ,
geez ,
introduced him the bikes briefly ,
told him what to do ,
well ,
he adapted very well i suppose ,
hmm ,
that's good lahhhhh ,
oh well ,
after work ,
we went to Parkway parade's arcade played MT ,
totally got thrashed by F0rt3 people ,
geeez ,
oh well ,
went to eat after that ,
than sent Eugene to bus stop ,
i cycled home afterwards ,
didn't really use the computer ,
was too tired already ,
geez ,
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21st June 2010 ( Monday )
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Had Core Geog remedial ,
woke up and cycled to school ,
reached 5 minutes late but well ,
everyone's still waiting for Mr Ng ,
well ,
went to the Humans room after that ,
remedial started at 10.15am ,
had a break at 11.05am ,
than well ,
technically continued the remedial until 12.30pm ,
Baby reached my school ,
than i went to find her outside the school gate ,
went home than prepared myself to go watch movie with baby ,
reached Bugis around 3pm ,
baby suddenly didn't want to watch movie ,
so went to arcade find kenneth they all ,
oh well ,
slacked and slacked ,
than went to LAN ,
played blackshot a while ,
than brought baby to swensens ,
she seem to love it a lot when i said i'm bringing her to swensens ,
haha ,
oh well ,
after eating ,
brought her to lakeside ,
than bid farewell to baby , ):
that's sad ,
oh well ,
went back to Bugis ,
than went to Mos Burger ,
met with Ken ,
it's been so long since i've seen Ken ,
well ,
come to think of it ,
i used to hate him a lot ,
but well ,
it's already the past ,
i don't really bother about it anymore ,
well ,
after that went to blackshot a while more ,
than after that leh ,
me and kenneth went up slack a while ,
than after that followed by me and Eugene ,
we were screened by police ,
and the worst part is ,
of all times i have to faint ,
i have to faint when police is screening me ,
geez ,
totally ashamed lah ,
oh well ,
police called the ambulance to come ,
they checked on my and stuff ,
and i'm fine ,
requested me to take taxi home ,
and so i did ,
geez ,
nothing much ,
reached home and got this huge lecture ,
geez . ._.
i'm sorry Eugene ,
totally caused so much trouble for you ,
trust me ,
i'll quit liao . (;
at least that's one way to lose that ,
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22nd June 2010 ( Tuesday )
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sleeping throughout the day ,
couldn't find anything to entertain me ,
well ,
went to grandma's for dinner ,
than went back home ,
still was bored ,
couldn't think of much things except ,
baby's camp which is starting tomorrow ,
sobs . ):
baby do miss me kay ,
i love you loads and i'll miss you . <3
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Disrepute : The Repeating Mistakes .

Wenxin baby i love you ~ :D

2010-06-19T03:32:00.004+08:00

It's rather disappointing to see my blog ,
well in a sense ,
dead .
so might as well just start posting shitzxczxc .
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11th - 12th June 2010 ( Friday & Saturday )
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well ,
woke up quite early in the morning ,
train all the way down to lakeside to find baby ,
technically ,
went to Taman Jurong to play a little bit of basketball ,
slacked a while ,
nothing much really ,
all i know is ,
at that time ,
my heart is always with my beloved wx . :D
well ,
separated from her at around 4pm + i remember ,
went to Vivo city after that ,
took the Monorail to Sentosa ,
found my ex-classmates and well ,
talked and slacked with them ,
finding some moments to do some ,
catching up i suppose ,
went to Palawan Beach at first ,
waited for the rest of the classmates ,
but well ,
after a while all of them went to Siloso ,
left me and Marcus and Ahbishek ,
took our time to go there and when we reached ,
Sunset took place and well ,
everyone was playing Beach soccer ,
so i joined in ,
had some fun ,
until i kicked my toenail out . >.>
oh well ,
technically was injured with a broken nail ,
whole nail was able to come out ,
geez . ):
went back to Vivo with them and Allam and Jason ,
ate there and well ,
saw Joleen and Adeon ,
talked and ate at the same time ,
had some fun with lightsticks ,
after that leh ~
went to Arcade a while ,
play MT with Yuhong ,
play play a while already ,
went back to Sentosa ,
we ton-ed there ,
so ya ,
was quite BORING lah in a sense ,
cause this class outing ,
some others went away for kboxing ,
never asked me to go . ):
and well ,
went for night trailing ,
quite scary but still okay ,
then just stood at the shelter where we rested for the night ,
geez ,
very tiring ,
took the first tram at like 7am ,
than followed by the monorail ,
took 80 back home ,
and seriously worn out . ):
took a nap but ended up ,
that nap from 9am became 5pm .
LOL ~
and when i woke up ,
quickly bathed myself and honeh called me ,
she's cabbing down to bring me to the Restaurant ,
so ya ,
waited for her call ,
than after that went downstairs and waited for her ,
Matthew and his girlfriend was on the cab too ,
cabbed to Matthew's house downstairs ,
he wanted to take something ,
after that went to ECP ,
couldn't get a table at that moment ,
so waited for the rest of the people ,
Jason ,
Jerrold ,
Shaowei ,
Allan ,
well technically when everyone reached ,
a table was available ,
so yea ,
ordered and waited over the table ,
and well ,
the food is delicious ,
though i didn't really eat much ,
and freaking got my finger cut-ed while ripping off the crab's leg . ):
oh well ,
took honeh's brother's car to Goldenmile ,
but well ,
was lost for like an hour ,
than finally we reached ,
went to play pool after that ,
until like 1am plus ,
took cab home after that ,
end of story . (:
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13th June 2010 ( Sunday )
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Working day for me ,
geez ,
nothing much i suppose ,
it's just work work work ,
oh ,
after work ,
went to parkway parade played a little MT ,
than well ,
nothing else after that , (:
went home and talked to baby and well ,
that's all ,
got myself a new iPod Touch man .
totally awesome . ^^V
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14th June 2010 ( Monday )
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woke up damn early in the morning ,
to find myself sleeping once again ,
well ,
was like an hour late for dance practice ,
immediately prepared myself and well ,
it was 1pm then ,
went to Jason's house ,
than technically just practiced my dance ,
afterrrr that ,
just stayed home until around 5pm ,
went to Cathay Cineleisure to meet twinnie ,
was stalking behind her at somerset ,
well ,
met up with two of her friends ,
one guy named Brian and another Yaowei ,
after that leh ,
played pool ,
hmm ,
$17 + dollars ,
well ,
went to Hong Kong Cafe then ,
ate and treated twinnie to French Toast ,
technically forced her to eat that otherwise she'll have to pay :X
well ,
after that kaka came ,
talked over food and ate ,
after that neh ,
went to LAN ,
for 1 hour we played Blackshot ,
it's fun but well ,
the LAN there is seriously screwed .
oh well ,
went home after that ,
and here i wish Valerie Twinnie ,

Happy 16th Birthday . (:

Day 5 .
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15th June 2010 ( Tuesday )
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early in the afternoon around 1pm baby reached my area ,
went up to my house and well ,
waited until like around 4pm than we set off to Marina Barrage ,
took the MRT to Marina Bay than cabbed to Barrage ,
farking expensive man ,
$5.40 due to peak hours ,
geez ,
bought a kite before we went to find Eugene and Kendrick ,
who is already waiting at the Barrage for hours ,
sorry dudes ,
the kite itself costs me around $20 and ,
to add onto it ,
the farking string which is shit ,
costs $5 .
a total of $25 wasted ,
geez ,
well ,
built that damn kite and flew it ,
it's awesome ,
never really flown a kite before ,
quite fun , (:
well ,
around 6+ ,
we had to leave for Marina Bay ,
baby had to reach home by 8pm ,
that's very sad . ):
anyways ,
separated with baby at Raffles Place Interchange ,
than went to Bugis to find Eugene and Kendrick ,
ate Chicken rice after that ,
lent $15 from Eugene ,
played a few rounds of MT and blackshot ,
well ,
it's fun ,
starting to play back blackshot ,
but the ironic thing is ,
my computer is down . ):
oh well ,
soon soon soon ~ :D
after blackshot session was over ,
it's was already 10pm ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
so yea ,
nothing much lahhh (:
back at home ,
just doing my same old usual routine ,
that's all ,

Day 6
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16th June 2010 ( Wednesday )
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was suppose to work today ,
but was cancelled due to the heavy downpour ,
geez ,
replaced till tomorrow ,
that's VERY saddening ,
oh well ,
technically slept throughout the day ,
nothing to do ,
used computer ,
it's quite a boring day i must say ,
oh well . ._.

Day 7
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17th June 2010 ( Thursday )
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work is entertaining and fun ,
and BORING ,
oh well ,
words can't really describe that day though ,
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18th June 2010 ( Friday )
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Jason's house for practice at 11am ,
until around 12.30pm ,
baby reached Macpherson ,
so yea ,
fetched her from there and went up to my house ,
slacked until like ,
3.50pm ?
geez ,
had to bring her home ,
than well ,
took a few photos before we left ,
baby baby baby ~ :D
accompanied her all the way till lakeside ,
after that i went back to Bugis ,
find Kenneth they all ,
played a while of MT than went to buy movie tickets ,
for the show The Karate Kid ,
after that went to eat at big bird .
well ,
after that played a little while more of mt ,
than went over to the LAN gavin was in ,
for his Counter-Strike match ,
went there to have a look ,
it was around 8.15pm then ,
well ,
walked back to Bugis at around 9.11pm ,
reached and went around finding jie ~
but she wasn't around ,
after that leh ,
found her and well ,
went around camwhore-ing , (:
while waiting for the show that is ,
well ,
went in for the show ,
almost froze to death ,
was technically shivering throughout the movie ,
The Karate Kid ,
a very epic show man ,
go catch it if you haven't ,
you wouldn't regret it ,
i mean it ,
oh well ,
at times i really thought baby can be by my side everytime ,
when the show ended ,
it was around 12am ,
took bus home and so ya ,
slacked around my house with ahgong and uh ,
until around 1.55am than reached home ,
nothing much already i suppose ,
tomorrow's working day again ,
geez ,
need to wake up early for the sake of Jerrold ,
):
oh well ,
Baby ,

Day 10 already . <3
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Disrepute : Reveal The Light Within The Darkness .

Wenxin ~ You're Mine And Forever Will Be.

2010-06-11T02:03:00.003+08:00

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7th June 2010 ( Monday )
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Well ,
today woke up early in the morning ,
around 11.45am ,
reached Jason's house for dance practice ,
seriously though ,
hardcore practice . T_T
quite okay from what i can say ,
ah ,
well ,
after the training ,
it's already 3.30pm ,
cycled home and well ,
technically just bathed and slept throughout the day ,
it's a very tiring day as i can say ,
seriously very tiring . T-T
well ,
woke up at night to have my dinner at home ,
nothing much happened today ,
that's what i can say .
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8th June 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Woke up SUPER early in the morning ,
but it was raining so heavily ,
geez ,
hate the weather so much .
well ,
it delayed me for quite some time ,
suppose to meet at 12pm end up went out of house at 12pm ,
took the mrt to Lakeside MRT ,
well ,
while waiting for everyone ,
i went up to Kenneth didi's house a while ,
use toilet ,
play computer ,
after that ,
well ,
Eugene and Kendrick and my beloved baby Wenxin came ,
they too came up to Kenneth's house ,
after a while ,
we went to the MRT ,
and took the train to Bugis ,
was at the arcade for quite some time ,
bi came and find me ,
but ended up going home soon after that ,
aww ,
such a pity ,
Kenneth joined us and well ,
we all went to the Marina Barrage ,
The stupid free shuttle bus service took like AGES to reach ,
but well at least we reached .
it's an awesome thing i suppose , (:
but sadly the rain is just so sucky ,
it just has to drizzle that day . ):
oh well ,
went back to Bugis after that to eat Dinner ,
everyone has to go home after that ,
how sad ,
as for me ,
went to my house area and waited for honey ,
honey came and well ,
we slacked with ahgong a while ,
than his friend came ,
after that we all went to mac ,
slacked slacked with their working colleges ,
so yea ,
reached home only around 12am plus ,
geez ,
usual stuff after that ,
but this time ,
with an additional headache to it .
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9th June 2010 ( Wednesday )
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technically stayed at home all day due to me ,
being so lazy and sleepy . ):
but well ,
it's a day to commemorate ~ :D

090610 ~ 1800 <3
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10th June 2010 ( Thursday )
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Woke up SUPER early in the morning thanks to honey for the morning calls ,
well ,
only the 5th call ,
than i managed to hear the ringing ,
ah i'm sorry honeh ,
well ,
prepared myself and went to Compassvale ,
reached around 10.40am ,
the journey from my house to Compassvale ,
from 9.30am . >.>
geez .
well ,
helped baby collect her 10 tops than immediately went to Jurong Point to find her ,
lalala ,
was so excited on my way there ,
when i reached Jurong Point ,
went to mac to find baby ,
than well ,
slacked a while than went to Arcade ,
after arcade-ing a while ,
went to walk walk around JP ,
but ended up at Kopitiam as i'm so hungry ,
baby wanted me to eat ,
so ya ,
hmmm ,
after eating ,
we went to Central Park which is nearby Jurong Point ,
it's quite warm there but well it's still manageable ,
we see two people flying kites ,
it's quite awesome ,
i want to get myself a kite and fly it too ~ :D
lalala ~
well ,
after a while we took the mrt to Lakeside ,
waited for baby's friend ,
bought bubble tea and shared with baby ,
when everyone reached ,
we took the train to Pioneer station ,
which i've never been to before ,
waited for one of baby's friend ,
than upon reaching ,
we all walked to the stadium nearby ,
well ,
i sat down at the seats whereas baby and the others ran ,
run around 1-2 rounds ,
baby had stitches ,
so well ,
she came up and rest ,
after a while most of the people had gone home ,
except us ,
we slacked a while and talked about someone ~
well ,
after that ,
went to the nearby Kopitiam to get baby something to eat ,
but she's so emotional at that time , ):
i only got her Iced Milo ,
well ,
sent baby to her station and went home ,
slept on the train ,
than walked home ,
reached home that time ,
went to my house here the coffeeshop to find Joey and Ryan bro ~ ,
it's been some time since i've eaten with them or such ,
well ,
ordered Half Spring Chicken meal ,
but it took more than 30 minute to be done ,
business is too good until they forgotten my order i suppose ,
how ironic ,
oh well ,
after that went home ,
cycled to find Jianhao for PSP ,
transfer game finish at my house already ,
go back to find him ,
passed him back the PSP and well ,
i'm home now ,
doing nothing at all but just wondering should i blog ,
geez ,
i just noticed that i'm getting PRETTY lazy nowadays ,
oh well ,
it's kinda sad. ):

♥ Wx Baby ~ :D
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11th June 2010 ( Friday )
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Current time is now 2.26 am ,
and i officially finished blogging for now ,
well ,
a rough timetable of what's gonna happen ,
gonna find baby at 10am at lakeside ,
accompanying her until 3pm or so ,
goes to Sentosa to find my ex-classmates as i'm having this ,
"class outing"
Staying overnight at Sentosa ,
busy busy day man ,
i'm gonna miss baby for that day .

- Tons of pictures would be updated on Saturday Night -
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Disrepute : And You're Something Different From The Others .

Wenxin ~ i hope you're the one for me

2010-06-06T22:28:00.006+08:00

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HAHA ,
i appeared on TV ! :D
Channel 8 News somemore ,
but sadly i'm just a background figure . ):
they cut off my interview .
sobs.
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2nd June 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Went to Jackey's house at first ,
than actually want suppose to go find Amanda Ng ,
at Macpherson cc ,
but fucked up Jackey has to stall time ,
until i can't meet her at all ,
well ,
Weiji came and find me to return money ,
and how come you move to Woodlands . T_T
it's so far and i'll miss you ,
went home after that ,
it's around 4pm than ,
well ,
than i started preparing ,
went to Harbourfront find Jeremy and Co .
when i reached ,
went to Kopitiam ,
ate there with Jeremy ,
Yingrei ,
Derek ,
Aloy ,
Xiang and Samuel ,
well ,
after eating ,
went up to Arcade and played a while before we went to Sentosa ,
lalala ,
took the Monorail to Sentosa ,
than well ,
took to Beach Station ,
walked to way to Palawan Beach and slacked there a while ,
didn't do much ,
played PSP ,
talked ,
danced ,
well ,
Samuel Me and Jer made Shuffle videos .
but sadly ,
my computer crashed and i don't have the programme to edit the vid . ):
how sad ,
but well ,
at least we took a few group photos . :D
lalala ,
enjoyable day i had ,
Oh ,
Xiang's friend came a while later we slacked and slacked with us ,
lalala ,
well ,
went home via bus 80 from Vivo opposite that bus interchange ,
only reached home 1 hour later ,
which is like 1 hour later ,
wth . ):
oh well ,
reached home and used computer till like ,
5am .
geez .
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3rd June 2010 ( Thursday )
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I Announce today the start of Depression Day 33 months .
geez ,
and well ,
i slitted myself another 15 cuts ,
so i got a total of 30 cuts ,
oh well ,
moving on ,
woke up around 2pm ,
and was kinda late as i actually meeting Chocolate ,
than quickly bathe and eat lunch ,
than went to find Jackey ,
after a while ,
Jackey went to Bugis with me ,
sat down at some corner ,
and well ,
they came and took their money ,
after that chocolate came and find me ,
brought Jackey back to the MRT station ,
after that went to Vivo with Chocolate ,
she wanted to collect her pay ,
so yea ,
took mrt ,
than reached vivo that time ,
went to the shop Chocolate worked in ,
after that went to shop shop here and there ,
went to this place to eat ,
Secret Recipe ,
well ,
ordered this Ice-cream sundae ,
took seriously a long time ,
i hate , ):
but well at least the ice cream is nice to eat ,
well than ,
after that ,
went to Topman ,
chocolate bought me two Jerseys for birthday gift . :D
well ,
love chocolate a lot for the two jerseys . :D
went to a few shops and chocolate bought something from Forever 21 ,
shopped shopped here and there ,
than after that dinner time for chocolate ,
brought Chocolate to Subway to eat ,
than after that walked to the Bus interchange ,
took different bus and was separated ,
i took bus 80 to Bugis ,
to find Eugene and Kendrick ,
when i reached there ,
wy bro was there too ,
played like 2 rounds of MT ,
managed to get 2 wins ,
than Javert took over my steak . ):
oh well ,
at least i had fun ,
tried out *VIN* 's car ,
okay okay lo ,
but got last ,
geez ,
played with KEVIN and Bugis laterwards ,
lost sia because i at the end bang car ,
shits , >.>
wasted sia ,
oh well ,
walked to MRT with wy bro and took mrt home ,
nothing much happened then ,
reached home ,
same old usual routine ,
bored die me ,
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4th June 2010 ( Friday )
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Went out early in the morning ,
gosh ,
takes me only around 15 minutes to reach Ang Mo Kio from my house ,
gosh ,
awesome . ^^V
Twinnie came and find me at the arcade ,
i had one free game there ,
HAHA ,
well ,
after that neh ,
walked walked around ,
went to Kbox with twinnie a while ,
until Kwan came ,
than well ,
went home and left twinnie with they all ,
home sweet home and i slept the whole damn day till dinner time ,
used computer and thats about it
haha ,
work tomorrow ,
so boring
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5th June 2010 ( Saturday )
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Early in the morning around 8am ,
woke up and bathed immediately ,
quickly ate my prawn noodles and than off to work i go ,
took MRT from Macpherson to Kallang ,
walked to Brandon's house and lent his bicycle ,
started cycling to East Coast ,
and just when i just reached East Coast ,
it started raining heavily ,
geez ,
9.38 am ,
i'm going to be late . T-T
seek shelter and waited .
9.50 am ,
gosh ,
immediately just rushed to Area E ,
and tada ,
i reached the workplace drenched .
oh gosh ,
my front and back of my pants is totally drenched ,
hate it ,
and my side of my pants is totally clean ,
gosh ,
oh well ,
work is boring in the beginning and busy at the end ,
it's fun i suppose ,
cycled home after that and ate dinner as i was starving ,
computer time ,
bathed ,
and well ,
today special ,
talked on the phone with Jeanette dear and Amanda bi <3
haha ,
well ,
until quite late ,
but i'm quite sad though ,
got this huge quarrel at facebook ,
oh well ,
shall not really elaborate on it ,
nights peepo .
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6th June 2010 ( Sunday )
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woke up as i was late for an appointment ,
12.40pm ,
GOSH ,
immediately bathe and prepare myself ,
ate lunch and off to Bugis ,
reached Bugis and played a few rounds of MT ,
and Lara they all haven't reach ,
well ,
went to Iluma find them when they reached ,
Thunder was working in one of the shops and he came out to tap me ,
i was shocked yea ,
haha ,
anyways ,
Lowell and me took the last of the Boys Evans Top ~! :D
haha ,
Maple event ,
geez ,
Selling Evans Top (M) and Boots for $10 SGD ,
anyways ,
went to Bugis Arcade ,
played a few more rounds of MT ,
than played a mixture of DDR and Jubeat ,
well ,
i was sweating like mad after i played DDR ,
took bus to Vivo from Bugis ,
upon reaching there ,
went to the Arcade once again ~ :D
i played two rounds of MT ,
than well ,
Lowell's handphone no money already ,
i just waited at the arcade like an idiot for them ,
thinking that they would come back and find me ,
after like 15 minutes later ,
they called me and i went to find them at Toys'R'Us ,
walked to Carls Junior and well ,
i swear i'm never gonna consume anything regarding Carls Junior anymore ,
my meal deliberately took me out ,
bought large fries and drink ,
and well ,
my burger is LARGE too ,
and my stomach cannot take that much food . ):
OVER-BLOATED .
geez ,
sat on my seat like an idiot ,
cause i'm half-dead by the time i finished my food ,
well than ,
walked to the playground outside ,
nothing much ,
took some photos and walked around the pool above the playground ,
walked around in Daiso and had some fun ,
well than ,
Took MRT to Dhoby Ghaut ,
accompanied lara to her parents ,
than as for me ,
went homeeeee ,
home sweet home and i'm facebooking and msn-ing ,
nothing much ,
talking to my beloved Fattymon <3
and tomorrow there's Dance practice ,
gosh ,
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Disrepute : Never Leave Me Alone Baby .

Wenxin , be mine , will ya ?

2010-06-01T23:49:00.011+08:00

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28th May 2010 ( Friday )
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Outing with sisterrrrr today . :D
well ,
in the morning ,
went to 108 played Basketball with Jackey and Ivan ,
Eugene and this guy that i forgotten his name somehow ,
well ,
played any played until like 2.30 pm ,
went home and ate Lunch ,
after lunch immediately went to prepare myself ,
took MRT from Macpherson to Kallang ,
well ,
waited for sister a while ,
than she arrived ,
we went to Tampines first ,
to find this girl that she sold her shoe to ,
than yea ,
shopped in Tampines here and there ,
walked around Tampines 1 ,
topshop ,
a lot of places ,
after that ,
went to the KFC near Tampines 1 ,
ate 3 piece chicken meal there ,
shared that is ,
after that went to Orchard ,
walked walked there ,
shopping in Ion for quite some time ,
then went to EpiCentre ,
for servicing iTouch ,
after that went to WIsma to shop shop a while ,
technically sister went to the dressing room a lot of times ,
haha ,
than after that we went to Hong Kong Cafe to eat French Toast , (:
took many many photos after engulfing in such a delicious delicacy .
well then ,
took MRT home after that ,
as for me ,
went home and used computer ,
desktop is still spoiled . ):
oh well ,
facebook here and there ,
nothing much , (:
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30th May 2010 ( Saturday )
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Today ,
i commemorate 1000 days since then ,
and well ,
i slit myself 15 times .
gosh ,
woke up in the morning ,
need to prepare myself to go to Sentosa ,
cause my family is going there for some family day event ,
how boring it can be ,
well ,
reached there around 2pm ,
ate lunch there ,
home made lunch ,
burgers and stuff ,
many fried food to be exact ,
after that applied some sunblock and went down into the sea ,
since i didn't know how to swim ,
i just merely sat in the sea ,
stoning there ,
cause well ,
sea water is good for skin problems ,
so ya ,
was in the water for like 3 whole hours ,
after that went for a good bath ,
but what the hell ,
the back of my hair was so ,
ROUGH that it is as though it's filled with loads of sand inside ,
i can't even move that part of my hair ,
it's just too ,
stiff ,
gosh ,
well ,
took the Hippo tours which is free ,
cause of the Family day event ,
it's this stupid tour where you sit on this bus
which brings you around the CBD area for a tour ,
and it fucking costs $23 ++ ,
expensive shiet ,
oh well ,
i was sleeping throughout the tour ,
was too tired ,
after that tour is done ,
my family just took the bus out of sentosa ,
as for me ,
i went to the Vivo City's Arcade ,
played like 2 matches of MT there ,
was quite fun ,
after that ,
went back to 108 find Jackey ,
slacked at the coffeeshop near the library ,
slacked with Joleen and Jackey a while ,
nothing much ,
hmm ,
after that i went to Marina Square find Kendrick Kelvin and Javert ,
we played MT a while ,
than there's this Player from Jurong ,
damn fucked up ,
Jam me for no fucking reason ,
i was very pissed with him ,
and well ,
technically i just played Jamming back with him ,
he got last place for all the rounds he played with us ,
haha idiot ,
well ,
after the game we went over to Recoil ,
Kendrick and Kelvin bought their stuffs ,
than off to Bugis we go ,
when we reached Bugis ,
we went to Big bird to eat ,
kenneth joined us soon after that ,
than we just talked over food ,
went to the Arcade ,
played 1 round and than went off to Iluma with Kenneth ,
slacked there a while than Jackey was on his way to find me ,
when he reached ,
we went to Mac first ,
bought a burger and went back to the arcade ,
after that played around 3 rounds ,
nothing much after that ,
went home with Jackey than we slacked around our house area ,
until it's quite late ,
around 12am plus ,
and i went home ,
same old usual routine ,

it's rather ironic ,
it's been so long since 3rd September 2007 ,
and yet i'm still counting the days that passes every single day ,
somehow ,
it's not that i miss you ,
but maybe ,
it's just that i'm unable to part with the memories i had with you ,
1000 days ,
15 slits ,
and well ,
depression day of 33 months is coming ,
i hope you're doing fine ,
without me .
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31st May 2010 ( Sunday )
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Wasn't doing anything today ,
technically was just at home ,
nothing much ,
but ,
i was busying doing something ,
BUSY THINKING OF FATTYMON ! :D
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1st June 2010 ( Monday )
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well ,
today ,
woke up quite early ,
than prepared myself and went over to Jurong East ,
waited there for Eugene and Fattymon ,
technically Eugene couldn't find a job ,
HAHA ,
Jackey came looking for me a while later ,
all of us sat at the Jurong MRT station there ,
waiting for time to pass by ,
well ,
Fattymon had to go to Jurong Point to meet her friends ,
so ya ,
she went there and separated with me Eugene and Jackey ,
we went to Aljunied to eat first ,
than after that me and Eugene eat finish already ,
we went to Bugis find Eugene's Stead ,
she's quite average looking . (:
well ,
we went to Arcade first ,
than played MT ,
wtf man ,
this fucked up guy EVO-9 ,
came into our game and jam us for no reason ,
first round he win because he kio sai ,
next round i one on one him ,
he lose until so sia suey ,
one noob . ._.
anyways ,
after the game we went to the Cinema there slack ,
than after that Eugene noticed that his card is gone ,
we quickly ran to the arcade to find ,
it's seriously lost ,
oh gosh ,
went back to the Cinema there to slack ,
after that Eugene's gf got to go home ,
so well ,
i brought them to the MRT ,
i went to find honeh ,
who is at Bugis Street with Kelvin ,
we walked to Dhoby Ghaut ,
but in the end went to Bras Basah ,
ate there and well ,
after that we took the MRT back to Aljunied ,
Walked to Sim drives to find Matthew ,
he was with his friends there ,
talking about business ,
waited for him ,
than after he is done ,
we cabbed to my house area ,
slacked with ahgong also ,
talked talked a while than after that ,
everyone went home ,
i went home and just did my usual routine ,
boring stuff . ._.
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1st June 2010 ( Tuesday )
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technically slept throughout the whole day ,
Joleen came to my house ,
and we just chatted about stuffs here and there ,
nothing much ,
was messaging with Fattymon , (:
hope she's okay . ;/
well ,
nothing much today ,
looking forward to tomorrow ,
going Sentosa with my bros ! <3 :D
BUUUUKAAAAKEEEEEEE :D
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Disrepute : Our Forbidden Love .

How i wish you were back , Claira .

2010-05-28T01:43:00.003+08:00

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23rd May 2010 ( Sunday )
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well ,
did nothing much at home ,
that's what i can say ,
audition here and there ,
but got very bored of it very quickly ,
well then ,
took afternoon naps all the way till evening ,
ate dinner and well ,
just technically used the desktop of mine ,
until late at night ,
i can't really tell anyone what really happened ,
because i don't actually remember anything ,
well ,
blame me for not posting daily ,
and my laziness ,
gosh .
Slept late in the night ,
trying to accompany someone if i'm not wrong .
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24th May 2010 ( Monday )
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went back to school and well ,
continued on test paper corrections and some boring stuffs ,
Core geog is the only subject i'm well interested in ,
other then that ,
well ,
i don't like it ,
Recently just so fucked up everywhere here and there ,
in the morning ,
during lessons ,
after school ,
it's still the same old thing ,
geez ,
can't i just quit it already i wonder ,
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25th May 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Received a call from Jurong HQ today ,
asking me to go down with my parents tomorrow ,
well ,
told my mom about it ,
mom told me to tell my father about it ,
gosh ,
did nothing much in school today ,
exclusive at home too ,
cause it's just technically the same old routine ,
hais ,
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26th May 2010 ( Wednesday )
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skipped morning assembly as i was with Jackey and Melson ,
did our usual routine ,
went to the market to eat breakfast ,
Met up with Charles ,
Ron ,
Ryan and Guo sheng ,
after eating breakfast ,
we just walked to school slowly ,
after that ,
we skipped the late part ,
escaped from it totally ,
ran away from the security guards ,
oh well ,
for me is slacking period from 9 am to 10 am ,
as it's interhouse competition ,
stayed in class and slack with the girls in my class ,
well ,
played some childish games which i used to play ,
played with Jeanette ,
Huiting ,
Inn kee ,
Peck han and Yanting ,
it's kinda stupid from what i can see ,
but still ,
enjoyed it a little ,
after time's up ,
it's recess time ,
ate breakfast with inn kee and than ,
went to the Home economics block to have this "sparing competition"
well ,
i sparred with Lin Cheng ,
there's no real winner ,
both of us just put up a good fight i suppose ,
laughed over the fights and stuff ,
sadly there's no recordings of those fights . ):
i wanted to see how i fought like ,
geez ,
oh well ,
after that session ,
went back to class ,
it's time for some class cleaning time ,
didn't really cleaned the class though ,
just merely shifted the tables here and there ,
nothing else ,
alright ,
principal talk after that ,
it's fucking 2 boring hours ,
just slept there ,
doing nothing at all ,
well ,
after school ,
went to primary school immediately to see my sister's teachers ,
teachers of hers told her negatively about her studies ,
oh well ,
got to make her study hard i suppose ,
well then ,
went to eat lunch with my mom and dad ,
after that ,
went home for a change of clothes and off to Jurong HQ ,
was late for the appointment time ,
but well ,
quarreled with my parents in the police station ,
went to see the mdm in charge of my case ,
and well ,
i got a terrible lecture for my dressing and standing posture ,
terrible ,
such a fierce woman . >.>
and on top of that ,
she's the same surname as me ,
gosh ,
well ,
after the case ,
went to Jurong Point and ate dinner there ,
after eating dinner there ,
my family just went home ,
as for me ,
i stayed on for Arcade ,
after a moment ,
went to Lakeside to find Kendrick for the MT Present card ,
meanwhile ,
i called Kenneth ,
well then ,
me and Kenneth walked all the way to Jurong Point from lakeside ,
it's fucking far i swear ,
when we reached ZoneX of Jurong point ,
met up with awesome friend ,
played a round of MT and Jubeat ,
saw Xaiver didi ,
he was going to watch Prince Of Persia and the Sands Of Time ,
oh well ,
took bus and got separated with awesome friend ,
i went to Kenneth's house ,
played a little of his computer games ,
AND FUCK ,
MY DESKTOP CRASHED ,
NO MORE DESKTOP FOR ME . ):
oh well ,
sat MRT home ,
it was so tiring that i slept throughout the journey ,
used the spare laptop i had ,
but it's still quite ,
sucky ,
how sad ,
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27th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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well ,
went to Marina square with 3 of my friends named J-A-Y
Kendrick came soon after ,
A and Kendrick played MT with me ,
was getting thrashed ,
hais ,
i kinda suck at using s.B.s , ):
oh well ,
soon soon !
i shall train until i'm pro ,
oh well ,
after that ,
J-A-Y and me went up as they wanted to smoke ,
than after that eating session ,
nothing much ,
Kendrick and Eugene went to Bugis ,
whereas me and J-A-Y went around walking and walking ,
Newurbanmale ,
Esplanade ,
Singapore River ,
some places we slacked at ,
geez ,
took MRT home after that ,
didn't dared to go to my grandma's for dinner ,
as it's like 11pm ,
sure to get a super huge scolding ,
oh well ,
didn't end up going ,
slacked a while at 108 then went home ,
when i reached home ,
got this super long lecture by my father ,
like 30 - 45 minutes ,
fuck ,
oh well ,
used the computer and nothing much ,
that's all of my life at the moment i suppose ,
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Final Countdown .
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1 Day More ,
and that will spell the rise of my misery ,
how ironic ,
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Disrepute : The Dying Day

Claira , Lini , Wenxin .

2010-05-23T03:25:00.005+08:00

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Picture Of The Day .
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Car accident on my way back home ,
19th May .
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18th May 2010 ( Tuesday )
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The fear of our lives struck us all Secondary 3 Students .
well ,
it's the taking of our exam results time .
gosh ,
i myself will find it a miracle if i manage to scrape through everything ,
well ,
got back my results one by one ,
failed 3 passed 2 ,
gosh ,
looked rather disappointing ,
after school ,
just went home straight ,
at home ,
nothing to do at all ,
just merely emo and stuff ,
well ,
at night leh ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
than went home again ,
computer time till night than slept .
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19th May 2010 ( Wednesday )
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well ,
got back ALL my results ,
i felt really stupid ,
retain already still get such a result ,
well ,
i got only 3 passes .
gosh ,
so yea ,
after school ,
went to find Jackey ,
seemed like he got a ball stuck up high in some building ,
tried to get it down with many ways ,
but still failed ,
well ,
after that went 108 with Melson and Jackey ,
slacked a while here and there ,
after that we slacked at block 109 ,
a lot of people lo .
slack slack slack ,
than quan yin came to me with her lappy problems ,
uh ,
well ,
many people was busy trying to solve it ,
i just brought it home to my dad to solve it ,
on the way reaching home ,
there was an accident at PIE ,
i assume it's 4 cars crashing into one another .
kinda cool ,
see how damaged is the car ,
anywayssss ,
when i reached home ,
i just immediately went to bed ,
and slept all the way ,
woke up at 11pm and my dad was fixing the lappy ,
he just finished fixing it ,
well ,
i just continued to sleep until the next day ,
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20th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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well ,
lessons are getting more and more boring ,
that i can assure you ,
after school and i got nowhere to go ,
just went home ,
slack slack and stuff ,
emo ,
nothing to do ,
well ,
evening reached and quanyin came to my house ,
claimed her laptop from me ,
she seemed very happy that it's fixed ,
lol ,
well ,
she said she'll treat me a big big meal ,
alright . :D
nothing much happened today really ,
just went to my grandma's ,
dinner ,
usual shit ,
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21st May 2010 ( Friday )
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Was being sent to another class during physics lesson ,
cause didn't brought his workbook ,
whatever ,
slept on the table for his one period ,
haha ,
well ,
after school ,
i went to find Jackey ,
bought our usual stuff ,
split half half ,
than guosheng ,
melson and j tan and jianmin and jackey and ryan z ,
we all just slacked at 110 ,
soon everyone left except me guosheng and melson ,
we slacked a while longer ,
than we went home too ,
i went home and bathed ,
immediately after that i took the train to Bishan ,
than somerset ,
met Eugene and well ,
we are wanting to find job ,
walked the whole orchard and somerset ,
no jobs at all ,
how sad ,
we walked all the way to Bugis after that ,
ate at Big Bird ,
after that went to arcade ,
saw Darren and ahpui they all ,
than we played one round in the arcade ,
sexy was there too ,
after that neh ,
darren ,
sexy ,
me and eugene plus Gina ,
went to the staircase at the arcade to slack ,
stayed in arcade a while more ,
tested my new team car ,
s.B.s ,
nothing much ,
after that i brought Eugene to MRT than i went home ,
when i reached home ,
i was so busy emoing ,
fattymon seemed not interested in me ,
how sad ,
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22nd May 2010 ( Saturday )
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talked to fattymon ,
she didn't go out today ,
that's what she told me at least ,
Went to Marina Square to Tune ,
awesome great time ,
didn't really earn and stars though ,
kept playing with wy bro ,
after that ,
kenneth ,
Eugene ,
me and wy bro ,
we went to JustAcia ,
we ate there ,
gosh ,
made me lend $6 from bro ,
now i owe another person $6 ,
the free flow of drink and ice-cream is just too awesome ,
food's great too ,
that's what i can say ,
everything there is just ,
well ,
perfect . :D
took mrt to Bugis after that ,
reached the arcade and i got this HUGE lecture by Kelvin ,
gosh ,
played 3 matches ,
Doremon trashed me badly . ):
oh well ,
after that i went to Bugis Street with kenneth ,
selected some bermudas for him ,
after that we went to Topman a while ,
then after that ,
went to Iluma sky garden ,
usual place ,
slacked and played some game ,
me and Eugene did some shuffling too ,
well ,
nothing much ,
went to Big Bird after that ,
it's already 11pm then ,
drank ice-cold water . :D
well ,
took the train home ,
when reached home ,
i went downstairs to find ahgong ,
it's 12.45 AM then ,
met Ahgong and we slacked and talked about stuff ,
walked to this 24 hours mini-mart and bought drinks ,
after that walked back to the wet market at my house there ,
slacked a while more than his girlfriend came by taxi ,
well ,
apparently she's drunk and stuff ,
and ahgong had to take care of her ,
so well ,
didn't really slack too long ,
went home and reached home at 1.50 AM ,
played a little audi when i'm at home ,
and now ,
i'm really bored ,
that Cherie went to watch movie instead of talking to me ,
gosh ,
i'm damn emo-ish .
i got no one to talk to . ):
oh well ,
i shall turn in for now i suppose ,
or maybe not ....
4.19 AM at the moment ,
gosh ,
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Final Words
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Hey ,
Since you know that she doesn't love you ,
why do you even bother trying to love her ?
what's wrong with you henglee ,
seriously ,
you're so stubborn everytime ,
you just don't get it do you ,
she'll never come back to you ,
she'll never be the same even if she does come back to you ,
just give up ,
be happy for the things that you got around you ,
but not be sad for those that you've lost ,
i know you're losing everyone ,
that's because you're stubborn and stupid ,
don't you see ?
give those up and you'll face a life filled with happiness everywhere ,
believe in this and you shall strive in life ,

how ironic ,
i can't do it .
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Disrepute : It's Too Late For Regrets .

All Those Flashbacks Of You , Claira .

2010-05-18T02:14:00.002+08:00

Hong Kong Cafe is just awesome .
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17th May 2010 ( Monday )
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The time now is 2.52 AM ,
and it's Tuesday now ,
i'm just merely updating what happened yesterday ,
so yea ,
school's on later ,
geez . ):
Well ,
woke up and immediately seconds after that ,
received message from inn kee than following ,
a call from awesome friend Natalie ,
well ,
it's all wake up calls ,
hmm ,
used the computer a moment and i had to rush to find Inn Kee ,
cycled to Paya lebar station ,
totally forgotten about bringing a lock for the bicycle ,
well ,
took some time to reach East Coast Park ,
i swear that Yanting ,
anyhow told us that there's like ,
so many people waiting for just me and inn kee ,
so well ,
i quickly rushed there for no reason ,
what the hell ,
when i reach there ,
there's only 5 people ,
i was like what the hell . ._.
so anyways ,
rented a bike and cycled to Bedok Jetty ,
visited Uncle Ang and stuff ,
stayed at Jetty a while ,
slacked like 20 minutes ,
than cycle all the way to Changi there ,
reaching the airport already ,
we ran out of time ,
so ya ,
well ,
Inn kee's bike so many fucked up problems ,
keep need me to touch the chain with my fingers ,
kept dirtying my fingers ,
omg i hate his bike ,
well ,
nothing much after that ,
reached the place with inn kee last ,
everyone was waiting for us ,
but well ,
Huiting and Yanting had to go first ,
so ya ,
the rest of us walked to Parkway's Hawker center ,
cause well ,
we don't have much money ,
uh ,
after eating hawker ,
Jeanette and Gavin took bus home together ,
omg i'm jealous . ):
hmm ,
me ,
inn kee and peck han ,
we walked a distance ,
after that we cabbed home instead ,
cabbed to inn kee's house there ,
than i separated from peck han ,
cycled to my house there ,
saw Jeanette and Gavin ,
SO SLOW ,
well ,
bid farewell to them and went to find Honeh ,
she came to my area today . (:
slacked with honeh and ah gong at my house downstairs ,
than after a while ah ma came ,
ah gong and ah ma ,
well ,
i don't really know how to describe them ,
lovely couple ?
okay anyways ,
ah gong and ah ma took cab to somewhere ,
whereas me and honeh ,
i brought her to cheers there ,
she took 80 home and i just cycled to my grandma's for dinner ,
well ,
after dinner quickly cycled home ,
nothing to do at home ,
just well ,
same old usual routine ,
like seriously ,
life's like this daily ,
i wonder what life really has installed for us sometimes ,
cause we're just merely doing the same thing over and over again ,
go to school in the morning ,
go home or go find friends in the afternoon ,
go home and rot in front of a computer at night ,
like seriously ,
i don't really know what life is about anymore ,

well ,
the reason why i'm staying up late nowadays is for you ,
i'm "accompanying" you ,
even though i'm not talking to you ,
because i don't dare to talk to you ,
i just constantly ,
check on your profile ,
hoping that you would just offline early ,
i really hope you would sleep early ,
what's the use of being like this ,
don't be too emo ,
i'm always there when you need me alright , (:
guess you'll never know that i'm all these while ,
waiting for you to sleep first ,
before i turn in to bed .
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Disrepute : The Pathetic Loner .