hais . so you think that i'm happy with life as it is huh .
i guess you're wrong bah .
Without you , it's just lonesome days .
you got your FRIENDS to pei you during recess .
while me ? i don't have any , i just wander around.
see who i can hang out , just hang out ,
you know that i don't like hanging out with other people
but rather people hanging out with me right ?
hais . what i want to say is .
Without you , it's Just a Torture .
i can't seem to make myself happy anymore ?
everything seem to have changed within 1 night .
why ? . why do i feel so miserable ?

So Depressed .
Yet So Demoralised .
Lost Everything ,
To Find Myself In The Middle Of Nowhere .
What To Do ? That's My Fate I Guess .
My Destiny To Lose You Someday .
Those Memories .
I'll Never Forget Them
For I'm Going To Treasure Them .
And Now ,
Life Still Have To Go On Like It Is .
I Will Promise You That I Would Study Hard.
Provided You Would Too .

Like I Said . I Hope You Remember This .
It's Not Over , Until I Said So .

and for this . i leave a tribute for you .
for this everlasting memory you had given me .
i'm sorry for those mistakes i've done to you .
though it's impossible to say a sorry right now ,
i'm terribly sorry for those wrong doings .
may you prosper in life , with someone you truly love.
And i formally announce , This Relationship .
Broken . for now .

There's this light i saw . which reminds me of our time
together . i love you , and i wish that you can be
with me in my next life . Like we were before .

Romance , Love , Tragic Endings , they all seem to have
that link huh .
Heh . it's all over for me in this life already huh ?
Two Timed you , Made you disapointed time after time ,
made so many people hate you , but in the end ,
it's still the same few words . I'm Sorry .

Last But Not Least ,
Teachers , stop fucking applying stress to me .
i've had enough of your homeworks and file chasing shit .
mind you just stfu and making my life harder ?
quarrel with parents just over what ? your stupid files ?
that important ? O levels they need files ?
i don't give a shit man i tell you , at most ,
quit school nia , big fuck ?

It's already the end of all these liaos .
relationship , parents , school ,
everything , sucks .
CAN YOU ALL JUST FUCK OFF MY LIFE ?
ALL THOSE "FRIENDS" AND THOSE CLOSE TO ME
SERIOUSLY . JUST FUCK OFF .
I WISH TO BE ALONE .
ALONE FOREVER .
UNTIL I DIE .
NO ONE TO TALK TO , NO ONE TO PLAY WITH ,
I'M JUST THAT LONESOME KID YOU GUYS KNOW .
CAN YOU ALL JUST FUCK OFF ?
I'M REALLY PISSED AND I'M REALLY TIRED.

Everyone , please , go away from me ,
i don't want to hear anything more you guys anymore .
and i'm talking to everyone that i know .

i'm ending my post here . it's over i guess . haha .
Beginning of my lonesome life ,
Ending of my happy life .