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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

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Random Photos .
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30th March 2010 ( Tuesday )
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damn shag today ,
4 periods of D&T in the middle of no lessons .
geeez .
technically ,
stayed in school do finish my core geog homework ,
was having gastric that time ,
baby ,
babe and babeh along with Gavin ,
buy food for me ,
omg i'm so touched . :D
so yea ,
finished my homework than emo-ed .
idk why ,
so anyways ,
i stayed in school alone in the class of faith 3-4 until 5pm ,
than slowly walked home ,
emo-ed .
took a nap then ,
until 9pm ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
went back home ,
msn ,
facebook ,
nothing much ,
just uploaded the Dance video of Retrospeck in facebook ,
so yea ,
it's 11.53 PM now ,
2 more days ,
and ,
it's been 941 days since then ,
assuming now it's 12am .
imy .

Baby is loved . <3
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Final Words .
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Quote :

I never fail to forget J's birthday cause he is the first guy i had ever loved so deep.
I stead with many guy equal I'm a Playgirl.
He, C. Didn't treat me like shyt ( for your info. )
&& For J.
I don't even want to be with him NOW.
What is the point of being together with him after FIVE YEARS.
After Five years.
He came back to me.
Whats the point ? -.-
Is too late..
Well, I had already don't love him anymore.
I never want him to cry for me. ._.
Never.
&& For C.
He didn't cheat my feeling laaa. ._.
He still can't forget his ex.
So what the point i got him but not his heart.
Let him go.
&& I will forget him all by myself.
Aloneee.. Like you..
I know everything is over.
I'm not Stupid !
If i am stupid, I will wait for him.
But NO. I will try my best to forget things about him.
Yea, I still having my own life.
Having fun & Everything is normal. ._.
Only at Night laaaa. ._.

Here's my say ,
so what if he didn't really ,
cheated your feelings ,
okay ,
i understand that maybe he is still unable to forget his ex ,
but hey ,
if he wants to be with you ,
what rights does he have to think about his ex ?
he should have moved on ,
stop protecting him .
and don't even say that during night time ,
everything wouldn't be normal ,
occupy yourself ,
so that you wouldn't think of all these ,
you have my regards ,
my support ,
take your time to regain back to who you once were ,
i am waiting .
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Disrepute : The Fading Images .





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29th March 2010 ( Monday )
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Today is a BUSY day ,
i swear ,
woo ,
well ,
4 periods of English ,
Monday is hell ,
that's simple to explain ,
okay ,
had sexuality talk before school ends ,
didn't get the chance to eat my lunch ,
and i'm required to change and perform already .
so yea ,
got dressed onto my performance wear ,
than went to Wesley hall ,
practiced a while on our dance ,
i still think it sucked ,
went up on stage ,
danced ,
well ,
was excited i suppose ,
after a while ,
it was Singing of Haru Haru ,
sang but screwed the whole thing ,
continued staying in the Wesley hall to watch other performances ,
after that ,
baby and babe came and find me ,
showed them my video a while ,
than after that i went back in ,
watched a while longer ,
than went canteen find baby and babe ,
they were playing True or Dare with Jeremy ,
after that i went high while playing it ,
got one of my dare i ran around the canteen shouting I AM GAY ,
what the ,
oh well ,
fun i swear ,
JM and Amelia joined in a while later ,
everything is nice . ^^
well ,
was in school until around 6.45pm ?
than went to my grandma's for dinner ,
after eating ,
went home ,
used computer a while ,
than went to 108 find sister ~
well ,
Huiying ,
Quan yin ,
and this girl i never came across was there ,
i ate sister's rainbow cake ,
took photo of it ,
but the photo in Huiying's handphone . ):
oh well ,
slacked at 108 and Macdonalds ,
after that sister came to my house took some things ,
camwhore together ,
sent her home by cab ,
paid her cab fees ,
now i'm broke . ):
currently chatting with baby ,
1.37 AM now .

- PHOTOS SOON -

too lazy and tired to blog . >.>
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Disrepute : The Bells That Never Rang .




Sunday, March 28, 2010



Sushi anyone ? ^^
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24th March 2010 ( Wednesday )
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well ,
firstly i have to apologize on HOW lazy i am to blog now ,
i will try my best to blog everyday once again . ^^
anyways ,
lessons were BORING ,
i only found Core Geog kinda ,
interesting ,
copied many things ,
and got back my test paper ,
13 1/2 upon 20 .
awesome . ^^V
well .
after school .
stayed back in school do nothing ,
yea ,
went home around 5 pm plus ?
napped all the way ,
to my surprise ,
i woke up on the next day ,
7.30 am .
geez .
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25th March 2010 ( Thursday )
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lessons are ,
BORING ,
i swear ,
but at least i'm damn refreshed as ,
i slept from wednesday 5pm + to today's 7.30am ,
hahahaha ,
oh well ,
stayed back in school ,
was at the POA remedial ,
but i was doing up my other work ,
so yea ,
my social studies file ,
than uh ,
went to A-maths remedial with Gavin ,
then play around ,
talked here and there ,
disturb jie min and felicia . :D
nothing do ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
after that went home ,
couldn't play computer cause internet is down ,
how sad ,
):
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26th March 2010 ( Friday )
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well ,
day is interesting due to the Chemistry aroused jokes .
stayed in school when school ended ,
slacked with Praveen they all ,
talked about some Praveen-nation shit ,
fun ,
rained so i was stucked in school ,
how sad .
well ,
went home after that ,
quickly bathed and stuff ,
went to Bugis ,
find Kenneth ,
play a while of MT and Jubeat ,
than went to eat already ,
eat finish go back arcade ,
played another few rounds of Jubeat ,
after that ,
slacked in the arcade ,
then go home as everyone doesn't have any more money ,
how sad ,
boring day ,
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27th March 2010 ( Saturday )
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well ,
didn't go out today ,
technically just stayed at home ,
but went for CIP ,
the area i took was the block beside my house ,
woo ,
so close ,
so after all the CIP interactions and stuffs ,
went to Macdonalds with Miss yeo ,
Praveen and Jolene ,
Miss yeo treated us Iced milo ,
awesomeeeee ,
than after that Mr Kee's group came ,
he treated his group stuffs too !
than today is Harris's birthday ,
gave him loads of hugs .
went to slack a while with Peckhan and Leonard ,
nothing do seriously ,
went back Macdonalds ,
than for me ,
went back home
smsed with Jie min ~ ^^
played Audition a while ,
yea ,
uh ,
My mom celebrated Earth Hour by switching off the lights ,
i immediately went out at 7.22pm ,
find Kah chun and Jackey to slack ,
nothing do ,
slacked until around 9.30 to 10pm ,
than went home ,
Honey called me .
chatted on the phone ,
then Jerrold called ,
Matthew ,
Gary ,
chatted on the phone until 1am ,
everyone hung up ,
for me ,
i watched Fairy Tail ,
until around 2am ,
went to sleep .
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28th March 2010 ( Sunday )
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early in the morning i woke up ,
around 10.40am ,
prepared myself and went to find Gary ahgong ,
he treat me breakfast . ^^V
than after that we slacked a while ,
then separated ,
me go find Chien yong and Kelvin to go Jason's house ,
than after that we practiced our dance ,
yea ,
we had fun ,
did it seriously ,
many things ,
so yea ,
hmm ,
now i'm back home ,
6.21 PM now ,
nothing do ,
talking to my sweet little tweety . :D
haha . ^^

-EDIT-

time now is 1.26 AM ,
well ,
talking to Jiemin and tweety ,
nothing to do really ,
sister ,
cheer up alrights ? ):
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Final Words .
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Darling ,
so what if you every year ,
never fail to forget about his birthday ,
so what if you had stead with many other boys to forget him ,
so what you've found the love that treated you like shit ,
so what ,
hey ,
you should move on ,
like seriously ,
you're just dumbfounded by these two guys ,
one which you never really get to be with ,
another which CHEATED you ,
either way ,
you still have your own life ,
don't emo about this ,
you're so stupid as usual ,
don't talk about my situation cause it's way ,
much different then yours ,
but ,
we have one thing in common ,
the person we love deeply ,
will never return back to our sides ,
face the truth darling ,
it's all over .
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Disrepute : The Ironic End .




Wednesday, March 24, 2010



gosh ,
missed that tail of mine . ):
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23rd March 2010 ( Tuesday )
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new timetable ,
was super screwed i suppose ,
well ,
4 periods of D&T before Core Geog and Social Studies .
technically i was SO tired during Core Geog ,
couldn't concentrate well enough ,
crap .
dead narhhh ~
after school ,
went Music room for practice ,
well ,
get my parts right ,
that's the only thing i know ,
time is running out ,
next monday is the day . ):
after the practice ,
went to Macdonalds ,
slacked there a while ,
then after that i went home ,
napped till 8 plus ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
went back home ,
played Cabal ,
yea ,
nothing much ,
just that i webcam-ed with siterrrr as she just ,
action-ing that she got her new laptop ,
that has webcam function ~
well ,
played webcam with her ,
it's fun ,
here's a preview . (:



one of the pictures taken during the webcaming ,
well ,
more will be posted tomorrow . (:
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Final Words
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after all ,
it's my memories ,
and all that i yearn for ,
was nothing but then .
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Disrepute : My Memories , My Life .




Tuesday, March 23, 2010



Outing with jie and her then ,
went to jer's chalet ,
took this on the way back home ,
reflection picture ....
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Just a random thought ,
Shirley darling ,
why you keep talking about J ,
when you really care about C , ._.
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22rd March 2010 ( Monday )
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woke up in the morning ,
look at the handphone ,
7.07 AM ,
OMG WTF BBQ DIESZXCZXCZX ,
late already ,
quickly bathed and stuff ,
went out of the house at 7.20 AM ,
geez ,
well ,
Joey is late too ,
went to find her at Primary school bus stop ,
than we waited until around 8am ,
than we went to school ,
get yellow slip ,
i thought there wouldn't be any half day suspension ,
but wtf ,
i still got half day suspension ,
and my tail got caught ,
what i expected ,
but what i didn't expect is that my fringe didn't get caught ,
oh well ,
was in the Detention room with Zen Hua and a few sec 1 guys ,
than after that ,
Jeffrey and the Bohan come join us .
gosh ,
suspension was well ,
NOT boring at all ,
i swear ,
it's kinda fun ,
IF ONLY YOU HAVE PEOPLE YOU KNOW INSIDE ,
otherwise if you're alone ,
you'll be bored to death .
oh well ,
uh ,
went for recess ,
than after that went back class take book than go hall ,
for the FT US lesson ,
Principal giving a talk .
well ,
after the stupid talk ,
Principal saw me ,
than commented on my tail ,
than praise my fringe area nice looking ,
i was like .
uh ? o.o
oh well ,
after this was D&T ,
1 period ,
played this random weird describing game ,
so yea ,
after that ,
free period ,
but i got called down to Detention room again ,
was to continue serving my suspension hours ,
geez ,
but at least Mr Jaya release me early cause he got a heart . ^^
12.45pm ,
i started walking home ,
reached home at 1.30pm ,
so yea ,
slept for a while ,
than around 4pm .
went to Bugis to find chocolate ,
well ,
helped her all the way on her Jubeat ,
saw sexy and gina there ! <3
hmmm ,
walked around ,
took photos ,
nothing much ,
i just enjoy today okay ? ^^

Gosh ,
everyday i'm going to stay back in school ,
just to do dance practice ,
what the ,
i hope we can get through though ,
Sorry Sorry full song , >.>
oh well ,
good luck to Retrospeck ~

well ,
current time is 1.27 AM ,
and i've yet completed my maths assignment ,
and there's two periods of E-maths ,
and it's the first two periods ,
well ,
i'm done for . ^^
Buhbyes .
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Disrepute : The Never Ending Guilt .




Monday, March 22, 2010



This was last year .
one of the random days ,
hope you remember .
because i still do .
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i'm back .
shiets ,
it's school day today . ):
how much i hate school .
well ,
it's 12:17 AM now ,
countdown to school ,
approximately 6 hours and 30 minutes .
geez .
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20th March 2010 ( Saturday )
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It's the combination outing today ,
but wtf ,
when i reached vivo like 2pm ,
no one was there ,
NO ONE CAME !
wtf .
well ,
at least Kerin and kenneth and eugene came ,
we played a while at Timezone ,
after that went to Burger King eat ,
than played around in Toys-R-Us
well ,
shopped shopped around ,
than Kerin's boss fetched us from Vivo to Dhoby Ghaut ,
well ,
thank him greatly , (:
went to Zonex ,
find Kendrick and bro ,
they MT-ed a while ,
than we went Kopitiam ate ,
after eat finish ,
walked our way to Bugis ,
find Kelvin ,
well ,
made new friends with someone ,
Darren if i'm not wrong ,
yea ,
fun day today i suppose ,
not a Combination outing though ,
sad ,
went home ,
tried out Cabal Private server ,
was stucked there from 2am all the way to 5am ,
geez .
addicted .
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21st March 2010 ( Sunday )
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well ,
today ,
just stayed at home .
continued playing Cabal all the way until ,
10pm ,
geez ,
i'm like an addicted ass ,
oh well ,
school starts tomorrow ,
fuck i haven't done any homework ,
ain't that awesome ? (:

-EDIT-

currently time ,
3am sharp ,
geez ,
currently chatting with harris and Joey ,
we all have not done our homeworks yet ,
awesome ,
i tried to do maths ,
but seriously ,
i give up ,
i don't know how to do ! ):
oh well ,
it's doomsday tomorrow . ):
tweety is cute .

932 Days Since then .
10 Days To My Big Day ,
12 Days To Depression Day ,
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Disrepute : Your Love Is Something I Always Think About .




Saturday, March 20, 2010



all of a sudden ,
my mind is just engulfed by only you ,
i know by posting this picture can bring me trouble ,
who cares ,
i miss you ,
that's all that counts ,
i miss the old you ,
the memories i had with you ,
everything .
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19th March 2010 ( Friday )
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and well ,
today marks the end of the holidays .
time sure flies fast ,
well ,
went to Bugis in the evening to find Kelvin ,
after that kenneth they all came ,
tuned a few rounds ,
nothing much happened ,
added Alicia on msn ,
talked with her ,
nothing much lah seriously ,
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20th March 2010 ( Saturday )
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well ,
it's currently 3.58AM ,
i'm late 4 hours ,
okay ,
me shall wish the following people happy birthday ,

Happy 16th Birthday to Alicia Goh ~ :D

Happy 16th Birthday to Shirley Lim carebear ~ (:

Happy 15th Birthday to Valerie Lim jiejie ~ :P

today is your day ,
do enjoy your day alrights ?
hope life will turn out better for me.
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Disrepute : I Really Want You Back .




Friday, March 19, 2010



well ,
this rose ,
was given to you then ,
on Valentine's Day ,
14th February 2009 ,
one day after our sec 3 camp ,
i remember ,
we spent our time together at Vivo ,
well ,
it's our memories .
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Photographic Memory
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18th March 2010 ( Thursday )
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you know ,
sometimes i really wonder ,
what's the meaning to my life ,
well ,
i've lost my meaning to serve ,
and everything else ,
hais ,
oh well ,
woke up at around 10am today ,
went for a haircut at my house's nearby hair saloon with Jackey ,
than went home ,
after that prepared myself ,
went over to City Hall find Joey as she got ,
cancelled by her friend ,
so ya ,
made her follow me instead ,
though i know it's boring to follow me ,
went Marina Square and met up with Joshua bro and Ilyana sister ,
had a marvelous time playing Parapara ,
well ,
actually got shuffle dance practice with Samuel ,
but he cancelled me out .
geez .
after the games ,
went for Long Johns ,
i can't eat anything ,
just had to ,
FREEZE THERE AND DIE , ):
well ,
the whole group separated at City Hall MRT station ,
Joey went to Tampines ,
me and bro went over to Bugis ; iluma ,
well ,
tried out DJ Max Technika ,
it's a fun game ,
well ,
there's this Jubeat competition in iluma ,
and i'm kinda interested ,
but i doubt my own abilities . ):
oh well .
yinyin dearest saved my gastric as she told me to pei her ,
went Junction's arcade to find her ,
actually asked her buy me drink ,
glad she didn't ,
i used the $2 she gave me ,
to buy myself a double cheese burger ,
at least that relieve me from my gastric pains ,
was bored so went over to Kallang meet with Alex ,
reached there and Alex is already there ,
well ,
waited quite some time ,
than Calvin bro and Char-lizard along with their friend came ,
went to the nearby pasar malam to play ,
i earned myself a Pooh Bear ,
LOL ,
anyhow shoot the gun thing ,
i won . (:
well ,
Max and Ryan soon reached ,
and we went for our Steamboat ,
ended up wasn't just steamboat ,
it's with BBQ .
well ,
i concentrated on eating BBQ ,
keep BBQ-ing meat and eat ,
non-stop for an hour or so ,
finally stopped a when it's about to leave ,
but i don't feel full though ,
geez ,
walked home technically ,
walked from Kallang MRT there through Geylang ,
than Geylang to Paya Lebar ,
than HOME ,
reached home and feel so ,
tired .
geezz .
seriously damn tired ,
played audition as no one is available to accompany me ,
so yea ,
met this guy in audition ,
cool dude , (:
ah ,
current time now is 4.43 AM ,
omg i have to like ,
seriously ,
start sleeping early ,
otherwise my body clock would change ,
well ,
ciao people . (:

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Final Words
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well ,
i've came to realization ,
that in actual fact ,
when someone actually tells you that ,
she'll or he'll be there for you always ,
it's only ,
well ,
temporary ,
it's not possible for that person to BE there ,
like ALWAYS ,
right ?
for my case ,
i don't know ,
you can call me a flirt or whatsoever ,
I DON'T CARE ,
smsing with girls doesn't mean i'm flirting .
geez .
But recently .
when i stop smsing ANYONE ,
everyone just stops sms me ,
this proves something ,
well ,
it proves many things ,
People are not automatic ,
and ,
your existence isn't really ,
present in their brain always ,
it's hidden due to their first priority ,
blinded by the darkness ,
we are unable to see the light ,
it's pointless ,
telling me you'll be there and stuff ,
Cheer up ,
all these ,
when people don't really ,
exercises it .
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Disrepute : The Rose Is Beautiful Yet The Thorns Are Painful .




Wednesday, March 17, 2010



I hope you remember ,
what this symbolizes .
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17th March 2010 ( Wednesday )
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well ,
slept around 5am yesterday night ,
woke up around 8am ,
geez ,
3 hours of sleep only ,
tired like OMGGGGG ,
well ,
nothing to do now ,
currently time is 2.39 PM ,
have to rush down Dhoby Ghaut now ,
meet darling to watch movie . ._.
she hor ,
keep delay delay delay ,
now i can't reach by 3pm ,
geez ,
sayonara people .
update later wards . (:

-EDIT-

well ,
i'm back ! :D
Got delayed terribly by that short darling of mine ,
well ,
reached Plaza Sing around 3.30pm ,
than while up to the arcade ,
saw Jiaqi and her stead ,
oh well ,
waited in the arcade for a while for that dumb darling ,
she went to KFC ,
wtf .
well ,
she came up arcade to find me at 4pm ,
than after that ,
quickly just bought tickets for Alice In Wonderland ,
seriously though ,
made it in time ,
went for Alice In Wonderland ,
what i think of that movie is ,
it's not really ,
unexpected ,
well ,
everything comes from the book ,
it's just that this time ,
it's a movie ,
alrights ,
movie ended ,
went to eat ,
Darling treated me .
AWESOME ! <3
well ,
after that ,
we played around and talked about many stuff ,
keep play here and there ,
than me go Arcade ,
walk walk a while ,
than went ZoneX ,
played DDR ,
than played Parapara ,
and played one round of MT to eat one star . :D
well ,
was separated in the MRT after that ,
Liangteh got Probation call at 10pm ,
sad ,
can't stay longer . ):
went to my grandma's straight ,
no one was home ,
ate dinner alone ,
than slacked with Jackey ,
nothing do lah seriously ,
than went home ,
chatted with teddy ,
teddy seemed angry with me , ):
hais ,
time now is 1.51 AM ,
this marks 928 days without you already ,
this sucks terribly .
currently chatting with darling and marie and Liangteh on the phone ,
nothing TO DO LAH ,
hais . ):
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Disrepute : I've Yet To Overcome My Fear For You .





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Random Memory .
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well ,
this is in the past ,
just posting it as a symbol of my memory ,
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16th March 2010 ( Tuesday )
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geez ,
2nd day of holidays already ,
well ,
currently it's 3.44AM ,
17th March ,
but oh well ,
today ,
i was stucked at home until about ,
1 plus ?
than i went to my grandma's first ,
after that went to Dhoby Ghaut find Alan and Kendrick ,
played the new MT3DX+ ,
it's so awesome .
but sadly it's EXPENSIVE .
$1.80 start game ,
i renewed both my cars ,
costed me $10 .
WTF . ):
well ,
the new map was fun ,
yea ,
stayed in the arcade for quite some time ,
than Kendrick and Alan went Bugis ,
i stayed in Plaza Sing ,
waited for Sexy ,
she came up Star Factory find me ,
she treat me play one round of Jubeat ,
Omg i love you ,
HAHA ,
well ,
after the Jubeat game ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
after that went home ,
Technically just played Audition a while ,
than well ,
i HAVEN'T START WITH MY MATHS ASSIGNMENT ,
wooo ,
LOL ,
Mr Lim's so gonna humtam me . ):
it's so late now .
i'm accompanying Teddy , (:
well ,
we promised ,
didn't we ?

17-03-10 01:00 ,
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Disrepute : The Everlasting Affection .




Tuesday, March 16, 2010

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The Pictorial Words
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Now this is what i call short . >.>





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16th March already .
geez .
start of the holidays ,
it's the 2nd day already .
right now ,
it's 12.53 AM . ):
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14th March 2010 ( Sunday )
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Today ,
marks our day my ♥ ,
28 days have passed ,
i'm waiting for you . (;

oh well ,
let's begin ,
i only went to Bugis like around ,
i don't know ,
4pm + ?
than when i reach there ,
Kenneth they all tell me go Dhoby Ghaut ,
wtf . ._.
okay .
so i went there ,
played a few matches here and there ,
finally tuned finish my MR.★
awesome ,
well ,
ate dinner there ,
than went up to the Star Factory play play ,
than after that ,
well ,
went home for everyone .
when i reached home ,
chatted with tweety on msn ,
than soon after that she have to offline ,
than well ,
i started reading One Piece Manga ,
was so engross into it ,
i ate my dinner while looking ,
i started around 12am + ,
geez ,
next moment i know ,
it's 3 am ,
gosh ,
too time consuming ,
oh well ,
chatted with zhihui jie a while ,
than after that went for a quick bath ,
sleeping time . (:
it was 4.30am then .
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15th March 2010 ( Monday )
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Firstly .
i would like to say ,
Hello Holidays ! :D
and Hello Maximum Tune DX+ ! :D
it's out now yea!
well ,
only had around ,
4 hours of sleep ,
NOOOOO . ):
woke up at 9.40am ,
gosh ,
so i just lied down on the bed while listening to songs ,
so bored you know ,
no one asked me out and everything ,
i swear it's very boring ,
well ,
stucked at home ,
chatted with shirley darling ,
nothing do really ,
well ,
went to dinner at my grandma's ,
after that joined Kah Chun and co to slack ,
well ,
we slacked together .
fun lah dey . (:
we played poker afterwards ,
around 5 games ,
i continuously won 3 games .
one of the games ,
all of them didn't even put one card down ,
i jacked them all with my cards ,
HAHA .
if only i played money and per card is $10 ,
i'll get $390 .
GOSH . ):
now i'm home ,
and blogged finish ,
time is 1.08AM ,
ciao people. (:
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Disrepute : Yearning For The Arrival Of Happiness .




Saturday, March 13, 2010

Time to blog .
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11th March 2010 ( Thursday )
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Everything was fine ,
i swear ,
nothing really happened ,
well .
yea ,
Can't have late day ,
had to go school early ,
for the house cheer thingy ,
damn boring .
D&T was fine ,
uh ,
apparently i don't recall any special happenings ,
but yea ,
it's a boring day ,
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12th March 2010 ( Friday )
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Early in the morning ,
i saw you in the bus ,
but you didn't notice me ,
oh well ,
doesn't matter ,
went to Bedok Reservoir for our Cross Country .
well .
had fun with the cheer part .
i played with the loudhailer . :D
it was such the awesome thing ,
sadly ,
i didn't really do well in the damn run ,
was screwed ,
oh well ~
after the run ,
went to eat with Inn Kee ,
Peck Han and Leonard ,
after that we planned to go out together ,
oh well ,
took bus with harris and them to Bedok Interchange ,
took quite some time ,
oh well ,
reached home soon after that ,
prepared myself and stuff ,
than went out again ,
Peck Han and Inn Kee already at MRT ,
how fast ,
oh well ,
went Bugis's arcade ,
and wait for Kenneth they all ,
took them quite some time ,
oh well ,
me and Peck han was slacking around Iluma ,
waiting for Inn kee ,
than we went back to Bugis arcade ,
Kenneth all of them already there ,
haha awesome ,
well ,
i feel sad cause i like kinda pang seh Inn Kee and Peck Han ,
oh well ,
sorry guys ,
went to Big Bird eat after that ,
after dinner ,
Kenneth they all went to Iluma play LAN ,
me on the other hand ,
went back Arcade ,
oh well ,
day is BORING ,

4 sticks that costs my life
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13th March 2010 ( Saturday )
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well ,
today ,
woke up already eat lunch ,
at my house nearby there's this small restaurant ,
my family and I ate there ,
oh well ,
went home ,
than prepared go out ,
went out to Marina Square with Guo Sheng ,
it's been such a long time ,
after that Charles came and join us ,
hmmm ,
nothing much to write about ,
we just slacked together ,
and stuff ,
yea ,
reached home ate dinner ,
facebook ,
sms ,
msn ,
nothing much ,

923 days have passed since then my love .
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Disrepute : Remember The Times We Were Once Together .




Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Hey i'm back !
school just ended .
now i'm going to update what happened these two days .
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9th March 2010 ( Tuesday )
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well .
went to school a little bit earlier than usual ,
cause don't really want to be late ,
so yea ,
than Miss yeo told me about a police letter something like that ,
hmm ,
i was like ,
geez ,
how can they drag the case for SO long . ._.
anyways ,
day was so normal ,
owe so many homework ,
stressed like fuck ,
was needed to do two chinese compos ,
zhuo ye ,
Maths assignment ,
so many shit ,
there's still chemistry to add on ,
well ,
the Audition was today ,
so nervous ,
well ,
i did manage to meet up with the group .
but i didn't get to eat when they all have already did ,
oh geez ,
changed to our formal clothes ,
i'm the only guy that wore short sleeve ,
gosh ,
well ,
Did sorry sorry dance first ,
judges say too short ,
ZZZZZ .
it was suppose to be joint performance lor .
oh well ,
after the performance ,
went to commence room do some final practice on our Haru Haru ,
well ,
i suppose we did PRETTY well ,
but was kinda dull ,
no movements ,
just singing ,
and my mic was soft ,
can't hear myself singing . ):
oh well ,
the rest of the groups are awesome too !
after the whole audition thing ,
went home ,
changed than went to Macdonalds to find Adeon and Jason ,
waited Marcus there ,
after that went to my grandma's for dinner ,
than after that went home ,
reached home it was around 8pm ,
told my mom to wake me up at 10pm ,
took a quick nap ,
well ,
10pm came so quickly ,
immediately start on my homework ,
chiong ah chiong ~
managed to finish my two chinese compo ,
when i wanted to revise my Core Geography test which is tomorrow ,
i found out that i don't have my textbook ,
oh congratulations Damien ,
can't revise anything ,
oh well ,
day ended well ,
Talked with sister a while ~ (:
I hope Tweety is happy . :D
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10th March 2010 ( Wednesday )
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came to school JUST in time ,
than uh ,
passed Chinese lesson without scolding ,
but still got teabag-ed . ._.
cause one of the compo late hand in ,
oh well ,
at least better than nothing ,
Recess time ,
stayed in faith 3-4 chiong core geog revision ,
but in the end got chased out by President Jeremy ,
LOL ,
well ,
Recess was over so quickly ,
two periods of E-maths ,
thought i was done for ,
but at least ,
nothing happened ,
i got back my 2nd Maths Test ,
WOW ,
18/25 ,
AWESOME ~ :D
okay ,
after maths ,
SEL ,
BORED LIKE SHIET ,
seriously hate it ,
wanted to sleep ,
i slept a WHILE ,
but i woke up ,
keep wake myself up ,
after the period ,
Mrs Tan say at least i never sleep this time ,
happy ~ :D
well ,
got pranked to go down DM room ,
wtf ,
oh well ,
went back class immediately ,
than after that quickly do my last revision on C-Geog ,
seriously screwed .
Mr Ng came in ,
received the paper ,
Jaws dropped ,
easy to some extent ,
not enough time to do finish ,
but i have no confident that i'm able to pass .
after that ,
it was English Summary test ,
geez .
did finish quickly .
than after that did my Savage Sea comprehension ,
finished everything and went home ~ ^^V
now i'm at home ,
current time now is 5.30 PM ,
great .
time for a nap~ :D
Will update a little in the night .
Got back my progress report too ,
kinda ,
disappointed and a little happy . (:
i wonder how well have you done ,
L ,

-EDIT-

well ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
smsed with tweety all the way ! :D
weird weird lahhhhh ,
after dinner ,
went to Jackey's house ,
slacked with some old buddy ,
awesome yea ,
went home after that ,
it's about 10pm then ,
so yea ,
talked with tweety ,
don't emo okay ? (:
well ,
now is 12.46 PM ,
she's not replying me already ,
maybe she's sleeping already ,
hmmm ,
oh well ,
nights tweety . :D
i have not done my Zhuo Ye and another chinese homework ,
die .
LOL ,
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Disrepute : Why Do I Keep Loving You .




Monday, March 8, 2010

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Random Stuff
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geez .
today's kinda screwed .
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8th March 2010 ( Monday )
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reached school on time ,
but locking this damn bicycle cost me greatly .
7.22am reached school ,
locked bicycle need at least 3 minutes or so ,
OMG WTF ,
seriously ,
late 4th time ,
half day in house suspension ~
well ,
at least i'm not the only one , (:
Alson and Shanda pei meeee :D
HAHAHAH ,
Yan Chuan at first pei us also ,
but in the end left early ,
saddening .
oh well ,
was playing around with some device Mr Jaya lend us ,
had SO much fun . :X
it's something like a label printer .
kinda cool ~ :D
well .
served suspension till recess ,
than after that went for recess ,
than after that go find Chowy they all ,
by the time we go Hall for SEL ,
late .
ZZZZZZZZ .
detention 1 hour ,
than after that SEL ,
go D&T one period ,
after that Chemistry 2 periods ,
after that ,
Lunch with inn kee than went for detention ,
GOT detention like don't have like that ,
no teacher inside ,
walked around and stuff ,
just went off the detention area when our time is up .
oh well ,
at least we skipped the enrichment thingy . :D
after the detention ,
find Retrospeck members .
practiced on our dance and singing ,
well ,
went KINDA well ,
and tomorrow's the audition day ,
we're SO fucked up ,
well ,
after the whole session ,
ate with Adeon ,
than went to my grandma's ,
ate a 2nd round of dinner ,
than cycled home ,
used facebook and msn all the way until now .
ah .
nothing do lah seriously ,
oh well ,
might as well ,
just do what i said i would in facebook and my msn pm .
nights peeps .
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Disrepute : The Story Of You And Me .




Sunday, March 7, 2010

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6th March 2010 ( Saturday )
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Was at Bugis the whole day ,
dots ,
today totally no money ,
only managed to lend $1 to play 1 round of MT ,
other than that ,
nothing ,
ate early dinner ,
than after that Kenneth they all play LAN ,
i watch ,
after that leh ,
go back arcade a while ,
a while later .
go home ,
but went to slack with Melson they all a while ,
than after that went home ,
reached home changed and went to Jackey's house ,
took bike from him ,
than after that chatted from like ,
10pm plus to 11.30pm ,
cycled home ,
rested ,
msn-ed a while ,
nothing do ,
sleep .
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7th March 2010 ( Sunday )
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had a great sleep .
awesome ,
ate lunch than cycled all the way to Parkway ,
met with Leonard ,
than i didn't know Marcus was there too ,
than after play play halfway ,
than okay ,
uh ,
okay lah .
in the end ,
played with DJ ,
Marcus and BengChin ,
kept playing 4 players ,
awesome .
had so much fun ,
than after that ,
cycled home ,
now facebooking ,
and blogging ,
well ,
imy ♥ ,
please come back .
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Disrepute : Our Strong Bond .




Saturday, March 6, 2010



My Name ,
DAMIEN ! (:
awesome ,
today was such a normal day ,
until after school ,
started emoing ,
PUNCHED the bloody wall again ,
Chowy told me go my class punch ,
don't know why ,
i go my class punch .
uh huh ,
after that ,
did some ,
cutting ,
(:
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5th March 2010 ( Friday )
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well ,
failed my damn PFT test 2.4 km run ,
than need get tortured .
zzzzzzzz .
omg i should have ran properly .
oh well .
damn tired lah can .

-After School-

went home after the emotional moment in faith 3-4 ,
bathed and went out to Bugis ,
find Kenneth and co .
waited for Kelvin's Arrival ,
than we went Big Bird eat ,
seriously ,
i'm BROKE .
dies . ):
i played too many rounds of MT . ):
and uh ,
shitty , ):
reached 5000km and gained Aura ,
love it ! :D
but oh well ,
doesn't matter ,
Bestie is so cute .
HAHA ,
now i'm at home ,
nothing to do ,
might as well sleep bah ,
nights .
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Disrepute : World Without Hopes .




Thursday, March 4, 2010

It's been 16 hours and 38 minutes since 3rd March .
timing now is 4.38 PM ,
hais ,
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4th March 2010 ( Thursday )
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well ,
today is just any other ordinary normal day .
don't really like it though ,
had to do chinese compo ,
dislike it to the max ,
oh well ,
hmmm ,
i'm confused now ,
i doubt everything i do would be right ,
nothing i've done seems ,
right for the moment ,
everything seems wrong ,
everything is ,
hais ,
well ,
my fist is totally screwed ,
took out the plasters ,
injury is there ,
but it hurts a lot when i stretch it ,
tried to punch the wall just once ,
fuck ,
it hurts like fuck ,
it's as though someone just smashed my fist with a chair or something ,
geez ,
it's torn apart ,
and i hope you actually cared ,
but it's impossible .
hais .
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Disrepute : The Irreplaceable Pain .




Wednesday, March 3, 2010

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The Misery .
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Last Picture ,
my broken fist ,
those two plasters ,
covered the parts where it bleed ,
those blood that i shed ,
it's all for you .
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The Arrival Of Misery .
Depression Day .
On The 3rd Of Every Month ,
The Beginning Of My Misery and Despair .
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3rd March 2010 ( Wednesday )
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felt okay for the beginning of the day ,
was late though ,
at least there's 3 other people to accompany me to get late ,
didn't get caught for hair check .
awesome .
well ,
beginning of the day ,
not so bad i suppose .
but only during recess ,
everything starts to get wrong ,
emo-ed in the class of faith 3-4 ,
was resisting my temptation to punch walls ,
in the end still ended up punching it ,
oh well ,
i saw my blood stains all over the wall ,
i want to cry out my pains .
but it seemed impossible ,
hais ,
i did all these for you ,
do you even know ?
i doubt you do ,
oh well ,
it doesn't matter though ,
cause you've moved on already ,
i'm left behind ,
hais ,
lunch time soon ,
ate a little and went back class ,
started punching the whiteboard .
blood stains are everywhere also ,
geez ,
it doesn't matter anymore now ,
my fist has torn apart ,
this physical pain can't replace the pain inside of me ,
i really want to cry them out ,
sadly my tears are gone ,
gone....
how ironic ,
hais .
5.05 PM now ,
it's still a long way till the end of today ,
hope you're enjoying today instead of being ,
not so in the mood ,
heh ,
my fist cried for your name ,
for your tender love once again ,
i guess it's penknife playing time , (:

6 hours and 54 minutes more .
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Disrepute : The Times We Were Once Happy , Together .





it's been 2 days already .
here's my short writeup .
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1st March 2010 ( Monday )
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Didn't go to school today .
felt unwell .
so yea .
went Chinatown to see doctor .
accompanied some people message ,
nothing much ,
yea ,
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2nd March 2010 ( Tuesday )
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great .
History test confirm fail .
heard that i top D&T Class .
got back my Chemistry test and History test paper ,
Chemistry 19 / 30 ,
History 6 / 12 ,
great .
my first term's progress report ain't that bad afterall ,
oh well ,
today after school ,
went home ,
after that ,
around 5.45pm ,
went to my grandma's to eat ,
after that went to Bugis ,
waited for Kelvin until around 7pm ,
he reached there like finally ,
i went into a game of 2 people ,
ruined their fun and ate 2 stars .
well ,
after that played with some other players ,
played with Kelvin ,
DEVIL ,
some Alan's friend ,
well ,
played for quite some time ,
i played finish my $5 ,
than OUCH! came ,
well ,
watched all of them play ,
Kelvin used my car and won Yoko king ~ :D
awesome ,
well .
nothing much ,
now at home ,
facebook .

Oh yea ,
there's just one thing i have to say before i end this post ,

Let's Welcome The Arrival Of Depression Day ,

It's the 3rd of the month ,
Ain't that right ?
it's the 30th Month already .
913 Days Since 3rd Of September 07 .
nights .
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Disrepute : The Arrival Of Misery .




Monday, March 1, 2010

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The Melody .
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Woah ,
okay ,
firstly ,
i would like to GREATLY apologise ,
i've not blogged for one damn week ,
LOL ~
well ,
got so busy nowadays ,
all thanks to Kenneth , >.>
and some other people .
okay okay .
shall not talk so much ,
IT IS BLOGGING TIME .
201st Post . :D
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22th February 2010 ( Monday )
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well ,
nothing really special happened today ,
only had this stupid History test ,
which i'm not really certain of too ,
geez ,
well ,
lessons went on as per normal ,
nothing really happened ,
well ,
after school ,
lunched with Adeon ,
Jason ,
Marcus ,
Kelvin ,
than after lunch ,
we went to find Mr Sim ,
so that can lend the Music room ,
so yea ,
lent the room ,
rehearse on Haru Haru and practiced the dance steps for Sorry Sorry ,
seriously though ,
it's hard to keep up .
well ,
did managed to get some progress . :D
awesome .
went to my grandma's ,
slept there as i was too tired ,
well ,
woke up around 8pm ,
ate my dinner and walked home ,
geez ,
didn't really do much at home ,
usual stuff ,
it's kinda boring though ,
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23rd February 2010 ( Tuesday )
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AHHHHHHHHH ,
Test test test ,
screwed lah . D:
well ,
i don't really remember what happened today ,
LOL .
oh well .
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24th February 2010 ( Wednesday )
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well ,
i remember something at least ,
today had Chinese test ~ :D
great ,
slept through the test ,
don't understand a lot of shits ,
OH WELL ,
doesn't matter . :D
school ended so late today ,
i hate . ):
but at least i got back ,
my geog test results ,
YESSSSS ,
i got a 12.5 upon 20 ,
which is like OMGGGGG ,
cause i'm the only few passers . ;X
ACTION ~
lol.
oh well ,
English is BORING ,
Miss yeo never came in ,
so it's something like a free period ,
EVEN THOUGH THERE IS A TEACHER ,
i don't care ,
LOL ,
well ,
went after my dinner at grandma's
nothing much ,
but didi Kenneth introduced me to Blackshot ,
was playing Blackshot like until 1 am ,
since 11 pm ,
geez ,
addicted already .
LOL
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25th February 2010 ( Thursday )
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NOTHING is happening today ,
well ,
took one photo today ,
of one lonely classmate i have ,
Bryan ~
D&T is fun ,
i managed to complete 70% of my new project ,
whereas the others still doing the previous one ,
great huh ,
went home ,
Blackshot ,
went grandma's for dinner ,
quickly went home again ,
BLACKSHOT ~ :D
all the way until 1am ,
geez ,
i'm back to gaming again i suppose ,
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26th February 2010 ( Friday )
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Seriously though ,
i want to quit my CCA straight ,
can i ?
i don't want to meet that bloody teacher ,
that keep coming to my class ,
ask me why i absent and stuff ,
okay anyways.
i SKIPPED BADMINTON today .
for like ,
uh ...
the 4th time ?
SCREW THIS LAH ,
i don't need the CCA points at all ,
geez ,
okay anyways ,
today release early
SHOIK .
me love me love .
12.25pm , <3
oh well ,
went home ,
wait for my ♥ ,
well ,
♥ cabbed all the way to my house today ,
♥ needed Sony Ericsson charger ,
so i lent ♥ ,
hmmm ,
i really miss ♥ now ,
hais ,
imy ♥ ,
well ,
around evening that time ,
went over to Dhoby Ghaut ,
find Kenneth they all ,
played a little MT ,
nothing much ,
ate at Kopitiam ,
laughed over stuffs ,
talked and talked ,
haha ,
great day ,
we played MT until arcade closing ,
LOL ,
made people waiting for game pissed ,
HEEEEEEE .
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27th February 2010 ( Saturday )
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Down Down Down Down Down ,
there we go again ,
went over to Vivo today ,
find Kendrick ,
Kenneth ,
Kelvin and Eugene ,
it's around ,
uh ,
afternoon ?
so yea ,
played a little MT ,
after that ,
hmm ,
went for dinner at Kopitiam ,
ate something there ,
blah blah ,
eat already went back to Arcade ,
Wei yao joined us ,
well ,
me and Kenneth didi played pool ,
1 hour ,
around 6 games ,
i pwned him so badly ,
LOL ,
after the pool game ,
played a few more matches of MT ,
so yea ,
went home after that ,
BLACKSHOT with twinnie ,
but no mood in the end ,
RUSTED SHIT ,
lol ,
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28th February 2010 ( Sunday )
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can't believe this as usual ,
the weekends ZOOM past like a rocket ,
so fast going to go back school ,
zzzz ,
oh well ,
today actually 3 pm go down Bugis ,
but Kelvin called me ,
lol ,
he was pissed with kenneth ,
so well ,
i went down Bugis at 2pm ,
reached around 2.40pm ,
well ,
Kelvin dua me . ):
he's at parklane ,
so i played MT ,
around 2 matches ,
than Kelvin came ,
he helped me play . :D
ah ,
after that ,
me and him go Big Bird ,
than after that i see him eat ,
me drink Iced milo ,
ah ,
well ,
after a while ,
Alan came with his gf and this girl ,
she's totally not sociable . >.>
never even introduced herself to us ,
oh well ,
i don't care .
so yea ,
talked with Alan a while ,
Kenneth came ,
ya ya papaya ~
talked talked talked
after that went Bugis arcade again ,
played a few rounds ,
than after that ,
went over to Big Bird again ,
Kenneth eat this time ,
okay well ,
Kelvin had to leave after that ,
so yea ,
hmm ,
the rest of the co ,
along with weiyao ,
and NATALIE ,
SEPARATED again ,
because i had to go to my grandma's for reunion dinner ,
because today last day of Lunar New Year ,
so yea ,
ate and finished everything by 7pm ,
rushed back to Bugis ,
reached about 7.30pm ,
than after that went Iluma ,
slacked there then ,
well ,
had SOME fun ,
uh huh ,
after that went Tornado ,
played DDR and Jubeat ,
after that go back slack ,
slack awhile i went back play DDR ,
after that go Bugis Arcade tune MT ,
than after that go home ,
halfway Alan joined us ,
quickly took 2 photos ,
so yea , :D
nothing much lah ,
didn't play BLACKSHOT today ,
was lazy .
haha .
Minming tweety ,
say want sms me after your movie ,
ended up never sms me . ):
me sad sad .
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Disrepute : The Past Of You And Me , I Want It Back .




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