<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d3737971553283528634\x26blogName\x3dDisrepute+:D\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://mydesire-disrepute.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://mydesire-disrepute.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d2080525619174746448', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Remnants Of Reminiscent

@ Mydesire-Disrepute.bs.com

Wednesday, April 28, 2010







Using Both my Desktop and Macbook PRO . (:
__________________________________________________________

26th April 2010 ( Monday )
__________________________________________________________

well ,
awesome ,
i found myself getting scolded by the maths teacher ,
because i haven't hand up his homework ,
grats ,
Chinese was BORING ,
did chinese compo again .
WHAT THE HELL ,
anyways ,
Monday ,
nothing much happened .
stayed in school ,
slacked with classmates ,
nothing much ,
slack until 6 plus ,
went to grandma's to eat ,
eat already went home sleep ,
until around 11 pm ,
than use computer until 1 am ,
find it pointless to continue using the computer ,
so yea ,
shut down and went to sleep .
__________________________________________________________

27th April 2010 ( Tuesday ) __________________________________________________________

manage to copy finish maths assignment over Chapel ,
awesome ,
well ,
didn't get scolding at all ,
HAHA ,
well ,
tired day tired day , ):
got chemistry remedial today ,
damn boring can ,
i slept throughout the whole remedial ,
and i know how to answer the questions ,
how awesome is that ,
LOL ,
anyways ,
after school and i quickly went home prepared myself ,
went Bugis after that ,
stayed in the arcade for quite some time ,
waiting for honeh and Jason ,
than after that they came ,
followed by Matthew and shuaixiong ( don't know how spell his name ),
then we went to Bugis street there ,
find shaowei and Jerrold ,
well ,
the group was here ,
went to our steamboat destination ,
ate steamboat ,
had so much fun here and there ,
then after that ,
went to play pool @ Pool Fusion .
played with Jason and Jerrold and Shaowei and honeh ,
well ,
technically i got pwned so badly .
terrible ,
took bus home after that ,
separating from Jason ,
took 80 ,
Jerrold and Shaowei talked to me about many things ,
regarding their life and stuff ,
good things i must say ,
advises .
reached my stop and walked home ,
used a while of computer and slept soon .
__________________________________________________________

28th April 2010 ( Wednesday )
__________________________________________________________

well .
tired day today ,
slept during many of the lessons ,
well ,
for the least i remember ,
all of the lessons ,
oh my god ,
well ,
HAVE TO BUCK UP ALREADY .
quickly did my homework then brought my books home ,
TERRIBLY HEAVY ,
i swear ,
than well ,
reached home not long ,
Jackey came my house ,
went Bugis together ,
get his money changed ,
took $26 from him ,
so yea ,
uh ,
soon after that heavy rain ,
terrible . ):
cabbed home ,
than after that played Audi ,
met this lovely girl ,
Her Big Name Is Vanesia ♥ ,
haha ~ :D
well ,
just ate dinner at my grandma's and came back home ,
nothing to do now ,
talking to fatmon and vanesia on msn . (:
9.08 PM ,
English MYE tomorrow ,
what the hell ,
i'm not prepared . ):
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : The Unbroken Promise .




Monday, April 26, 2010




__________________________________________________________

24th April 2010 ( Saturday )
__________________________________________________________

Happy 16th Birthday To Kenneth Low ! :D
well .
headed down to Bugis right in the afternoon ,
met up with Kenneth and co ,
like finally after so long ,
that's so awesome . ^^V
well ,
spent the time in arcade for quite some time ,
than went for dinner ,
DINNER WAS TASTY .
okay ,
shit this ,
stayed in arcade for a while longer ,
than went slacking at Ilumia Sky garden ,
waited there for Natalie awesome friend ,
well ,
then after that quite some time ,
then we talked and say a lot of things .
ya ....
went to Tornado play DDR ,
than after that all just ,
went home lo ,
facebook and stuff ,
nothing .
__________________________________________________________

25th April 2010 ( Sunday )
__________________________________________________________

went to collect spects ,
well ,
after that nothing do lo ,
went to dhoby ghaut find kendrick they all ,
then after that walked to bugis ,
than i went home ,
nothing to do ,
facebook and msn ,
audition ,
nothing do lah ,
fuck this life .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : If Only You're Still Here With Me .




Saturday, April 24, 2010

__________________________________________________________

22nd April 2010 ( Thursday )
__________________________________________________________

school damn boring ,
well ,
at least after school gave me something fun ,
Mrs Tan seen my father at 4pm ,
after the meeting is over ,
father went home ,
i went to basketball court ,
played basketball like finally ,
after thousands and thousands of years ,
haha ,
well ,
played a while then going to rain ,
moved our butts to the indoor sports hall ,
played there instead ,
was totally thrashed by the opponent team ,
how sad ,
after that went canteen after the games end ,
sat down with Yu hung and Linus ,
listened to some songs here and there ,
after that home i went ,
reached home ,
didn't really bathed ,
just slept as i was too worn out ,
well ,
woke up at don't know what time ,
quickly bathed ,
than cycled to the spectacle shop ,
get myself a spect , (:
well ,
after the spect thing is done ,
went home ,
used computer the whole time until like ,
2am ,
as i was watching anime . (:
watched the new Naruto movie ,
damn i swear it's epic. ^^V
__________________________________________________________

23rd April 2010 ( Friday )
__________________________________________________________

Chinese is boring ,
PE ,
well ,
too screwed to even run ,
so walked ,
almost got punished ,
all thanks to the bell ,
we're saved ,
haha ,
school just ended in a much rather ,
weird tone i suppose ,
went home immediately after the school ended ,
bathed and slept ,
until like 5pm plus ,
used computer until 6pm + ,
found out that it was raining ,
took my time to go to my grandma's for dinner ,
ate dinner already ,
off to Bugis ,
while at Bugis ,
nothing to do ,
no one to play with ,
i played with some people here and there ,
gained a few stars here and there also ,
just noticed that my dress up level is just 57 ,
what the hell ,
6 more levels . ):
oh well ,
Darren came soon after that ,
yay ,
played a few matches with some other people also ,
well ,
just got myself stuck at Bugis until 12am ,
accompany sexy ,
so yea ,
bus-ed home ,
now i'm home ,
just ate supper ,
using msn ,
nothing much lo , (:
1.35 AM ,
nights peeps . :D
__________________________________________________________

24th April 2010 ( Saturday )
__________________________________________________________

First and for most ,
i want to wish Kenneth Low ,
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ! :D

so yea ,
nothing much lah !
so far . ;X
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : Nothing More Than Lust




Thursday, April 22, 2010

__________________________________________________________

21st April 2010 ( Wednesday )
__________________________________________________________

unknowingly ,
in school ,
time flies so slowly ,
but on the other hand ,
it's quite fast already ,
well ,
slacked in school for a while with chowy and tweety ,
than after that went to canteen with chowy ,
slacked at canteen a while with yanting ,
tweety ,
Praveen ,
Nhavin ,
chowy and Gavin ,
soon i had to go ,
went home and used computer a while ,
5pm ,
i prepared myself and set off to Bugis ,
went to the arcade and played a few rounds of MT ,
at least i'm not alone there ,
well ,
shu jia mei and her nu er Andeline came soon after ,
but ended up we were in the arcade for quite some time ,
after that ,
went to iluma walk walk ,
walk around went to eat Chicken rice ,
after that ,
went back arcade ,
i played a few more rounds .
didn't earn any star for MR.* , ):
but manage to win a few stars for -SAD- ,
haha ,
anyways ,
went home after that ,
took MRT home ,
walked home ,
than cycled to grandma's for dinner ,
when cycling back home ,
was stopped by Triscilla ,
asking me to bring her home ,
well ,
brought her home on bike ,
after that i reached home ,
facebook and msn and everything ,
nothing much seriously though . ;/
somehow i feel ,
weird ,
new people that you know ,
you get closer to them more then me . ):
how sad i feel ,
hais .
__________________________________________________________

22nd April 2010 ( Thursday )
__________________________________________________________

current timing is 1.02 AM ,
it's time for my bedtime ,
but before that ,
i want to wish 2 people a happy birthday ,

Happy 16th Birthday To Mandie ! :D
and....
Happy 18th Birthday To Nicol ! (:

well ,
enjoy your day today alrights ,
NIGHTS PEEPS .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : Somehow , I Miss You




Tuesday, April 20, 2010








__________________________________________________________

On Sale .
__________________________________________________________




Selling Mix Style Stereo headphones @ $16 .
( Red and Blue star design )
Note that this is brand new .
interested do contact me .

Specifications :

Type : Closed
Driver : 40mm
Sensitivity : 99dB
Frequency response : 500 ~ 20000Hz
Power handling capacity : 0.2W
Impedance : 32 ohms
Mass : Approx. 160g
Length of the cord : 50cm
Length of the extension cord : 150 cm .
__________________________________________________________

19th April 2010 ( Monday )
__________________________________________________________

well ,
i'm sorry baby ,
i can't really ,
celebrate your birthday like how you celebrated mine ,
but i really hope you enjoyed your day ,
haha ,
well ,
school ended with a boring tone ,
went home immediately and prepared to go out ,
was rushed out by honeh because she cabbed down find me ,
was waiting at my house downstairs .
well ,
was spending like 5 minutes finding the taxi ,
after i found the taxi ,
off to Bugis we go ,
haha ,
well ,
when we reached Bugis ,
went to the arcade's toilet ,
then after then Jason and honeh along with me go shop shop ,
went to Bugis street shopping spree ,
went around here and there to find the thing that honeh wants ,
finally found it ,
bought it and went to KFC to eat ,
well ,
i swear the Air-con in KFC is FUCKING COLD .
ate finish KFC and i was like SHIVERING down my spine ,
oh well ,
went back to arcade play play a while ,
played with lonly , captain they all ,
well i got 3rd place ,
how saddening ,
hmm ,
well ,
after playing liao ,
took bus 80 to Kovan ,
honeh went to find her darling ,
well ,
me and jason just sat there do nothing i suppose ,
but i'm suppose to be the ,
well ,
most BORED out one ,
but it's okay . (:
waited for them until close shop ,
which is like 9.30 pm ,
or something around there ,
after that we walked from Kovan all the way to Hougang ,
it's so far i swear . ):
but well ,
honeh's darling is kinda kind ,
talked with her here and there ,
then after that leh ,
we all slacked at one random block downstairs ,
i was having terrible headache i think ,
it's more like ,
giddy-ness .
around 11.20 pm ,
started walking to Hougang MRT there ,
i took the last bus home ,
which is at 11.45 pm ,
then reached home around 12.08 am ,
used computer all the way until 1 am plus ,
slept because i was too tired out .
__________________________________________________________

20th April 2010 ( Tuesday )
__________________________________________________________

woke up in the morning ,
7.10 AM ,
i was like ,
fuck i'm late already ,
so since i'm late already ,
i slowly took my time to bathe ,
SLOWLY prepare and slowly walked to school ,
reached school at around 8.06 am ,
than Jaya tell me i got full day suspension ,
what the hell ,
very bored one you know ,
i spend the whole day from 8+ all the way to 2pm in the detention room ,
oh well ,
nothing much today ,
after the detention ,
went up faith 3-4 slack a while ,
than went for PFT ,
i can't do my PFT though ,
because in school uniform ,
then never mind lo ,
walked around do nothing ,
then well ,
after PFT ended ,
took bus home with Jeanette and Joey ,
got separated from Jeanette soon . ):
than Joey bring me to the back gate of her condo ,
for me leh ,
walked home myself ,
took some time though ,
haha ,
reached home ,
on computer ,
no internet ,
so slept ,
woke up at around 8+ ,
msn ,
facebook ,
nothing much ,
life is boring .
__________________________________________________________

21st April 2010 ( Wednesday )
__________________________________________________________

well ,
First off ,
Happy Birthday Aldric bro ! :D
you're finally 16 years old ! (:
well ,
the time now is 12.43 AM ,
i shall go to sleep . (:
nights everyone .
__________________________________________________________

Final Words
__________________________________________________________

To Myself .

Don't Give up ,
i'll not stop waiting for her ,
well ,
yea ,
it's her after all ,
that gave me happiness ,
like the past .
i'll not give this up ,
this is my commitment .
my life .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : If Only You Are Still Mine .




Monday, April 19, 2010



I Want You Back .
__________________________________________________________

18th April 2010 ( Sunday )
__________________________________________________________

I know you've gone back there ,
well ,
you've finally got back what you yearn for ,
for the past 2 months ,
at least ,
you're contented with something and someone ,
Today was a total bore .
i just stayed at home ,
the whole fucking day ,
it's one of the days i wouldn't love to enjoy ,
financially unstable .
friendship unstable ,
everything just seem to go wrong at this moment ,
nothing seemed right ,
oh well ,
i don't know what should i do now ,
If there's a God out there ,
please tell me ,
what am i suppose to do ,
__________________________________________________________

19th April 2010 ( Monday )
__________________________________________________________

2.48 AM at the moment and i'm wide awake .
here's a birthday wish for my baby ,

Happy 15th Birthday to Chong Jie Min ~

i hope you'll enjoy today ,
sadly ,
i'm unable to celebrate with you ,
i'm sorry ,
had to go on avoiding everyone... ):
but i bet you wouldn't even notice that i'm ,
gone ,
right ?
__________________________________________________________

Final Words
__________________________________________________________

Shirley Darling ,

Darling ,
why are you apologizing to me ,
you've not done anything wrong ,
right now ,
do what's right ,
get back your friends ,
don't be like me ,
making your friends into enemies ,
that's what i'm doing you know ,
i really hate myself . ):
hope you understand what i mean .

Yinyin dear ,

dear !
please help me ,
you might be the only person ,
that seriously can help me on my problems now ,
i'm very vexed ,
i feel terrible ,
i feel horrendous ,
this is my turning point ,
it's either i fall all the way down ,
or i regain back my senses ,
help me . ):

Celeste Sexy ,

hey sexy ,
don't give up waiting ,
he'll realize it soon ,
i know it ,
i'll always be there for ya ! :D
cheer up .

Joey close friend ,

eh eh ,
don't always emo emo ,
well ,
it's quite pointless to slit yourself ,
and i'm very serious ,
even if you don't promise me to not hurt yourself ,
promise yourself ,
hurting yourself is pointless ,
it doesn't relief the emotional pains you have ,
it only worsens it ,
hope you understand ,
and don't always ,
so sad ,
i'm just a call away ~
remember ! :D

to certain someone ,

well ,
after you've left me ,
i felt horrendous ,
i've never felt so ,
heartbroken ,
until my breakup with her ,
but why ,
i want to know why ,
ain't we going on fine ?
on second thoughts ,
maybe i'm not good enough for you ,
i apologize ,
for my imperfection to not be able to suit you .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : The Unforgettable Pain .




Saturday, April 17, 2010

__________________________________________________________

13th April 2010 ( Tuesday )
__________________________________________________________

well .
had E-maths test on graph ,
gonna fail it badly ,
D&T is tiring i swear ,
Social studies is tiring ,
Core geography is boring and tired ,
well ,
that's apparently my day in school ,
went home immediately ,
prepared myself for sister's birthday outing ,
went over to parkway parade ,
went to find sister and co at Auntie Anne's ,
then went over to parkway parade opposite side ,
played pool for about 2 hours ,
it's fun ,
took tons and tons of photos .
after the pool games with sister ,
Yanying jie ,
Huiying ,
Quanyin and one more person whom i don't know her name ,
so yea ,
went over to Swensens to eat . :D
Ordered my favorite dish there ,
also ,
took many many photos ,
after eating at Swensens ,
went walking around here and there ,
shopped and went to the arcade ,
had some ,
fun , (:
after that ,
everyone had to go home already ,
went to cheers and bought some things ,
so yea ,
uh ,
technically had loads of fun today ,
went home ,
found out that my geography and SS book is in school ,
ain't that great . >.>
unable to revise for tomorrow's test .
horrendous .
__________________________________________________________

14th April 2010 ( Wednesday )
__________________________________________________________

First two periods ,
social studies ,
here comes the test ,
horrendous man ,
i don't know why i got this habit of ,
sleeping during tests ,
finished almost all the questions except the last one ,
i found myself asleep throughout for the last question ,
this is horrendous ,
i only wrote 1 page ,
when i can write 2 pages ,
great ,
there goes for my social studies ,
core geog was my next obstacle ,
see the test paper ,
didn't sleep but ,
my answers ain't long and i think i'm going to fail it too ,
gosh ,
i should really ,
start studying already , ):
after school ,
well ,
emo-ed at faith 3-4 until 3pm + ,
then went to the canteen pass sister her money ,
then after that went home ,
prepared immediately than went bugis find chocolate .
played 1 round of Jubeat ,
then went to Food Junction to eat ,
after that ,
went back to the arcade ,
played a few rounds of MT with GBM and Voltz ,
fun game . (:
though i lost . >.>
went to vivo by bus after that ,
took a number of photos with chocolate ,
then after that went to timezone ,
played 2 rounds of MT ,
than after that ,
chocolate treated me to KFC . (:
awesomeeee .
we took our own buses home ,
and that's where we separated ,
went to my grandma's ,
after that eat dinner than went home ,
was too tired so i slept quite early .
__________________________________________________________

15th April 2010 ( Thursday )
__________________________________________________________

Well ,
school day is kinda boring ,
shall not elaborate .
after school ,
went home ,
2 sticks gone ,
Jackey came over to my house ,
3 sticks gone and counting ,
after that Inn kee came ,
followed by peck han ,
a total of 7 sticks ,
killed my life ,
well ,
after that went over to Bugis with Peckhan and Inn kee ,
played a while in the arcade ,
bought that small bag from Zinc which costs me $29 ,
but at least i'm only forking out $10 . :D
went back to the arcade ,
played with Rusco ,
PST and some other guy which i can't remember ,
lost 2 matches at first ,
3rd match ,
won everything back .
awesome man i swear . ;D
well ,
went home by bus after that ,
ate dinner at grandma's ,
went home ,
slept early for sports day tomorrow .
__________________________________________________________

16th April 2010 ( Friday )
__________________________________________________________

woke up at 6am ,
geez i hate waking up at such unearthly hours . >.>
bathed and everything ,
went over to Aljunied MRT with Jackey .
reached there and saw PeckHan ,
than we cabbed to Serangoon Stadium ,
after that ,
well ,
separated ,
i had to sit at the competitors place ,
after that .
soon after that was my event ,
100m B boys event ,
well ,
was SUPER nervous ,
cause of all the good runners around me ,
well ,
event started not long after ,
i wasn't even close to getting 1st ,
how sad ,
i got 3rd . ;/
after that was the House relay 4 x 100m ,
i swear it was screwed ,
but still ,
Mitchell gets first . :D
overall ,
Mitchell is still the champion house . ^^V
it's such a regretful thing ,
well ,
cabbed home with Jackey ,
Peckhan and Kah Chun ,
cycled to Anana's to buy lunch ,
after that cycled Peckhan home then i went home ,
eat already ,
sleep at home until around evening 6 pm ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
eat finished and i cycled to ECP ,
when i reached ECP ,
it was around 7.30pm ,
went to find Jeanette . (:
well ,
brought her to my ex-workplace ,
rented bike ,
but Uncle ang was kind enough ,
let me grab the bike for free ,
on accord of Jeanette around that is ,
well ,
cycled to Bedok Jetty ,
after that slacked there ,
talked about stuff ,
many things,
after that ,
it's already time to return the bike ,
cycled back to Uncle Ang's shop ,
than after that ,
returned the bike and went back to the Jetty ,
a while later ,
Jeanette had to go back ,
so i sent her back ,
well ,
for me ,
cycled to the Food Hawker ,
ate there alone then slowly cycled home ,
reached home around 12am ,
bathed a while later than went to sleep ,
__________________________________________________________

17th April 2010 ( Saturday ) __________________________________________________________

Happy 16th Birthday to my dearest dear ,
Yinyin ! :D

technically ,
stayed home all day ,
didn't do anything at all ,
just used the computer ,
slept ,
nothing to do ,
well ,
current time ,
6.27PM ,
gonna eat dinner now and go Bugis find Celeste sexy ,
cause i'm bored at home , ):

-EDIT-

ate dinner ,
immediately went out ,
took the Circle line from Macpherson to Bugis ,
well ,
awesome ,
reached Bugis and find sexy ~
played a few rounds of MT ,
then played one round of Jubeat ,
well ,
got to say ,
today really sucked ,
went up to slack a while with Darren ,
after that leh ,
nothing much ,
stayed in arcade until 11.50pm like that ,
went back home by bus .
now i'm at home ,
12.58 AM ,
sucks man my life ,
i hate my life ,
terribly .

if only you knew what i've been doing for you ....
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : Bearing The Pains .




Tuesday, April 13, 2010




Dear ah ,
when are you going to call me ,
i seriously need to talk to you ,
cause you might be the only one ,
that can really help me . ):
__________________________________________________________

12th April 2010 ( Monday )
__________________________________________________________

what to say ,
nothing much to say actually ,
late for school ,
stayed back in school do finish my overdue homework ,
well .
day was quite ,
ruined .
i suppose .
hais .
i really hoped ,
things would turn out better ,
but sadly it isn't going to ,

- HEARTBROKEN -
__________________________________________________________

13th April 2010 ( Tuesday )
__________________________________________________________

1.11 AM now ,
just realised i didn't bring back my homework ,
gosh ,
another homework free day ,
wednesday got c geog test ,
die ,
oh well ,

TODAY ,
is my crazy sister's birthday ,
Happy 17th Birthday to you sister ,
i hope you would grow one year older by ,
treating this stupid brother of yours ,
who has a fainted heart ,
much better than before ,
HAHA~ :D
hope you'll enjoy your day ,
for the least ,
with me and them . (:
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : The Irony Of Life .




Sunday, April 11, 2010



Selling Mix Style Stereo headphones @ $16 .
( Red and Blue star design )
Note that this is brand new .
interested do contact me .

Specifications :

Type : Closed
Driver : 40mm
Sensitivity : 99dB
Frequency response : 500 ~ 20000Hz
Power handling capacity : 0.2W
Impedance : 32 ohms
Mass : Approx. 160g
Length of the cord : 50cm
Length of the extension cord : 150 cm .
__________________________________________________________

Happenings .
__________________________________________________________
















__________________________________________________________

11th April 2010 ( Sunday )
__________________________________________________________

how sad ,
i was so depressed the whole day ,
kept thinking of you...
kept wondering ,
kept thinking ,
was so sad the damn day ,
the day went pass so slowly ,
i never been so heartbroken .
hais ...
i really loved you ,
11.37 pm ,
the time right now .
moodless....
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : The Never Ending Evening .





__________________________________________________________

9th April 2010 ( Friday )
__________________________________________________________

Had physics test today ,
think i'm going to fail it already ,
geez ,
well ,
today was the REALLY Final dry run for the Easter Carnival ,
it's at the real place itself ,
so yea ,
stage was fine ,
everything was ,
than performed my dance ,
nothing else ,
went home after that ,
bathed and used the computer a while ,
than immediately went to Kallang MRT find sister ,
than we went to Orchard together ,
at Orchard ,
we bought the tickets to watch "When In Rome" ,
after buying the tickets ,
went to eat at Hong Kong Cartel or something like that ,
took many many photos and ate many good food .
watched the movie ,
It was damn cold ,
i swear ,
anyways ,
after the movie ,
walked walked around ,
bought two headphones ,
than walked around 313 @ Somerset .
then MRT-ed home ,
walked home ,
facebook a while then went back to sleep ,
__________________________________________________________

10th April 2010 ( Saturday )
__________________________________________________________

Went to the Carnival early in the morning ,
With Joey ,
than upon reaching ,
walked around aimlessly ,
seeking fun ,
here and there ,
soon later ,
group arrived ,
practiced than performed ,
had fun ,
loads of fun at the carnival ,
thank you everyone . (:

Photos tomorrow ,
i don't have the mood to post now .
2.39 AM ,

-HEARTBROKEN-
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : I'm Helpless .




Friday, April 9, 2010

__________________________________________________________

7th April 2010 ( Wednesday )
__________________________________________________________

well ,
did have social studies test ,
i think i'm failing it already ,
gosh ,
it's like history repeating itself ,
i'm like failing the tests already ,
have got to work harder now ,
Mid year is coming ,
wtf . ):
well ,
after school ,
went for dental ,
after dental it's already like ,
4.30 + ?
Felicia called me ,
asking me to celebrate Elisha's birthday ,
so yea ,
went to find them immediately after i went home for bathe ,
and stuff ,
reached there around 6.20pm ,
then soon after that Elisha came ,
than surprised him ,
than Played around with Jeremy Tan ,
sprayed the weird weird line thingy on him ,
pushed him into the pool ,
it's totally a fun day @ Maggie's condo there ,
after a while ,
tweety and yanting came ,
than after that Elisha's brother and his friends ,
well ,
it's a fun time ,
took many many photos together ,
hoped he's happy . (:
after the party ,
went to slack with sister and co.
well ,
walked around and talked ,
many things ,
reached home at 12.30am + ,
then planned to meet for breakfast early in the morning ,
slept immediately ,
which is like ,
1am ,
__________________________________________________________

8th April 2010 ( Thursday )
__________________________________________________________

woke up 5am ,
dragged till 5.45am ,
went for breakfast with Quan yin ,
sister and Hui ying ,
after that ,
went back home ,
do some homework ,
continue sleeping ,
until 7.50am ,
then quickly prepare myself and went to school .
thank God i wasn't late ,
well ,

Happy Birthday to Elisha Toh Ya Jie ,
it's your birthday today .
please enjoy yourself . (:

Today ,
heard some ,
news that i don't really want to hear ,
but seriously though ,
i wouldn't interfere in both your relationships ,
so don't worry ,
i'll scram as far as i can from today onwards ,
from both of you at least ,
just because i don't want to raise any misunderstanding ,
rest assured .
well ,
today did History test ,
very fucked up also ,
geez ,
i don't care already ,
have to chiong studies ,
anyways ,
today had a fast and quick practice ,
after that went home ,
slept ,
than teach sister spelling ,
went grandma's for dinner ,
slacked with sister ,
back home ,
emo ,
nothing much ,
goodbye ,

It's all for your sake ,
Don't see why can you change your mood ,
just for her ,
to someone whom you have known for years ,
but it doesn't matter now ,
afterall ,
it's her that's in your mind ,
there's no longer ,
friends .

If you don't know how to comfort me ,
don't bother to ,
don't need to ,
but can you don't stop replying me ?
i was waiting ,
for your reply ,
waiting and waiting ,
but it's pointless now ,
there's nothing to wait on ,
From today onwards ,
it's M.I.A time .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : If Only You Knew What I Desire .




Tuesday, April 6, 2010



This was last year ,
what would it be this year ,
sister ? (:
__________________________________________________________

well ,
it's been 2 days ,
since i last blogged ,
here goes . (:
__________________________________________________________

5th April 2010 ( Monday )
__________________________________________________________

School ,
well ,
had Chinese test ,
can say it's pretty screwed ,
never do the comprehension ,
Great . >.>
i secure a place for failure ,
well ,
school ended and i was bored ,
Dance practice until halfway i had to go ,
do my homework ,
did some of the Geography homework ,
but ended up giving up ,
emo-ed with elisha bro ,
well ,
was sick and tired of life ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
after that home to use computer ,
nothing much happened ,
no one really chatted with me as i was MIA ,
oh hais .
i really wish you would talk to me . ;/
__________________________________________________________

6th April 2010 ( Tuesday )
__________________________________________________________

at least there's no tests today ,
but today is still a pretty screwed up day ,
many many screw ups ,
well ,
D&T is fine ,
Social Studies got test tomorrow ,
Physics test tomorrow ,
left all my books in school ,
how the hell am i suppose to study ,
omg ,
well ,
after school ,
had the Easter Event Finalization ,
everyone performed what they're suppose to perform ,
hahaha ~
well ,
had a great time ,
although there's screwed up ,
tired but still ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
now i'm back home ,
msn-ing ,
you finally talked to me ,
but i really wish you will always be there for me . ):

Current time is 11.49PM ,
will sleep in a while as i promised tweety to ,
hope you read this uh tweety !
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : Lingering Memories That Haunts .




Sunday, April 4, 2010


__________________________________________________________

4th April 2010 ( Sunday )
__________________________________________________________

Today was suppose to go out ,
but ended up not going out ,
trip to doctor's was cancelled due to my tantrum ,
well ,
i just want you to know ,
Me heart still belongs to you ,
really ,
at least let me explain ,
i don't want to be ignored .
by you especially when i needed you the most ,
hais ,
for the whole day i've been at home ,
been thinking hard ,
waiting for your replies ,
i hope you'll reply me soon . ;/
or in another way ,
hope you'll even reply me ,
__________________________________________________________

Final Words
__________________________________________________________

This is yours, Darling. ._. *Bang* *Bang*
Kill this darling of mine please ? :)

How can a girl protect a boy ? < Joke.
This is not protecting, darling.
He have his own reason for doing all this thingy.
Well, I can't control him ahs.
His life, His choice.
I am trying to occupy myself by, Everyday after school not slacking.
Go STRAIGHT home.
Study, Study, Study. ._.
Well, I agree that i changed a lot. ._.
At least i change for the better kay. :)
Forget him.. How to forget a person ?
Well, Get over it will do.
I promise kay ?
I should not have like him in the very first place.
I should not have go down Tpy at 26.
I should not have put so much love in
Well, He is not alone. ._.
I'm not alone too kay !
I have you all.
I could just share my laughter & fun with you all.
I forgot who told me that, Relationship is just showing people how close they are.
Whats done is done.
I have to be brave and face it.
Get over it.
Well, I believe i can do it okay.
Everything say after Mid-year kay ?
Now, My job is to study hard.
&& I will kay. :) I will be back myself?
Hmm.. Think soo.
The mad girl who always jump & shout around.
The stupid girl who is gong and short.
The girl who make people laugh & Joke around.
Soon or later. Kays. :)

Here's mine .
well ,
i'm glad you're doing all these to forget about him ,
keep up the good work ,
i've got nothing much to tell you but this ,
Good Luck in everything you do ,
as i've given up on my life already ,
i'm going to MIA from everyone soon ,
so yea ,
buhbyes darling ,
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : The Knife That Made A Unforgettable Scar .





__________________________________________________________

Days Of Memories
__________________________________________________________














__________________________________________________________

2nd April 2010 ( Saturday ) -CONTINUE-
__________________________________________________________

went to Bugis ,
reached there around 4pm + ,
than played a little of Jubeat and MT here and there ,
after that parents arrived in Bugis to celebrate my birthday ,
ate at Pastamania ,
AWESOME ^^V
well ,
took some photos here and there ,
than after that went back to the arcade ,
played MT ,
owned Kelvin they all .
HAHA . :D
was so on form ,
but oh well ,
went back home soon after that ,
i was so tired when i reached home ,
slept .
__________________________________________________________

3rd April 2010 ( Saturday )
__________________________________________________________

Unknowingly ,
it's Depression day today .
didn't really feel so good today ,
stayed at home ,
was looking at your status ,
staring at your conversation ,
talked to you ,
but there wasn't any replies .
oh well , ;/
you went offline shortly after that ,
for me ,
i went to Bugis after that ,
reached there around 4.30pm ,
there wasn't anyone i know there ,
what the fuck ,
everyone was at Jurong and Natalie's late ,
so fuck this ,
went to Lakeside to find Kenneth and Kelvin ,
after that ,
bus-ed to Jurong Super bowl ,
but wtf didn't get at the right stop ,
than keep scolding Kenneth .
LOL ,
walked quite a distance then found the Superbowl ,
requested Kenneth to pei me buy KFC ,
than eat also ,
stood outside Superbowl eating KFC ,
well ,
frankly speaking ,
i look like an idiot doing that ,
LOL ,
after eating finish ,
played a little arcade while waiting for Kenneth and Kelvin ,
than followed Xavier to KFC eat ,
after finish eating went back Superbowl ,
was my turn already ,
managed to tune a few levels ,
now i'm at level 53 ,
and the full tune level is 63 ,
omg ,
10 more levels ,
so long more ,
geez ,
oh well ,
went to Gina's block downstairs there to slack ,
than after that played a little GTA 4 on Kenneth's lappy ,
than ate the cake that Natalie bought me ,
took some photos here and there ,
nothing much . ^^
now i'm back home ,
played audi just now ,
met a new friend ,
Cheryl and another one i forget the name ,
oh well ,
2.25 AM now ,
going to bed soon ,
nights . :D

I'll always be waiting for your reply .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : The Never Ending Wait




Friday, April 2, 2010

I have yet to sleep for 1 day already .
well .
just woke up from my beauty sleep at 9am ,
i shall elaborate what happened. (:
__________________________________________________________

1st April 2010 ( Thursday ) - CONTINUES -
__________________________________________________________

as the day passes ,
the number of wishes i received increases . :D
let's continue from where i am ,
4.20 pm ,
i cycled my way down to East Coast Park ,
find honeh ,
and reached there around 5.15 pm ,
honeh was with Johnathan ,
so yea ,
started the fire but had so many fails ,
Jackey and Guosheng came along ,
than after that Shaowei and Jason ,
then as the day continues ,
Kimberly sister came ~ :D
Kenneth and co came ,
than after that Elisha and Ryan Chow ,
uh ,
than after that Gary ahgong came ~ :D
wished me happy birthday and even bought me a present .
Thank you ah ahgong .
than soon after that Kaixun daddy came ,
followed by Jerrold ,
Daniel ,
Matthew ,
and Vince ,
not sure how to spell his name ,
Siyu meimei ,
so yea ,
at night that time ,
Jiemin baby with her group came . <3
the day was fine ,
was technically bbqing the whole day ,
most left ,
i'm very devastated that baby couldn't stay ,
oh well ,
at least i got the rest of the group ,
Tweety had to go somewhere else , ):
i'm sad also ,
no one pei me ,
oh well ,
that after that leh ,
BBQ-ed all the way ,
until 4am ,
had fun ,
talked ,
played ,
MANY TONS of things ,
i love today . ;D
Thanks honeh for holding this bbq for me . (:
4am ,
i started cycling back home ,
it was drizzling ,
reached my grandma's at 4.45am ,
than off to mandai cemetery .
prayed to my grandfather ,
than after that went back home ,
SLEEP AH , :D
9am till 2pm ,
awesome .
the time now is 3.20pm ,
i shall start eating lunch and go Bugis now . :D
ciao people . (:

8 MSN Wishes .
81 Facebook wishes ,
46 SMS wishes ,
2 call wishes ,
3 tagboard wishes ,
1 blog wishes ,
85 real life wishes ,

the calculated total . :D
223 wishes .
I LOVE EVERYONE THAT WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
Especially you .
thanks .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : I Really Yearned For You Today .




Thursday, April 1, 2010

Today is such a fun day ,
well ,
in school at least ,
__________________________________________________________

1st April 2010 ( Thursday )
__________________________________________________________

Had so much fun in school .
well .
so far ,
presents only got from one present , :D
thanks a lot Joey ,
Priya and Sharon got me a cake ,
and then RuYan sister wrote me a card and gave me a cookie ,
Then damn Innkee ,
give me cat food as present ,
what the , >.>
was meant for a joke ,
so yea ,
hmm ,
right now ,
the number of wishes increased . :D

8 MSN Wishes .
47 Facebook wishes ,
36 SMS wishes ,
2 call wishes ,
1 blog wishes ,
64 real life wishes ,

i'll just name the real life wishers ,
here's the special people that wished me ,
it's not in order ,
from my memory . :D
Thanks to you guys .

Ren Jue ,
Mandie ,
Alson ,
Ryan ,
Kai Jie ,
Bryan ,
Lin Cheng ,
Harris ,
Praveen ,
Ryan Chow ,
Jeremy Matthews ,
Gavin ,
Davy ,
Cheng Yu Hung ,
Nicky ,
Peck Han ,
Leonard ,
Nhavin ,
Inn Kee ,
Elisha ,
Priya ,
Sharon ,
Joey ,
Xiang Kang ,
Xi Zhe ,
Nicole ,
Yee Hong ,
Jie Min ,
Felicia ,
Amelia ,
Elson ,
Minming ,
Charles ,
Guo Sheng ,
Jackey ,
Melson ,
Ryan Zhang ,
Bohan ,
Jeffrey ,
Mr Joseph Lim ,
Mr James Kee ,
Miss Johnson ,
Amos ,
Liang Yue ,
Jinq Yng ,
Pearline ,
Pearline's Friend ,
Marcus ,
Jason ,
Glen ,
Hui Chao ,
Norshafida ,
Kai Boon ,
Vincent ,
Zhi Hui ,
Jing Xuan ,
Leroy ,
Qin Yi ,
Joey ,
Ryan Tan ,
Yew Ching ,
Xiu Ting ,
Yun Yi ,
Her . (:

that's all for real life wishes ,
haha ,
will update more on who wished me in other ways ,
THANKS everyone . (:
sadly ,
i got birthday bashed by 9 people . ):
time now is 4.20 pm ,
it's time for me to prepare and go to East Coast ,
Honeh's BBQ . :D
Updating soon . ;D
with photos .
haha ~ :D

Love you all.
especially you ,
finally we talked for the first time this year ,
i really missed you ,

thanks for your cookies Ruyan ,
and thanks for your present Joey ~ :D
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : An Unforgettable Memory .





No pictures today , how sad ! ):
__________________________________________________________

31st March 2010 ( Wednesday )
__________________________________________________________

Today is a kick-ass day !
kinda boring though ,
school ended in a okay tone ,
slacked at faith 3-4 ,
than slowly one by one left the classroom for home ,
left only me .
so there i was .
at faith 3-3 ' 2009's classroom ,
emo-ed .
alone ,
looked at individual seats and recalling vividly who sat there ,
continued from 3pm to 5pm ,
Baby came and find me for a while before she left for dance ,
haha i'm touched ,
so yea ,
stayed in school in that particular seat until 5.30pm ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
after dinner ,
went home ,
msn ,
facebook ,
nothing do ,
bored ,
around 9 plus ,
at my window ,
Joey and Ryan came out of nowhere and wished me happy birthday ,
showing this cake ,
omg thanks bros ~ :D
so yea ,
invited them in ,
talked and stuff ,
enjoyed ,
well ,
went to Jackey's house get bike ,
than went home with Joey ,
and then i talked to babe on msn ,
as we countdown to 1st of April .
__________________________________________________________

1st April 2010 ( Thursday )
__________________________________________________________

Happy 16th Birthday to myself .
i hope i enjoy this ,
i received a number of wishes already ,
well ,
i'll list the people until the end of today ,
so yea ,
i wonder how will my birthday be in school ,
hmmm ,
last but not least ,
i wonder how will my birthday be without you by my side this time ,

6 MSN Wishes ,
14 Facebook Wishes ,
10 Sms Wishes ,
2 Call Wishes ,
1 Blog Wish ,

Thanks everyone . :D

Darling ,
i'll reply you tomorrow .
__________________________________________________________

Disrepute : So Many Things Remind Me Of You




The mister
Photobucket
Damien Ang Heng Lee
Horrendous 16
01-04-1994~ His Big Day
Single/Attached
Currently Studying In G.M.S(S)
Married To Baby Wenxin
Hers Since 09/06/10 18:00



The Wishes
The Happiness Of Everyone .





Screams And Cries





Credits

Shirleen
Jialing