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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I'm Sorry , Love
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Disrepute : Confused But Confirmed .




Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Alrights ,
Small little update . (:
Hmmm ,
Got a called From Jurong Police HQ ,
asking me go down tomorrow for some purpose , >.>
Today ah ,
practically no remedial or anything ,
didn't really listen to lessons . ;O
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29th September 2009 ( Tuesday )
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Gosh ,
Maths is getting more and more boring ,
but it's the most essential subject ,
Geez .
alrights ,
let's skip to after school ,
apparently ,
was suppose to meet melissa at bugis ,
for Jubeat . :X
but than ,
she was unable to make it due to her work ,
so yea ,
hmmm ,
2.30pm ,
me and jackey reached Bugis ,
i went to Virtual-land ,
played 3 rounds of Jubeat .
than we went to Vivo city to collect his handphone .
alrights .
collected ,
went over to Habourfront mall or something ,
ate KFC ,
took bus 80 home after that ,
hmmm .
took one photo . :X
okay .
apparently that's all .
HAHA ,

Will be kinda "Busy" tomorrow .
sorry guys ,
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Final Words
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Miaowen :

Hey love ,
don't be sad about the past ,
move on ,
cause i'm there for you from now onwards <3 .

Shirley :

Don't worry carebear ,
hmmm ,
everything would be fine ! (:

That's all apparently .
cya tomorrow guys ! (:
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Picture Time ! ( 2 only ! D: )
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Me on the Left , Jackey on the right . :X



Random Thoughts . IT IS NOT CENSORED ! ;O
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Disrepute : Darling I Love You .




Monday, September 28, 2009

Facebook !
Met this new girl ,
Became my new gans ,
Her name is Miaowen ,
And she's my lover , (:
WELCOME !
haha . :X

Tomorrow ,
going to bugis and meet my girlfriend once again .
YESSS .
can't wait ! (:

Sayonara Guys ,
that's all for now . :X

To Teddy :
Cheer up my dear teddy ! (:
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Disrepute : Love Failed Me .




Sunday, September 27, 2009

It's Time For A Change ,

Goodbye EMO
HELLO HAPPINESS ! (:


Last Words
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Siyu meimei ,

Sorry uh mei ,
about earlier this afternoon ,
Now i understand how much people wanted me to change ,
you made me realise that i've overdone it .
Being emotional is something ,
Fun to me ,
but nah ,
for the benefit of others ,
i shall change ,
like you wanted me to , (:
Love My Meimei like you love your korkor (me) :D
( i don't know whether you love me a not D: )

Teddy ,

teddy teddy teddy ! (:
It's been days since we've talked to each other ,
it's because of that incident ,
that made us like this ,
but ,
i hope you'll forgive me ,
for this change of mine ,
would benefit you too . (:
Truckloads of love to you teddy . (:
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SENSE THE NEW CHANGE IN ME EVERYONE ,
but ,
it's going to take some time ,
Bear with me !
Your efforts would be recognized .

Thanks To Everyone ,
For Being There For Me ,
When I Needed You People . (:
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Disrepute : These Changes Would Take Some Time .




Saturday, September 26, 2009

Blah Blah Blah ,
Today ,
went bugis find kenneth didi ,
he was MT-ing ,
so i got bored and went to find my girlfriend ,
she was booked by so many people ! ;O
Cut queue and finally pei her a while . (:
hahaha ~

No More Words,
Now Pictures.
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25th September 2009 ( Friday )
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Typical Sleeping Beauties In Our Class (:



WOAH , Monkey Jackey .



Glen Mo.



Sitting On The Toilet Cubical . (:



Staring Competition ? ;O




This is what i called , GENG TEACHER ;D
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26th September 2009 ( Saturday )
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Reflection Picture of me and kenneth didi (:



What I Wore Today . Bleah .


That's All I Suppose
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Disrepute : Diminishing Importance.




Friday, September 25, 2009

Finally ,
Got the chance to update my blog ,
geez .
alrights ,
firstly ,
i shall dedicate a song to my mercurial self . (:
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Never Take Friendship Personal - Anberlin

There's a hatchet got a knife
When I awoke there was nothing real in this life
But dreams are so intoxicating, (intoxicating)
When you're doing this alone
Gun, rope, brick on the way
But words have no meaning when its you that says
I really do care, no baby I, I really do care!

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
In a sense gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?

Once a skeptic, now the critic
And you think that you finally found a place of your own.
Amongst the cold and timid souls
Where only failure knows your name

Look around for the closest to blame
But look no further than the hands beneath your arms
and now your 6 feet down, buried with,
with your passing fame fame fame fame.

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
In a sense gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?

Oh, oh, oh, you lie
Tell me something more than what you tried to hide
If you can't find yourself, then how can I expect to find you.
Oh, oh, oh, you cry
Tell me something more than what you try
The greatest tragedy is not your death
But a life without reason, your life has no purpose
Your life has no reason, your life has no purpose

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
In a sense gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
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Hmm ,
This song ,
it's nice ,
okay ...
now i shall update my blog a little .
Apparently ,
Thursday ,
there's nothing to write about actually ,
only that i slept at 3.30am in the morning ,
burnt midnight oil all the way ,
but in the end ,
friday's test ,
still find that it would fail .

Laughs ,
as for today ,
nothing really happened ,
just that ,
failing two test ,
stay at home ,
slept ,
nothing happened ...
as usual .
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Final Words
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To Such Disappointment In Life ,
One Would Ask Themselves ,
How Long Will They Be Able To Tolerate Such Treacherous Misery ,
Till What Extent Will They Experience ?
That Answers Are Being Dreaded Countless Times ,
Yet To No Avail ,
The Answers Seemed So Strange .
Mercurial One .

To Certain Someone ,

Seemed like i've disappointed you time and time again ,
it's the second time already ,
heh...
hope you're alrights and fine...
Just remember ,
I still care ,
but i'm afraid of hurting you once again ,
I'm sorry...
Cheer up .


Friendship ,
Something One Would Cherish And Long To Have ,
The More The Merrier People Says ,
But For Me ,
The More The More Misery It Brings ,
Apparently ,
No One Really Talks To Me ,
That's Because I'm Not Important To Them ,
Ain't That Right ?
Heh...
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Disrepute : Skeptical One .




Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Loneliness ,
The Feeling Which I Detest The Most .
Yet ,
It's The Feeling I'm Going Through Every Single Day .
Well ,
I'm Nothing But Just A Burden ,
What Can Be Done ?
Apparently ,
Nothing .
People Preaches Their Sympathy On Me ,
I'm Just An Attention Seeker ,
Nothing Else I Suppose ,
Their Sympathy Will Soon Divert To Hatred Towards Me ,
That's A Fact That Couldn't Be Changed .

Sorry ,
To That Certain Someone I Hurt ,
With My Annoying Messages ,
I Shall Disturb You No More ....
Cheer Up .

The Beginning Of My Misery Began At 8.33pm .
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Disrepute : Friends ? What Exactly Are They . _|_




Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Oh well ,
I Shall just slightly blogged about recently ,
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Nothing really happened though ,
just that today ,
i just went Bugis played Jubeat ,(:
YESSSSS ,
JUBEAT !
hahaha ,
addicted ,
Met some new friends ,
haha ,
That's all i suppose . :X
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Disrepute : Death Awaits Upon The Heavens




Saturday, September 19, 2009

Alrights ,
a Minor update on my life ,
Thursday nothing much happened ,
Now ,
Friday it's different (:
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18th September 2009 ( Friday )
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School ended 1.50 as usual ,
went to my grandma's to change into my home clothes ,
was raining at that time ,
had to run to the MRT ,
Geez ,
reached MRT at 2.30 ,
but Ryan was nowhere to be seen ,
saw Luke and Co ,
slacked with them a while ,
until Ryan came ,
Ryan and Joey came slowly after that ,
So we set off to Bugis Junction ,
Was finding Yewching meimei and xiuting nuer ,
but couldn't find them ,
hmmm ,
it's been a while since i've gone out with them ,
i wonder how long is that....
alrights ,
met up at the escalator outside the Arcade ,
went to Sakae Sushi ,
Laughs ,
Spent a few hours there ,
had this small Competition of seeing who eats more plates ,
Gosh ,
obviously i won ,
Ryan ate 9 i ate 13 ,
but when the bill came ,
i had to pay the most . T-T
The bill was $92.30 ,
i paid $32 ,
Wtf ?
okay ,
went to the arcade afterwards ,
i finally got attracted to Jubat or something like that ,
bought the card $6 ,
Per game $2 ,
i wasted 2 games without inserting the card ,
how dumb ,
alrights ,
Joey went to his church after that ,
so we went Iluma a while ,
Arcade again ,
Dots ,
spent $2 ,
alrights ,
hmmm ,
Apparently ,
I've spent $42 altogether ,
FUCK NO ,
that's like my 2 weeks pocket money without eating ,
Oh no , it's time to starve again . ;/
Took 63 home ,
walked everyone home ,
That's all Folks ,
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What I Wore That Day . Hate my bangs D:



Seriously Hate My Bangs , D:



Group Photo ! < /3 my bangs ! D:



R.I.P , Nose Length Fringe , Imy . T-T

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Disrepute : What A Sudden Twist To Our Story .




Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Today huh ,
Seriously ,
sucked horribly ,
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16th September 2009 ( Wednesday )
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School started with a fucking bad tone ,
got caught last minute by that fucked up Mr Gauge , -'-
Cut my nose length fringe away ,
now it's at my forehead there ,
banks somemore ,
cut my fingernails also ,
fucked ,
after that ,
During P.E
recieved a sms from twinnie ,
hais ,
summary is ,
TODAY IS MY WORST DAY ,
Who cares about my hair ,
you're more important ,
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To Valerie Leo Hui Shi
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I'm sorry to have caused so much troubles to you twinnie ,
i hope this decision of yours would at least ,
make your life happier ,
there's nothing else that'll make me happy but your happiness ,
Good luck for your oncoming EOY ,
i'll do my best too ,
no matter what ,
remember those times we had ,
I'm ....
Sorry ....
May This Breakup Bring Forth Your Happiness And Release Your Curfew .
May You be Happy , Wherever you are , whenever is it .
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Disrepute : The Beginning Of The End .




Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Too tired to post currently ,
so i'll just summaries my days ,
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14th September 2009 ( Monday )
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How fast ,
start of school already ,
laughs ,
practically nothing much happened today ,
just got caught in hair check ,
at home emo ,
same old routine .

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15th September 2009 ( Tuesday )
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To start with ,
i'm fucking tired at the moment ,
i don't know why neither ,
haven't been THIS tired for quite some time already ,
anyways ,
today ,
nothing special also ,
school still sucked badly ,
had counseling ,
laughs ,
maths remedial after that ,
it's 3.30pm + when i released ,
went to find Daddy at 108 ,
went Grandlink after that as honey say wait there for her ,
reached there ,
LAN-ed while waiting for honey ,
i left daddy and went out and chatted with honey ,
i can tell she's a bit ,
out of mood today ,
so yea ,
nothing much ,
just sharing about stuffs ,
here and there ,
soon it's 6+pm ,
went over to Geylang Serai or whatever you spell that ,
there's a Pasar Malam going on there ,
so yea ,
Was having gastric that time ,
so i ALMOST ,
fainted ,
so yea ,
honey went home ,
daddy went home too ,
and i went to my grandma's to dinner ,
now i'm here ,
blogging ,
apparently i'm too tired ,
it's 10.21pm now ,
oh laughs ,
How Miserable Can Life Be ,
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Disrepute : Pathetic Pessimist .




Sunday, September 13, 2009

LEAVE Me Alone.

Disrepute : It's Over Before It Began .




Saturday, September 12, 2009

Update update time !
Wondering what really happened to me today ? (:
Here's the story !
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11th September 2009 ( Friday ) 2nd last day of holiday D:
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Woke up about 10.40am ,
immediately a while later recieved honey's sms ,
Where should we go later on and etc ,
smsed with her while i used my computer ,
Ahh hah ,
was suppose to meet siyu meimei at first ,
but she had to be with her grandma then ,
so yea ,
waited at home ,
listening to songs ,
honey then told me ,
3pm at Whitesand mall ,
Okay ,
that time it was around 1.45 pm i suppose ,
Kimberly jie said she could join us . (:
so yea ,
I started preparing myself ,
Prepared and bus-ed to MRT ,
sms-ed with meimei ,
she was suppose to wear long sleeve formal like me !
but she never . D:
smsing with her while i waited for jie at Kallang MRT station ,

okay...
she was kinda late ,
2.50+ she reached the MRT ,
than we just waited for the next train ,
hopped on ,
chatted about oncoming events ,
so yeaaaaa ,
meimei reached Pasir Ris faster than us ,
we reached slightly later ,
jie met meimei for the first time ,
at first they were like so ,
Stranger . o.o
but slowly they got close together and started talking . (:
we went to Kopitiam of Whitesand mall first ,
got ourselves Lunch , (:
hahaha ,
i ate Fried Wanton Noodles ! :D

so yea ,
honey then reached ,
she brought her korkor along ,
went over and socialised with him .
so yea ,
daddy reached a while later ,
fetched him along with honey her kor whereas jie and meimei ,
went to get something together .
After they're back ,
We decided to go Vivo ,
went over to the Bus Interchange ,
uh....
wanted to take 58 or 56 if i remember correctly ,
but suddenly 88 came ,
than we changed our mind ,
went to Bishan instead ,
Got on 88 ,
Gosh ,
i practically emo-ed the whole trip on bus ,
listened to music and emo-ed ,
Was fucking cold too ,
SHIVERING ,
got down finally ,
went to toilet , (:

than uh ,
walked around Junction 8 ,
was 5+pm then ,
chose Pizza Hut over Swensens for our dinner ,
Ate couple meal i suppose ?
i was still emoing then ,
but emotion getting better halfway through in Pizza Hut ,
Honey and her kor went out ,
don't really know do what ,
than uh ,
me ,
daddy ,
meimei and jie ,
Ordered Dessert , (:
Chatted and laughed over it ,
Cracked many jokes too ,
Called honey back ,
Settled The bill ,
Paid up everything ,
went over to ATM Machine ,
for honey uh ,
bank in money ,
than we just chatted and everything ,
wanted to go Changi at first ,
but dropped the idea ,
stonned at the bus interchange ,
i had this terrible stomache ,
walked to this pillar ,
leaned on it because i was about to faint ,
okay ,
felt a LITTLE better ,
went over to a playground ,
was sitting there ,
Bearing the pain .

After that ,
bus-ed back to Pasir ris ,
Chatted and laughed a lot on the bus ,
meimei got down first ,
followed by honey ,
Then ,
honey's kor ,
me ,
daddy and jie ,
got down at Pasir ris ,
had a fast casual chat ,
Bid farewell to honey's kor ,

Next stop !
TOILET ! (:
because my stomach pain was unbearable ! ):
okay ,
At whitesand mall's toilet ,
practically felt better after everything ,
uh ,
jie and daddy say too early ,
than we MRT-ed to Kallang ,
slacked near the old Manjusri School ,
talked about stuffs ,
RANDOMLY ,
than uh ,
daddy say go bridge sit sit ,
okay ,
went there ,
Took some emo pictures too (:

After a while ,
Sent jie home ,
walked to Bus stop with daddy ,
took 63 to his house opposite ,
i ran home . D:
uh ,
12.30+ when i reached home ,
Now i'm blogging . (:
2.11am . :X
Okay bah .
that's suppose to be everything .

Had fun ,
Thanks a lot , (:
Pictures tomorrow yea ? (:
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Picture TIME ! (:
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How i dressed today (:



MRT ZILIAN MADNESS ;O



Plaster Plaster on my face ! D:



Emo Picture ! i like sia . :D



Me and daddy (:



siyu meimei and jiejie like so close le wor .



Me wearing spects (:



Toilet Pictures . :D



ZI high in pizza hut . LOL GAY



Cute huh ? (:



The two Couple pizza we ordered.



I'm sorry , i'm just a cheese lover . :D



OMG CHOCOLATE WITH ICE CREAM <3

Mei ah mei , don't rape my jiejie ;O



Family Photo . ;X ( Missing Daddy and Honey )



meimei and meeee (: *peace*



Daddy jie and me , cannot see their faces but only mine . D:



Bahhhh . 2nd round .



Roar ! (:



If only you're beside me right now to complete this ...


Emo Elmo ! (:


Alrights ,
that's about all .
HAHA ,
to just summaries the day ,
emo-ed in the beginning ,
but ended up being all so hyped up ,
Thanks honey ,
Love you loads ! :D

Other people like jie ,
meimei and daddy ,
Thanks too ,
As for daddy ,
You can practically cheer me up ,
with that WTF face you always give me ,
hahaha ,
so funny ,
as for mei uh ,
always get made fun of .
laughed so hard sometimes ,
due to daddy's joke also .
jie uh ,
for you ,
you know what i've gone through ,
so yea ,
at least you can help me too ! (:

Love you all ,
honey ,
jie ,
mei ,
daddy ,
Twinnie . <3

Thanks for your love / care .
HAHA ! (:
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Disrepute : True Friends , Does That Exist ?




Friday, September 11, 2009

Alrights ,
Some general update on what happened after i went off to study ,
Here goes (:
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10th September 2009 ( Thursday ) AFTERNOON to NIGHT
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So i went off to find jie ,
bus-ed to MRT station ,
met up with her ,
Bahhhh ,
walked to MacDonalds ,
studied for a moment ,
Quanyin came into the picture ,
Chatted about the Chocolate of the Hot Fudge ,
Laughed and had some fun ,
jie's bf came and study ,
but at another different table ,
okay ....
how weird ,
so yea ,
continued studying all the way ,
until 6 pm + ,
i went to my grandma's ,
ate dinner ,
finished and went to Jianming's house ,
took back my $10 ,
went home straight ,
rest a while and went to Block 108 ,
walked and talked with jie on the way to MRT ,
i suggested to slack at her house there ,
so we slacked under her house block ,
had a heart-2-heart chat ,
it's been a while huh ? (:
got hungry and went for beancurd ,
loads of memories too .
Haha ,
continued talking for a while ,
went back to the void deck table ,
continued talking until 10.30 something ,
waited her until she went up ,
than i took mrt home ,
haha ,
hmmm ,
Reached home ,
chatted with honey , meimei , matt , jie and daddy ,
Okay ,
shall let jie know them one of the days ,
hahaha ,
alrights ,
That's all i suppose ,
oh ya ,
last thing ,
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To KimberlyTan Jie ,

You know , you've seen me through the good and my bad times ,
experienced the same thing with me , but sometimes worst or
maybe not as worst as mine , but still , thank you , for being
there for me whenever i needed , though we had conflicts in the
past , isn't that something that brought us closer together ? (:
We'll do some catching up after my exams alrights ?
and i'll introduce you to new friends like you wanted ! haha !
Last Long , i hope you guys would , Have faith in your exams too .
Jiayious in your O's (:

To Shaomin Honey ,

Honey ah , though i've known you for a few months only , we have
already bonded so close together , maybe it's the common things we
had that brought us this close , but no matter what is the reason ,
you're one of the closer people i have now also . (:
Last long with korkor okay ? (: i shall buy you some banana to
rememeber him alrights ? (:

To ValerieLeo Twinnie ,

Ahhh , My dear Valerie , or should i say , Amelia , haha !
hmm , you know , i'm constantly blaming myself for your lost curfew ,
but there's no point in blaming myself too , cause it wouldn't
make you lose your curfew , but still , twinnie , i'll work hard !
i'll do anything in my power to make my life brighter . alrights ?
I'll be loving you from afar , Remember that . (:

ValerieLeoHuiShi , I , DamienAngHengLee , Loves you (:
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Disrepute : A Vacation For The Pessimist .




Thursday, September 10, 2009

Yay! I'm invading Henglee's blog! :D
with his permission, of course.
I guess I shouldn't reveal my name, so keep on guessing
Anyway, he's internet connection is worse than mine!
even though we're experiencing almost the same problem, haha.
Starhub's fault!

To Mr. DamienAngHengLee;
Study hard k, well, at least believe in yourself.
I know you can do it! You must believe that you wouldn't retain!
when you need a friend, i'm always here! AND YOU KNOW YOU CAN TRUST ME :D
No matter whatever happens, look on the bright side!
Don't always think negatively ok!
And today, i can really see that you've grown up (:
if you need a study partner, i'm always here because i also need to study!
And we both only can study outside because at home, there'll always be distractions! Haha.
all the best in whatever you do!

Signing off.





Okay ,
Finally back with some updates . (:
Hey , can't blame me yea , My internet was THAT lousy . D:
okay . 3 days of update , here goes . (:

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8th September 2009 ( Tuesday )
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Woke up in the morning as usual ,
this time ,
waited for Kenneth di and Eugene ,
as they're coming my house ,
because we're going out later in the day ,
so yea ,
they reached Paya Lebar at 12pm + ,
i walked there and fetch them ,
Walked them to my house ,
okay .
hmmm .
di brought his laptop ,
which i used to transfer two games ,
but ended up only one could be played .
Geez .
Okay ,
and around 4.30pm we set off ,
went to Clarke Quay ,
was suppose to go to this Shuffle Party ,
which needs to pay $10 ,
i was like ,
HUH ?
what kind of shuffle party needs money ,
so we reached there ,
Natalie came to us ,
i just asked her ,
Underage party is it ?
she nodded ,
OMG man ,
i knew it ,
LOL ,
very pai seh you know ,
went there never go in . :X
okay lah .
uh ....
went Burger King and eat something ,
Followed by slacking ,
slacked here and there ,
but ended up slacking near Singapore River ,
Scary ,
can fall off the ledge any moment . ._.
okay .
so honey asked me whether want to find her ,
i agreed and cabbed down there , (Bugis)
it was $9.15 .
Wtf .
There was ERP ,
what to do .
okay .
met up with honey at Bugis Parco ,
than ,
walked around ,
Eugene and di lor ,
SO Anti - Social ,
nevermind ,
lol .
so we walked around here and there ,
went to Iluma's Arcade ,
played Blazblue with di ,
too pro for me .
pang seh them ,
went toilet with honey ,
than after that ,
went to Macdonalds which is near Bugis Street there ,
ate Hot Fudge that honey bought me <3 ,
slacked and talked ,
sent di and eugene to MRT ,
than i slacked with honey ,
walked about ,
than got too attracted by this plane glass ,
took photos together ,
can see that honey's very high all of a sudden ,
hmmm ,
so yea ,
walked and talked until 10.30pm +
Took bus 80 home ,
Whereas honey continued sitting on the bus ,
laughs ,
Enjoyed myself ,
2nd Day Of Hoilday ,
Enjoyable .
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9th September 2009 ( Wednesday ) -aka o9/o9/o9
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Laughs ,
Went mac to study with Pangann , Eric , Kin Hurng and Willie .
Yeehong was at mac too ,
studying with her sister .
i can tell you guys ,
seriously can't study ,
ended up chatting about loads of random stuffs ,
hahaha ,
okay ,
so they all left because they were going to Keefe's house ,
me and willie stayed on and went to yeehong ,
studied a while ,
than they all came my house ,
slacked a while ,
than we're suppose to go out ,
but hai ,
got SO bored we just walked around places ,
walked back to mac first ,
to think of where should we be going ,
than went off to Sims Drive to find Keng Hao ,
as he said he could come out ,
but don't know where and he's lazy ,
Hmmm ,
found kenghao ,
slacked ,
talked and stuff ,
than ate at a nearby hawker as we were hungry ,
okay ,
went back to find keng hao again ,
but left in a while ,
Sent willie home followed by yee hong ,
okay ,
went home ,
rested a while ,
went off to vivo ,
slacked at the Sky Garden ,
Thinking of past memories ,
Flashbacks just came flowing back to me ,
went back home at 8pm + ,
reached home at 9pm ,
msn-ed ,
played Crysis Warhead ,
talked with Ryan on the phone ,
so yea ,
apparently it's so boring ,
when it's around 2am when i completed the game ,
was going to sleep ,
but ended up chatting with teddy on msn until 5am ,
haha ,
went to sleep thens ,
Teddy ! Cheer up ! (:
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10th September 2009 ( Thursday )
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Wow ,
it's the 4th day of holidays already ,
Geez ,
okay ,
went breakfast with QY sister and yeehong ,
Adeon joined in after that ,
than ,
me and Adeon went for our Dental appointment ,
saw Jackey on the way ,
went in together ,
got myself Scaling ,
now my teeth's white !
haha ,
but my gum bleed a lot , D:
uhh ,
after everything ,
went Mac with Adeon ,
as i said i would pei him until he eat finish ,
so uh ,
he ate ,
i played psp ,
nothing else ,
went home for me ,
he went somewhere else ,
i don't know where though ,
hmmm ,
Currently blogging now as you can see ,
will be studying with kimberly jiejie later at mac ,
so yea ,
updating at night .
haha (:
But i shall keep you occupied with some pictures for now . (:
ENJOY .
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Picture Time ! (:
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Taken at one of the random toilets of Iluma (:



Kenneth didi ! (:



Eugene DHE Pro Shuffler . :X



Arghhh . zilian madness (:



Honey is high ! O.O



Honey and meeee (: *twist*



How do i look ? (:



lalala . (:



Emo Picture ! :D



Wtf was i doing ! ;O



Mirror That Made My Heart Whole .



Far picture . (:



Closer !



*Adds a peace sign* HAHA . :X
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Disrepute : Memories That Haunts The Living




Monday, September 7, 2009

Retrace : Sang by Anberlin
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Oh how I've tried to get you out of my head
And I lied, the broken words I said
Never thought I'd walk on this street again
Standing where it all began

And I tried to forget
When I left this town
But it takes me right back
When I come back around

Retrace the steps we took on that lost summer night
I'm back there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met,
Worlds away, counting backwards while the stars are falling

Oh now I find, every subtle thing screams your name
It reminds me of places and times we shared
Couldn't live locked in these memories
Now I'm chained to my thoughts again

And I tried to forget
When I left this town
But I'll take you right back
If you come back around

Retrace the steps we took on that lost summer night
I'm back there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met,
Worlds away, counting backwards while the stars are falling

I need some shelter, I need some safety
Photographs, they haunt me lately
Chasing shadows as the evening takes me
I'm still searching, but the picture's fading

Retrace the steps we took on that lost summer night
I'm back there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met,
Worlds away, counting backwards...still counting backwards

And nowhere else has ever felt like home
And I can't fall asleep when I'm lying here alone
I replay your voice, it's like you're here
You moved the earth, but now the sky is falling

Retrace the steps we took on that lost summer night
In my mind I'm back by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we met,
Worlds away, counting backwards while the stars are falling
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This song is my favorite as it's kinda ,
Emotional .
Hah .
Okay ,
Shall Elaborate slightly about today ,
Realised About certain things ,
Regarding life and death and etc ,
Being so emotional and everything now ,
Hurts me a lot,
But ,
Even if i'm hurt ,
No one's there to help ,
As one by one just gives up on me ,
Most of them ,
Kept telling me that they wouldn't give up ,
but they already did ,
Contradictions ,
False Hopes ,
So why bother showing my hurt at all ,
Maybe ,
Maybe not ,
It's a difficult situation ,
I've decided to isolate myself ,
But people suddenly shown me care,
Or is it ?
Hais ,
Confused yet Painful ,
Change the world ,
Change yourself....
Give Myself In For All The Mistakes ,
Isolation ....
I'm a pessimist ,
That fact would not change ....
Cause I'm tired of who I am .

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Damien's Emotional Thoughts .
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Disrepute : An Optimistic Pessimist .




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Damien Ang Heng Lee
Horrendous 16
01-04-1994~ His Big Day
Single/Attached
Currently Studying In G.M.S(S)
Married To Baby Wenxin
Hers Since 09/06/10 18:00



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