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Remnants Of Reminiscent

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Friday, May 28, 2010

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23rd May 2010 ( Sunday )
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well ,
did nothing much at home ,
that's what i can say ,
audition here and there ,
but got very bored of it very quickly ,
well then ,
took afternoon naps all the way till evening ,
ate dinner and well ,
just technically used the desktop of mine ,
until late at night ,
i can't really tell anyone what really happened ,
because i don't actually remember anything ,
well ,
blame me for not posting daily ,
and my laziness ,
gosh .
Slept late in the night ,
trying to accompany someone if i'm not wrong .
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24th May 2010 ( Monday )
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went back to school and well ,
continued on test paper corrections and some boring stuffs ,
Core geog is the only subject i'm well interested in ,
other then that ,
well ,
i don't like it ,
Recently just so fucked up everywhere here and there ,
in the morning ,
during lessons ,
after school ,
it's still the same old thing ,
geez ,
can't i just quit it already i wonder ,
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25th May 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Received a call from Jurong HQ today ,
asking me to go down with my parents tomorrow ,
well ,
told my mom about it ,
mom told me to tell my father about it ,
gosh ,
did nothing much in school today ,
exclusive at home too ,
cause it's just technically the same old routine ,
hais ,
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26th May 2010 ( Wednesday )
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skipped morning assembly as i was with Jackey and Melson ,
did our usual routine ,
went to the market to eat breakfast ,
Met up with Charles ,
Ron ,
Ryan and Guo sheng ,
after eating breakfast ,
we just walked to school slowly ,
after that ,
we skipped the late part ,
escaped from it totally ,
ran away from the security guards ,
oh well ,
for me is slacking period from 9 am to 10 am ,
as it's interhouse competition ,
stayed in class and slack with the girls in my class ,
well ,
played some childish games which i used to play ,
played with Jeanette ,
Huiting ,
Inn kee ,
Peck han and Yanting ,
it's kinda stupid from what i can see ,
but still ,
enjoyed it a little ,
after time's up ,
it's recess time ,
ate breakfast with inn kee and than ,
went to the Home economics block to have this "sparing competition"
well ,
i sparred with Lin Cheng ,
there's no real winner ,
both of us just put up a good fight i suppose ,
laughed over the fights and stuff ,
sadly there's no recordings of those fights . ):
i wanted to see how i fought like ,
geez ,
oh well ,
after that session ,
went back to class ,
it's time for some class cleaning time ,
didn't really cleaned the class though ,
just merely shifted the tables here and there ,
nothing else ,
alright ,
principal talk after that ,
it's fucking 2 boring hours ,
just slept there ,
doing nothing at all ,
well ,
after school ,
went to primary school immediately to see my sister's teachers ,
teachers of hers told her negatively about her studies ,
oh well ,
got to make her study hard i suppose ,
well then ,
went to eat lunch with my mom and dad ,
after that ,
went home for a change of clothes and off to Jurong HQ ,
was late for the appointment time ,
but well ,
quarreled with my parents in the police station ,
went to see the mdm in charge of my case ,
and well ,
i got a terrible lecture for my dressing and standing posture ,
terrible ,
such a fierce woman . >.>
and on top of that ,
she's the same surname as me ,
gosh ,
well ,
after the case ,
went to Jurong Point and ate dinner there ,
after eating dinner there ,
my family just went home ,
as for me ,
i stayed on for Arcade ,
after a moment ,
went to Lakeside to find Kendrick for the MT Present card ,
meanwhile ,
i called Kenneth ,
well then ,
me and Kenneth walked all the way to Jurong Point from lakeside ,
it's fucking far i swear ,
when we reached ZoneX of Jurong point ,
met up with awesome friend ,
played a round of MT and Jubeat ,
saw Xaiver didi ,
he was going to watch Prince Of Persia and the Sands Of Time ,
oh well ,
took bus and got separated with awesome friend ,
i went to Kenneth's house ,
played a little of his computer games ,
AND FUCK ,
MY DESKTOP CRASHED ,
NO MORE DESKTOP FOR ME . ):
oh well ,
sat MRT home ,
it was so tiring that i slept throughout the journey ,
used the spare laptop i had ,
but it's still quite ,
sucky ,
how sad ,
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27th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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well ,
went to Marina square with 3 of my friends named J-A-Y
Kendrick came soon after ,
A and Kendrick played MT with me ,
was getting thrashed ,
hais ,
i kinda suck at using s.B.s , ):
oh well ,
soon soon !
i shall train until i'm pro ,
oh well ,
after that ,
J-A-Y and me went up as they wanted to smoke ,
than after that eating session ,
nothing much ,
Kendrick and Eugene went to Bugis ,
whereas me and J-A-Y went around walking and walking ,
Newurbanmale ,
Esplanade ,
Singapore River ,
some places we slacked at ,
geez ,
took MRT home after that ,
didn't dared to go to my grandma's for dinner ,
as it's like 11pm ,
sure to get a super huge scolding ,
oh well ,
didn't end up going ,
slacked a while at 108 then went home ,
when i reached home ,
got this super long lecture by my father ,
like 30 - 45 minutes ,
fuck ,
oh well ,
used the computer and nothing much ,
that's all of my life at the moment i suppose ,
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Final Countdown .
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1 Day More ,
and that will spell the rise of my misery ,
how ironic ,
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Disrepute : The Dying Day




Sunday, May 23, 2010

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Picture Of The Day .
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Car accident on my way back home ,
19th May .
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18th May 2010 ( Tuesday )
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The fear of our lives struck us all Secondary 3 Students .
well ,
it's the taking of our exam results time .
gosh ,
i myself will find it a miracle if i manage to scrape through everything ,
well ,
got back my results one by one ,
failed 3 passed 2 ,
gosh ,
looked rather disappointing ,
after school ,
just went home straight ,
at home ,
nothing to do at all ,
just merely emo and stuff ,
well ,
at night leh ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
than went home again ,
computer time till night than slept .
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19th May 2010 ( Wednesday )
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well ,
got back ALL my results ,
i felt really stupid ,
retain already still get such a result ,
well ,
i got only 3 passes .
gosh ,
so yea ,
after school ,
went to find Jackey ,
seemed like he got a ball stuck up high in some building ,
tried to get it down with many ways ,
but still failed ,
well ,
after that went 108 with Melson and Jackey ,
slacked a while here and there ,
after that we slacked at block 109 ,
a lot of people lo .
slack slack slack ,
than quan yin came to me with her lappy problems ,
uh ,
well ,
many people was busy trying to solve it ,
i just brought it home to my dad to solve it ,
on the way reaching home ,
there was an accident at PIE ,
i assume it's 4 cars crashing into one another .
kinda cool ,
see how damaged is the car ,
anywayssss ,
when i reached home ,
i just immediately went to bed ,
and slept all the way ,
woke up at 11pm and my dad was fixing the lappy ,
he just finished fixing it ,
well ,
i just continued to sleep until the next day ,
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20th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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well ,
lessons are getting more and more boring ,
that i can assure you ,
after school and i got nowhere to go ,
just went home ,
slack slack and stuff ,
emo ,
nothing to do ,
well ,
evening reached and quanyin came to my house ,
claimed her laptop from me ,
she seemed very happy that it's fixed ,
lol ,
well ,
she said she'll treat me a big big meal ,
alright . :D
nothing much happened today really ,
just went to my grandma's ,
dinner ,
usual shit ,
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21st May 2010 ( Friday )
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Was being sent to another class during physics lesson ,
cause didn't brought his workbook ,
whatever ,
slept on the table for his one period ,
haha ,
well ,
after school ,
i went to find Jackey ,
bought our usual stuff ,
split half half ,
than guosheng ,
melson and j tan and jianmin and jackey and ryan z ,
we all just slacked at 110 ,
soon everyone left except me guosheng and melson ,
we slacked a while longer ,
than we went home too ,
i went home and bathed ,
immediately after that i took the train to Bishan ,
than somerset ,
met Eugene and well ,
we are wanting to find job ,
walked the whole orchard and somerset ,
no jobs at all ,
how sad ,
we walked all the way to Bugis after that ,
ate at Big Bird ,
after that went to arcade ,
saw Darren and ahpui they all ,
than we played one round in the arcade ,
sexy was there too ,
after that neh ,
darren ,
sexy ,
me and eugene plus Gina ,
went to the staircase at the arcade to slack ,
stayed in arcade a while more ,
tested my new team car ,
s.B.s ,
nothing much ,
after that i brought Eugene to MRT than i went home ,
when i reached home ,
i was so busy emoing ,
fattymon seemed not interested in me ,
how sad ,
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22nd May 2010 ( Saturday )
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talked to fattymon ,
she didn't go out today ,
that's what she told me at least ,
Went to Marina Square to Tune ,
awesome great time ,
didn't really earn and stars though ,
kept playing with wy bro ,
after that ,
kenneth ,
Eugene ,
me and wy bro ,
we went to JustAcia ,
we ate there ,
gosh ,
made me lend $6 from bro ,
now i owe another person $6 ,
the free flow of drink and ice-cream is just too awesome ,
food's great too ,
that's what i can say ,
everything there is just ,
well ,
perfect . :D
took mrt to Bugis after that ,
reached the arcade and i got this HUGE lecture by Kelvin ,
gosh ,
played 3 matches ,
Doremon trashed me badly . ):
oh well ,
after that i went to Bugis Street with kenneth ,
selected some bermudas for him ,
after that we went to Topman a while ,
then after that ,
went to Iluma sky garden ,
usual place ,
slacked and played some game ,
me and Eugene did some shuffling too ,
well ,
nothing much ,
went to Big Bird after that ,
it's already 11pm then ,
drank ice-cold water . :D
well ,
took the train home ,
when reached home ,
i went downstairs to find ahgong ,
it's 12.45 AM then ,
met Ahgong and we slacked and talked about stuff ,
walked to this 24 hours mini-mart and bought drinks ,
after that walked back to the wet market at my house there ,
slacked a while more than his girlfriend came by taxi ,
well ,
apparently she's drunk and stuff ,
and ahgong had to take care of her ,
so well ,
didn't really slack too long ,
went home and reached home at 1.50 AM ,
played a little audi when i'm at home ,
and now ,
i'm really bored ,
that Cherie went to watch movie instead of talking to me ,
gosh ,
i'm damn emo-ish .
i got no one to talk to . ):
oh well ,
i shall turn in for now i suppose ,
or maybe not ....
4.19 AM at the moment ,
gosh ,
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Final Words
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Hey ,
Since you know that she doesn't love you ,
why do you even bother trying to love her ?
what's wrong with you henglee ,
seriously ,
you're so stubborn everytime ,
you just don't get it do you ,
she'll never come back to you ,
she'll never be the same even if she does come back to you ,
just give up ,
be happy for the things that you got around you ,
but not be sad for those that you've lost ,
i know you're losing everyone ,
that's because you're stubborn and stupid ,
don't you see ?
give those up and you'll face a life filled with happiness everywhere ,
believe in this and you shall strive in life ,

how ironic ,
i can't do it .
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Disrepute : It's Too Late For Regrets .




Tuesday, May 18, 2010



Hong Kong Cafe is just awesome .
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17th May 2010 ( Monday )
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The time now is 2.52 AM ,
and it's Tuesday now ,
i'm just merely updating what happened yesterday ,
so yea ,
school's on later ,
geez . ):
Well ,
woke up and immediately seconds after that ,
received message from inn kee than following ,
a call from awesome friend Natalie ,
well ,
it's all wake up calls ,
hmm ,
used the computer a moment and i had to rush to find Inn Kee ,
cycled to Paya lebar station ,
totally forgotten about bringing a lock for the bicycle ,
well ,
took some time to reach East Coast Park ,
i swear that Yanting ,
anyhow told us that there's like ,
so many people waiting for just me and inn kee ,
so well ,
i quickly rushed there for no reason ,
what the hell ,
when i reach there ,
there's only 5 people ,
i was like what the hell . ._.
so anyways ,
rented a bike and cycled to Bedok Jetty ,
visited Uncle Ang and stuff ,
stayed at Jetty a while ,
slacked like 20 minutes ,
than cycle all the way to Changi there ,
reaching the airport already ,
we ran out of time ,
so ya ,
well ,
Inn kee's bike so many fucked up problems ,
keep need me to touch the chain with my fingers ,
kept dirtying my fingers ,
omg i hate his bike ,
well ,
nothing much after that ,
reached the place with inn kee last ,
everyone was waiting for us ,
but well ,
Huiting and Yanting had to go first ,
so ya ,
the rest of us walked to Parkway's Hawker center ,
cause well ,
we don't have much money ,
uh ,
after eating hawker ,
Jeanette and Gavin took bus home together ,
omg i'm jealous . ):
hmm ,
me ,
inn kee and peck han ,
we walked a distance ,
after that we cabbed home instead ,
cabbed to inn kee's house there ,
than i separated from peck han ,
cycled to my house there ,
saw Jeanette and Gavin ,
SO SLOW ,
well ,
bid farewell to them and went to find Honeh ,
she came to my area today . (:
slacked with honeh and ah gong at my house downstairs ,
than after a while ah ma came ,
ah gong and ah ma ,
well ,
i don't really know how to describe them ,
lovely couple ?
okay anyways ,
ah gong and ah ma took cab to somewhere ,
whereas me and honeh ,
i brought her to cheers there ,
she took 80 home and i just cycled to my grandma's for dinner ,
well ,
after dinner quickly cycled home ,
nothing to do at home ,
just well ,
same old usual routine ,
like seriously ,
life's like this daily ,
i wonder what life really has installed for us sometimes ,
cause we're just merely doing the same thing over and over again ,
go to school in the morning ,
go home or go find friends in the afternoon ,
go home and rot in front of a computer at night ,
like seriously ,
i don't really know what life is about anymore ,

well ,
the reason why i'm staying up late nowadays is for you ,
i'm "accompanying" you ,
even though i'm not talking to you ,
because i don't dare to talk to you ,
i just constantly ,
check on your profile ,
hoping that you would just offline early ,
i really hope you would sleep early ,
what's the use of being like this ,
don't be too emo ,
i'm always there when you need me alright , (:
guess you'll never know that i'm all these while ,
waiting for you to sleep first ,
before i turn in to bed .
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Disrepute : The Pathetic Loner .




Monday, May 17, 2010



Picture Taken with Ru Yan sister today ~ (:
at East Coast Park Earlier Today .
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16th May 2010 ( Sunday )
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Well ,
it's quite a long day today .
okay ,
went to Somerset to find Jackey and Tatoon ,
not sure how to spell his fucked up name ,
oh well ,
uh ,
we cabbed down East Coast Park from there ,
started to rain suddenly ,
went to Burger King and eat ,
Ryan Chow came soon after that ,
well ,
it's drizzling outside and we rented bikes from Cycleland ,
after that cycle ALL the way to my workplace there ,
seek shelter ,
well ,
after that leh ,
went back Area C find Faith 4-4 people .
they having bbq there ,
so ya ,
stayed with them a while ,
than after that went to Cycleland return one bike as ,
Ryan needs to go already ,
so yea ,
parted from him and went back to the shelter ,
slacked with them ,
soon after that ,
we realized need to return bike already ,
went to return the bikes ,
than went Superbowl ,
nothing much there ,
walked to Parkway after that ,
it was raining so heavily ,
fuck ,
drenched in the rain ,
oh well ,
after that ,
reached Parkway parade ,
went to the arcade to play Maximum Tune a while ,
hmm ,
than played finish ,
cabbed to Aljunied ,
than i continue cabbing down to Kallang ,
waited like 40 minutes for SOMEONE to pass me the bike ,
geez ,
cycled home ,
ate dinner ,
and well ,
emo .

You know ,
i dare not talk to you ,
because i'm afraid that i might say something wrong ,
that might agitate you once again ,
well ,
i hope you get over the matters soon ,
don't always sleep so late ,
you've been sleeping so late lately ,
i'm worried for you ,
hey ,
sleep early yea ,
after all ,
i dote on you the most . (:

- EDIT -

Current time now is 4.23 am ,
and you're still online ,
gosh ,
please sleep early ,
i'm still waiting for you to go to sleep ,
well i hope you know that ,
constantly checking on you ,
felt like stalking you but i'm not ,
i'm just concerned about you .
hais .
12 more days for me ,
The Thousandth Day Shall Bring Pain .
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Disrepute : Regrets Is A Part Of Misery




Saturday, May 15, 2010



Dear oh dear ,
i wonder when are you free from the O levels ,
cause sometimes ,
i really really need you somehow ,
cause you are the only one excluding my sister ,
can really help me . ):
SISTER AND YINYIN DEAR ,
why are you two always so busy for me . ):
okay lah ,
not really both your fault ,
one has poly ,
another has O's .
how sad , ):
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13th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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Took my physics paper today ,
don't really think i'll do well for this ,
well ,
slacked in school canteen with inn kee and Shanda bro ,
until Inn kee had to return back to class ,
so ya ,
i brought shanda bro back to mrt than i went home ,
walked the very very long way home ,
did nothing much yea ,
then went library after a while with Jackey ,
was waiting for Charles who ended up never come ,
so yea ,
uh ,
went to my grandma's eat dinner ,
went home ,
facebook ,
msn ,
same old usual routine .
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14th May 2010 ( Friday )
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D&T Paper sucked ,
horrendously ,
i swear ,
well ,
after the paper ,
went to eat Breakfast with Charles and Jackey ,
went around doing things ,
after that pei them go school slack a while ,
then went to play with shanda bro ,
than he had to go ,
so yea ,
went to find Innkee at 108 ,
than went to my house ,
we played this what omege or something like that ,
some online chat shit with random strangers ,
then well ,
laughed over it so badly ,
than after innkee went to bohan's house ,
shujia meimei came my house sit sit a while ,
then she go already that time ,
i went to macpherson station to fetch samuel ,
he came to my house to learn Shuffle from me ,
so yea ,
taught him how to shuffle a little here and there ,
then well i brought him to macpherson station ,
than i walked to my grandma's for dinner ,
went home soon after that ,
just emo emo emo ,
it's Depression day today anyways ,
C left me ,
that's how sad i am now ,
2 weeks later of today ,
will be our 1000th Day ,
how awesome is that ,
i'll do something to celebrate it . (:
well ,
accompanied tweety till 4.30 am today ,
nothing much lah ,
than went to sleep . (:
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15th May 2010 ( Saturday )
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woke up only at 6 pm ,
how great ,
oh well ,
ate dinner ,
nothing much lo ,
played a little audition ,
listening to songs ,
seems like everyone's ignoring me ,
how great is that .

-EDIT-

well ,
it's 2.18 AM now ,
talking to honeh and Jeanette on msn ,
there's no one else to talk to ,
hmmm ,
Honeh introduced a song to me ,
Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru ,
guess i'm addicted to it now ,
cause well ,
it's quite emotional for a song ,
haha ,
thanks honeh ,
from what i can see ,
everything seemed to be getting worst for me .

- EDIT NO. 2 -

well ,
right now it's 5.02 AM ,
i still can't sleep ,
but will be going to bed now ,
just that well ,
waiting for twinnie to go to bed first . (:
nights people ,
i hope well ,
you get over him , ;/
you've been so emo nowadays .
hais .
and yet i can't do anything for you ,
i'm sorry . ):
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Final Words
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For Myself .

Hey ,
are you stupid or something ,
emoing everyday for her ,
knowing that she'll never come back you ,
you still do this ,
what's the point ,
but well ,
though she did all those to me ,
i'll still wait for you ,
after all ,
you're the one that made me believed in love once more ,
It's you that i'm waiting for all these while ,
sometimes i wonder whether have you even ,
thought about me even once after you left me since then ,
i thought about us ,
always ,
every single day ,
but well ,
it's over now ,
but our memories are still there .

14-02-10
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Disrepute : The Arrogant Idiot .




Thursday, May 13, 2010





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10th May 2010 ( Monday )
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well ,
i had my Chemistry paper first ,
i didn't sleep at all ,
and still ,
i didn't finished around 3 questions ,
gosh ,
as for History ,
don't bother ,
it's going to fail ,
gave up on one part of the essay ,
and one source base ,
die already . >.>
went home after that ,
was busy with Something .
than well ,
went out with weiyao bro after that ,
went to dhoby ghaut zoneX ,
found out that the MT machines become $2 ,
wth ,
well ,
i played one time ,
then got challengers ,
even bro challenged me ,
and yet i won 6 rounds in a row .
HAHA ,
i was so happy then okay ,
DAMN HAPPY . :D
than after that went Bugis ,
thinking that the machines would be ,
$1 ,
gosh ,
reached there and it's $2 ,
fuck fuck fuck . ):
well ,
played three rounds there ,
played two rounds with Voltz ,
than one round with this China bastard ,
that slammed me for no reason ,
well ,
slammed in back in the later part of the game ,
made him last ,
HAHA . :D
MT MT MT . ^^V
oh well ,
went home after that ,
feeling happy sia . ^^V
went grandma's for dinner ,
after that walked home ,
nothing do at home ,
just the same old usual routine ,
but i noticed ,
my body clock have shifted ,
i've been sleeping at a later time then usual ,
gosh . ;/
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11th May 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Only had Maths paper 1 today ,
Awesome . ^^V
well ,
slacked a while with Jeffrey they all ,
than after that walked Inn Kee home ,
went home that time neh ,
Melson and Jackey came to my house ,
so ya ,
watched videos and stuffs ,
then they went home ,
for me neh ,
stayed at home did nothing at all ,
just slept until evening ,
than went grandma's for dinner ,
than after that went home ,
stayed up late as i was accompanying tweety ,
she's busy studying for POA ,
and well ,
i'm not really busy doing anything ,
because i got no papers the next day ,
HAHA ,
slept at 4.30 am . ;/
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12th May 2010 ( Wednesday ) __________________________________________________________

gosh .
hmm ,
no paper today ,
woke up at 12 pm ,
played audition a while ,
than went to find weiyao and justin bro at Marina Square ,
we played maximum tune a while ,
well ,
wasn't really on owning spree today ,
but still ,
it's fun ,
after the games ,
went around walk walk ,
then after that settled down at Subway ,
ate there ,
than bought Mineral water at Guardian ,
walked all the way to Suntec City ,
well ,
walked around towers ,
than we went to the arcade ,
played 2 rounds together ,
in the end i won both of the two rounds ,
HAHA . :D
well ,
after that went to the sky garden ,
we slacked and talked there ,
it's rather ,
interesting ,
well ,
was drizzling ,
took mrt and went to my grandma's ,
ate there and quickly walked home ,
as it was raining very heavily ,
well ,
nothing much today ,
just the usual thing ,
audition a while ,
facebook ,
this time ,
blog ,
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13th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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current time now is 2.45 AM ,
accompanied tweety once again ,
so ya ,
study hard people !
i'm suppose to be asleep now ,
cause later got physics paper .
oh well ,
goodnight peeps . (:
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Disrepute : The Ironic Truth About Life That It's Unfair .




Monday, May 10, 2010



just found this random picture ,
well ,
it's found in one of my posts ,
my old post ....
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10th May 2010 ( Monday )
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well ,
didn't really manage to get anything regarding history into my mind ,
because i'm well ,
not in the mood to really study for it ,
as for chemistry ,
i can't even find the fucked up book ,
because i just remembered i lost it .
somewhere .
well ,
current time ,
3.30 AM sharp ,
and i'm still wide awake ,
have yet to study for History ,
i think i'm giving up on it already ,
hmph ,
good luck to myself ?
i need help honeh ,
like seriously . ;/
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Disrepute : Dreams That Never Comes True




Sunday, May 9, 2010

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Random Memory Of The Day
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The Hideout ,
Where we used to hang out ,
in the past ,
you know who you are people ,
i miss those times somehow .
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5th May 2010 ( Wednesday )
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well .
nothing much happened in school today ,
Social studies was boring ,
got to school and was like ,
stunned as i didn't know what the teacher was talking about ,
cause i was absent the day before due to Gastric flu ,
so yea ,
uh ,
well ,
as for core geog ,
booked a remedial session after school at 2.30pm ,
so well ,
when school ended ,
quickly went to my grandma's ,
rest a while then went back to school ,
went through the remedial ,
and well ,
i'm the only guy there , >.>
Mr Ng used my face to explain the monsoonal winds ,
wth .
LOL .
well ,
after the remedial ,
went home ,
slept ,
until night ,
nothing much ,
just facebook ,
and stuff ,
lalala ,
didn't even study for my social studies the next day ,
what the hell .
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6th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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Social Studies ,
well ,
i slept through it ,
gave up on both the essays ,
awesome right ,
what the hell ,
as for E-maths ,
nothing to say ,
i didn't do some questions ,
but it costs a lot of marks ,
fuck ,
i'm going to buck up for my paper 1 ,
well ,
after the papers ,
went home a while ,
then after that went to watch IP Man 2 with friend ,
than after that leh ,
went Ion ,
return my uniform ,
now waiting for my pay to be transfered to my account ,
awesome ,
well ,
than after that ,
went Cineleisure a while ,
than home we went ,
went home already ,
i didn't study as usual ,
until late at night ,
i started flipping my Core geography book ,
well ,
it's an effort . (:
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7th May 2010 ( Friday )
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Core Geography paper today ,
woke up at 7.30 am ,
8am started preparing ,
after that went mac find Joey and Sharon ,
neh ,
they studying there ,
so well ,
i studied also ,
chiong ah ,
well ,
went to school soon after that ,
took the Core geog paper ,
well ,
frankly speaking ,
was struggling like mad ,
didn't finish 3 questions properly ,
ended up ,
i lost 12 marks ,
what the hell ,
but i'm confident i can pass , (:
but not with flying colors ,
well ,
after the paper ,
went home ,
prepared and went to Bugis ,
find Sharon and Joey ,
then Sharon's sister came also ,
so well ,
walked around Bugis here and there ,
nothing much ,
then went to Sharon's house after that ,
she owe me Solution for contacts ,
so ya ,
took some of it back home ,
well ,
her house ,
i'm quite attracted to the dog she has ,
so cute ,
attention seeking dog ,
but i like ,
well ,
after that neh ,
walked Joey to nearest bus stop ,
then i went to my grandma's ,
after that eat dinner then went home ,
nothing much ,
same old night routine ,
except ,
i played Audition till quite late ,
was learning how to play beat rush ,
want to earn dens ,
so ya ,
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8th May 2010 ( Saturday )
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Went to Bugis only at 3pm ,
well ,
played with Kelvin and Javert ,
it's quite fun lah ,
played for quite some time ,
then went home around evening 7pm ,
reached home soon after that ,
ate dinner ,
then well ,
just slept a while ,
then ended up playing PSP ,
play play play ,
before i know it ,
it's 4am in the morning already ,
WHAT THE HELL ,
quickly went to sleep , (:
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9th May 2010 ( Sunday )
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Early morning wake up ,
already need to go out with Family ,
well ,
went to Parkway with family .
ate Sakae Sushi ,
then well ,
played arcade a while ,
nothing much lo ,
then bought Koi! ,
then home i went ,
now it's 7.04 PM ,
well ,
i want love . ):
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Disrepute : How Does It Feel Like To Die Alone .




Wednesday, May 5, 2010





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29th April 2010 ( Thursday )
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Gosh ,
today is the start of the Language Papers .
MYE IS HERE ALREADY .
and yet i feel so urgency to study at all .
omg how ?
well .
went to school .
never studied anything at all .
just went in for my papers .
oh well .
i hope i can at least get a pass for my papers ,
great ,
well ,
school ended and i went home ,
sleep all the way ,
nothing to do ,
sleep until around 6pm ,
went over to grandma's to eat dinner ,
after that went to Bugis ,
Action City ,
bought something there ,
then after that went to the arcade ,
saw Kelvin and OUCH! ,
but well ,
wanted to play with them ended up they have to go already ,
oh well ,
played alone .
nothing do ,
played a while then went home ,
at home ,
usual stuff ,
but now ,
at least i started playing back audition . ^^V
played until around 1 am ,
than went back to sleep ,
knowing that there's chinese paper the next day ,
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30th April 2010 ( Friday )
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Awesome ,
met up with Joey in the morning and walked to school together ,
Chinese paper today ,
Compo part was ,
well ,
better then the paper 2 ,
which i left all the comprehension questions ,
blank ,
awesome ,
passed her the birthday gift that i bought for her ,
yesterday . (:
slacked in school for a while ,
then after that ,
went home prepare to watch movie ,
quickly rushed myself to Dhoby Ghaut ,
waiting for darling to rush down ,
then i played MT at Star Factory ,
eat some stars there ,
haha ,
well ,
after playing ,
i went down to Cold Storage ,
buy mineral waters for me and darling ,
than also bought sweet and Pringles ,
darling reached soon after ,
went into the cinema ,
than after that we sat beside these ,
two fucking ass no manners Ang-moh ,
they fart okay ,
and somemore make so many noisy sounds ,
bastard childs ,
i see them throwing popcorns to people in front also ,
idiotic immature kids . >.>
after the show ,
me and darling walked our way to Bugis ,
then after that she have to go back home ,
that's sad . ;/
well ,
i went to Big bird to find Kendrick and kelvin and Eugene ,
then after that we went Arcade play a while here and there ,
had lots of fun ,
well ,
i played a while longer while they left ,
than sexy was there too . (:
but she left pretty early ,
oh well ,
went home after that ,
slept early as i got work the next day ,
which i want to thank Raynald Bro for introducing me . :D
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1st May 2010 ( Saturday )
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First off ,
i want to wish someone special in my eyes a happy birthday ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEONG WAN WEN . <3

you're 15 years old now ,
well ,
i hope you loved the present i gave you .
because i thought it's unique in some sense ,
not really sure you like that kind of soft toys a not . ;/
but still ,
i hope you've enjoyed your day .

ah ,
well ,
went to Suntec City Mall ,
terrible lah ,
i got lost ,
i didn't know where's the place of where i'm suppose to work ,
called the place ,
then finally found that place ,
well ,
was kind of ,
fun working in a shoe company ,
seriously fun i think ,
12 pm i worked till 8 pm ,
my supervisor is so hot . ;O
well .
after i was released from work ,
i went to the arcade at Suntec ,
played a while there ,
was bullied by people from S>Nthey all two vs one me ,
wth ,
i played friendly with them somemore ,
bastard childs . >.>
well ,
went home soon after that ,
didn't eat dinner until late at night ,
like 1 am ,
was busy audi-ing and i wasn't really ,
hungry ,
so yea ,
slept soon after that .
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2nd May 2010 ( Sunday )
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Work again ,
gosh ,
i'm late ,
but at least ,
i'm only late for 10 minutes ,
well ,
worked for the rest of the day ,
the girl opposite my shop ,
kept smiling at me ,
and well ,
she looked so weird ,
so ya .
and in a flash ,
it's release from work already ,
went down Bugis ,
played a few rounds at first ,
then Kendrick and Kelvin came ,
well ,
i played together with Kelvin , (:
then ya ya lo ,
play a while ,
we go home together ,
then when i reached home ,
audition till around 2 am ,
then sleep .
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3rd May 2010 ( Monday )
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No school ,
boring day ,
slept throughout the day ,
then around 3pm ,
asked Weiyao bro out ,
reached Dhoby Ghaut ,
played MT that for some time ,
once again ,
S>Nwhat to do ,
can't do much lah seriously ,
but still ,
at least i had some fun here and there ,
after the game ,
went to my grandma's for dinner ,
than went home ,
told my parents i want to see a doctor ,
as i was having stomach pains everyday ,
than off to the doctor i went ,
reached there around 9.30 pm ,
but had to wait till 10.30 pm ,
so i ate Roti Prata at the nearby shop ,
than went back to wait ,
called Yi Ling beloved ,
than talked on the phone until it's my turn ,
well ,
turned out to be Gastric Flu ,
how awesome ,
i've been having gastric flu for 4 days ,
great .
just great ,
went home by taxi ,
ate bread ,
medicine ,
then went to sleep ,

Today's Depression day shall be postponed .
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4th May 2010 ( Tuesday )
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well .
slept at home for some time ,
father bought me fish slice rice ,
which i haven't eat for like ,
years ,
YAY ,
so yea ,
ate it happily ,
tasted exactly like how i remember it to be ,
well .
after eating it ,
i went back to sleep again ,
great ,
i wanted to go back to school for remedial ,
but on second thoughts ,
my gastric flu acted up again ,
so i've got myself stucked at home ,
all the way until night time ,
went to grandma's for dinner ,
after that quickly go back home ,
played Audition ,
so yea ,
nothing much ,
talked to Yiling beloved on the phone ,
nothing do lo , ~
it's school ,
the LAST day of normal school tomorrow ,
and i've yet started studying ,
how great is this ,

Met a few new friends on Audition ,
well ,
i love my FAM ,
~DanceSiaoUs , :D
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Disrepute : The Lustful Thoughts .




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