Ah ,

Just before i go out to Bugis ,

hais .

This post shall continue from the post on Friday ,

Sorry ~

Hais .

Stumbled upon something ,
which i felt so sad towards it ,
fuck ,
all these while i'm believing in a lie .
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15th January 2010 ( Friday )
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School still sucked as usual .
let's skip to the after school part ,

-after school-
12.25pm upon release ,
was on my way home ,
but met with shanda bro on the way ,
well ,
chatted and chatted ,
he came my house ,
talked about many stuffs ,
yea ,
prepared myself and cabbed to Aljunied MRT ,
after that left shanda as he continued the cab to Tampines ,
i MRT-ed to City Hall ,
met up with weiyao bro and Natalie awesome friend ,
went Marina Square after that ,
played a little arcade here and there ,
than Kenneth came and find us ,
well ,
MRT-ed our way to Bugis after the meet up ,
Met with Alvina at City Hall MRT station ,
well ,
went to Bugis ,
after that ,
straight to the arcade ,
played Jubeat a while ,
than went walking around in Bugis Street cause ,
Kenneth and co. was playing LAN ,
hmmm ,
during my walk in Bugis Street ,
saw Melissa da jiejie and Kimberly jie ~ (:
okay .
went back to Junction after that ,
slacked a while in the arcade ,
than went to Iluma's sky garden to slack again ,
talked about many many stuffs ,
yea ,
around 11pm ,
went home for everyone ,
hmmm ,
i went to my grandma's for dinner ,
than went home ,
SLEPT early .
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16th January 2010 ( Saturday )
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WOO ,
first day of work for year 2010 ,
i feel great ,
well ,
work work work is nothing ,
just tired ,
sian ,
oh well ,
headache in the night ,
slept early ,
okay ,
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17th January 2010 ( Sunday )
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i'm bored at home ,
bloghopped around ,
and stumbled upon certain things that i'm not suppose to see ,
geez ,
now i'm so fucking sad ,
fuck this ,
HAIS .
Another question ,
what is all this about ,
i seriously want to know ,
please tell me ,
is this relationship all planned out by you ?
what exactly are you showing me ,
i'll never forget you ,
i'll never give up on you ,
but if you're doing much better without me ,
i'll let go of everything ,
well ,
no one ever loved me ,
so yea ,

I got to admit ,

all of you ,

nice show you've put up to make me believe in this ,

i'm never going to believe in any shit you're telling me anymore ,

Removed my link ?

Posted one Quiz than removing it ?

Ignoring me ?

If you want to be Single or with the someone else you REALLY love or whatever ,

i'll grant you that wish .

we are OVER ,

i hope you're happy now ,

Hope you're happier without me now ,

or rather ,

hope your burden is lifted .

Be Happy and stay Happy ,

Goodbye .

-Started-

Ah ,
a random picture ,
well ,
Happy Birthday Yingting ,
this is ON MY BLOG's wish for you ,
cause i wished you yesterday ,
but didn't really post anything about it ,
so yea ,
this is dedicated to you , (:
LOOK at the girl in the picture , ( There's only 1 girl )
she's a hot babe ,
well ,
Hope you would pass your O levels with colours that flies ,
and yea ,
Enjoy your life . :D
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14th January 2010 ( Thursday )
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TERRIBLE day .
tell you just one reason ,
got reminded to cut my fingernails ,
twice ,
well ,
ignore that ,
HAD RECESS AT 12PM + ,
THIS IS PLAIN NONSENSE ,
like seriously .
LOL ,
well ,
school ended at around 3.55PM ,
boredom ,
went home and slept ,
ate dinner at grandma's ,
same old usual routine ,
boring ,
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Picture Taken During DNT (:
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Post By My meimei , (:
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Hellohs people :D
not im not HengLee aka Damien .
im his mei mei .
well happy guessing on who i am .
im here to help him post .
cause cause cause , he can't do it .
due to technical problem or something .
well .
ignore my nonsense (:
he''ll post soon , i think .
if you're missing his posts or what o;
tolerate yea .
my nonsenses' here to entertain you .
maybe it's of not much help .
but , they're still entertainments meant for you guys , the readers .
i don't know how long am i suppose to crap ._.
supposedly , stop here ?
okaay .
i'll stop my nonsensical nonsense , or rather crapping .
bye guys .
hope i'll never be to help him again ;x
cause im tired now ):
and secondly if im here , it means his comp is down again .
so bye !
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Disrepute : It's All Just A Inerasable Memory .

Some Old Memories ,
well ,
it's the past ,
but i can never forget it ,
afterall ,
it's all left by you . ♥
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13th January 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Nothing much to write ,
just going to elaborate on this ,
My class ,
seriously ,
VERY OBEDIENT ,
i dislike . ):
can't sleep in class during recess ,
got CHASED out okay .
geez ,
School ended at 4.30pm ,
went home at 5pm + ,
ate dinner and went home ,
took a short nap ,
now using computer ,
well ,
now it's 11:51PM ,
bored ,
homework not done .
LOL ,

-EDIT-

Chatted with Awesome friend with Webcam ,
took some photos here and there ,
well ,
here's 3 photos i liked . (:
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Camwhore Paradise .
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Disrepute : Sitting In This Room Playing The Game Of Death .

well ,
you can't stop toys in wanting their share of fun too ,
ain't that right ?
poor little Polar Bear ,
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12nd January 2010 ( Tuesday )
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School ,
well ,
was practically LABELED as a retained student for most of my lessons ,
geez ,
school was quite ,
well ,
boring in a sense ,
interesting in another ,
okay ,
whatever ,
let's skip to after school .

Okay .
went home immediately ,
but before that ,
bought Chicken Rice ,
than quickly ate than followed by a quick bathe ,
rushed down to Bugis ,
JUST BECAUSE ,
i wanted to try socialise with my new classmate ,
but going out with her group ,
well ,
i can very much tell it's a FAILURE ,
okay ,
went to Bras Bahsa or something buy files and stuff ,
than raining ,
had to go in the rain and go to Bugis Junction ,
well ,
they shopped for their stuff ,
and i was following behind them ,
stupidly in a sense ,
well ,
they went home ,
and i stayed on in Bugis ,
went to the arcade ,
Fuck my shoes ,
it's so small and it made my legs pain ,
well ,
Jubeat-ed 3 rounds ,
went to my grandma's to dinner ,
now i'm home ,
8:29 PM now ,
geez ,
school tomorrow again ,
Photo taking at 3.55 pm ,
WTF ?
oh well ,

I suppose ,
my relationship with you ain't getting any better too ,
ain't that right ?
i really hope i can just ,
call you out one of the days where you and i are free ,
and have a heart2heart talk ,
like seriously ,
cause each day that passes by ,
i seriously think about you ,
i seriously worries about you ,
and constantly thinking about many other not logical things ,
but i hope your feelings for me are real ,
even if it's not ,
i want to thank you for giving me something to look forward to ,
Someone to Love .
to really put my heart in ,
heh ,
your effort wouldn't go to waste ,
i promise ,
Afterall ,
i really treated you seriously .
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Disrepute : You're Nothing But My Affection .

Gosh .
want this contact that this handsome guy is wearing .
oh when am i getting it i wonder .
geez .
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11th January 2009 ( Monday )
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Well .
it's O'levels result collection today ,
and geez ,
most people are quite nervous and stuff ,
hmm ,
shall not elaborate on this .
Class ,
well ,
as usual ,
i got the wrong kind of attention ,
ah ,
it's okay ,
got used to it already last year ,

A Sudden Affection for you ,
It's So Simple - Saosin ,

why is your lyrics so beautiful ?
oh well ,
it's really so simple to be afraid ,
but this fear would just lead us astray ,
how ironic ,
oh well ,

First day of school that actually teaches lessons ,
it's perfectly ,
stupid .
wonder how is my school life gonna be now ,
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Disrepute : Are You Bothered By The Choice I've Made ?

Some random picture i found in my folder ,
it's funny ,
and i MISS THAT LONG FRINGE OF MINE ! ):
oh well .
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10th January 2010 ( Sunday )
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Hey i'm bored ,
stuck at home since morning ,
no where to go ,
no money also . ):
HAISSSSSSS ,
at least ,
i'm sure that something is true ! :D
5:35 PM now ,
and i'm facebooking and stuff ,

-EDIT-

Currently ,
it's 1:02 AM ,
yea ,
i'm FREAKING bored ,
talking to aiai <3 and clique ,
well ,
it's kinda stupid .
HAHA ,
I LOVE YOU AIAI <3

Is my classmates sociable ? :O
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Disrepute : You Gave Me Your Assurance , I'll Never Give Up

Many days to update .
it's gonna be long ,
well ,
not so long actually ,
10:34 AM ,
Sunday ,
this is what time and date it is now ,
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Day Of Camp - 6th January to 8th January 2010
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Day 1 :

went school ,
boring shit ,
well ,
went on this bus ,
i sat with some random classmate i not really sure of ,
hmm ,
slept throughout the bus ride ,
finally reached the place ,
went for camp briefing ,
than ,
had a safety briefing on many things ,
than the class went for Kayaking ,
well me ,
together with some people ,
stayed in the Canteen ,
cause we can't play ,
oh well ,
decorated our Class Flag ,
managed to bond with SOME of the girls in this "activity" ,
well ,
when they're back ,
went over to our selected dorms ,
went to one of the dorms ,
we prepared our camp cheers and performance ,
well ,
cheer was changed ,
performance was unsure ,
keep interchanging ,
but we learn the cheer Instructor Arif teached us ,
than prepared ourselves for dinner . (:
DINNERRRRR ,
said Grace and stuff ,
was always close with inn Kee ,
cause he's like one of the only guys i know in the camp ,
pathetic ,
oh well ,
after dinner ,
went for an activity ,
Blind Man Trail ,
totally ,
BORING ,
like seriously ,
after that ,
Supper and group reflection ,
than than ,
bathe ,
BATHE RIGHT ,
i tell you ,
2 people squeeze into one cubical ,
me and Inn Kee inside one cubical bathing ,
Very Cramp ,
than right ,
only given 3 minutes to bathe ,
this is NOT even called bathe ,
it's just called Rinse ,
oh well ,
went back to our dorms ,
lights out soon ,
totally a boring thing ,
stayed a little overnight ,
was watching out for instructors ,
here and there ,
all of a sudden ,
fell asleep .

Day 2 :

Woke up 5.30 AM in the morning ,
WTF ?
WHY ,
oh well ,
went out the dorm ,
slacked with Ryan and Elisha ,
went around here and there ,
than ,
slept in their dorms ,
until 7am ,
where the teachers need to take our Temperature ,
so ,
went back to my dorm ,
took temperature ,
than went over for Breakfast ,
MEE Goreng for breakfast ,
after that ,
went over for our high elements stuff ,
briefed on safety ,
i practically slept through the briefing ,
was too tired ,
well ,
Instructor Arif tell me climb the Rock climbing wall in 30 seconds ,
than right .
i'm the last to do ,
i see classmates by classmates do ,
than ,
i'm the last one ,
and the MOST PATHETIC ONE .
i reached the top at 15 seconds ,
than ,
touched the pole up there ,
Instructor Travis don't want let me come down ,
asked me to sing " Old MacDonalds " ,
wtf ,
i started singing ,
but they all say not loud enough ,
Than instructor Travis ask me to repeat his words ,
OUT LOUD ,
he said ,
I promise ,
i will not talk back to my instructors and teachers ,
and be a good student and study hard ,
than before he let me down ,
he ask me to shout I LOVE YOU TEACHERS ,
wtf . ._.
Humiliation !
oh well ,
did all that ,
came down ,
i was like ,
SIAN ,
okay whatever .
LOL ,
went for Team Building thingy after that ,
first was this Nitro Crossing or something ,
where there's one rope and one log ,
we stand on the log and swing across with the rope ,
and land on one platform ,
well ,
that went well ,
though i didn't do ! :X
next off was this weird looking shaped dome ,
and we're suppose to balance ourselves there ,
EVERYONE IN THE CLASS OKAY ,
boys only though ,
19 boys to squeeze on this small thingy ,
well ,
planned nice nice ,
do nice nice also ,
BUT ,
last person ,
Clement ,
he jump up ,
grabbed hold onto him ,
a few seconds later ,
ALL COME TUMBLING DOWN !
haha ,
funny,
well ,
next off was this platform transport game thingy ,
where we need to move our classmates from one platform to another ,
than ,
the record time is 3 minutes 20 seconds ,
we beat it at first with 2 minutes and 36 seconds ,
did a second try with another twist we didn't use in the first ,
completed in 2 minutes 6 seconds ,
AWESOME !
another activity after that ,
was to pull this hula hoop out of the poke without touching the pole ,
easy task ,
Lunch soon after that ,
lunch was terrific ,
well ,
made up our minds with the Class performance ,
we said we'll do Wonderwall by Oasis ,
so yea ,
i wrote the lyrics here and there ,
taught the girls how to sing ,
asked the girls to copy ,
boys too ,
everything ,
Went for Challenge pole after that ,
NO KID ONE LAH COME ON ~
after that ,
Abseiling ,
which is new for me ,
BUT ,
also ,
no kid ,
what are my conclusion about the high elements ,
totally ,
boring ,
Flying fox i never do ,
pushed the ladder or something ,
after those activity ,
went to our dorms and pack up ,
shower and everything ,
at least this time i shower 5 minutes and alone .
haha ,
we ate dinner first this time ,
i helped the girls with my song momentum ,
and how to sing it ,
blah blah ,
Haris and Me lead singer ,
Yu Hung played the guitar ,
Awesome . :D
A while later ,
it was time for our Campfire ,
crapzxczxczxc ,
oh well ,
we did it well !
i was hyper that time ,
LOL ,
well ,
enjoyed myself ,
seriously ,
LOL ,
went back to one of the dorms ,
did reflection ,
everything ,
Instructor Arif dragged me and Yu hung to one corner ,
telling us that we got leadership qualities ,
haha ,
well ,
ate supper than slept in our dorms as we're tired ,

Day 3 :

woke up around 6am ,
tired lah ,
seriously ,
went for Breakfast ,
than ,
cleaned the toilet ,
wtf wtf ,
did camp evaluation and a survey ,
blah blah ,
than ,
prizes are given ,
at first i thought we wouldn't win anything ,
but we still won the top prize !
Faith 3-5 ,
won the Overall best class score award ,
HAHA ! :D
i went up to receive the prize ,
prize is QUITE heavy ,
so many junk food inside . X_X
took photo with that Mrs Chung ,
than went back ,
shouted a cheer ,
than ,
i lead the whole school in a hooray cheer for the instructors ,
awesome leh . ;X
haha ! :D
well ,
went for some short time fun before boarding our buses ,
and it's school for us ,
haha ,

Well ,
Here's the cheers that we used in the camp ,
at first was Brick Wall ,
we used this for my last year sec 3 camp ,
Faith 3-3 ,
haha ,
i still remember so vividly ,
well ,
here goes the cheer ,

3-5 OI ~ ( Oi )
3-5 OI ~ ( Oi )
3-5 OI ~ ( Oi Oi Sup Sup Soy , 3-5 3-5 Sup Sup Soy )

( Stomping of feet twice than clap once ) x4

3-5 , Dynamite , Bombastic Dynamite , Boom Boom Boom
3-5 , Dynamite , Fantastic Dynamite , Boom Boom Boom
3-5 , Dynamite , Incredible Dynamite , SPISHHHHHHH , BOOM !

ARE YOU READY 3-5 ?

( many claps , one by one FAST )

Trainers here , Trainers there , Trainers EVERYWHERE ,
scold scold here , scold scold there , Kick them off the window ,
the window , the window , the second story window ,
with a hep and a hoe , and a great big blow , kick them off the window ,

Well ,
that's our cheer , (:

with the best memories of ,
Faith 3-3 of 2009 and Faith 3-5 of 2010 ,

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8th January 2010 ( Friday ) -AFTERNOON-
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Went to mac after the camp as my classmate jio me to ,
ah ,
ate there and stuff ,
went home ,
slept ,
LOL ~
slept until late evening ,
went to my grandma's to eat dinner ,
than went back home ,
nothing much happened really ,
what i can remember is ,
fell asleep unknowingly on my bed ,
leaving my computer on ,
wtf .
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9th January 2010 ( Saturday )
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woke up 8am ,
idk why ,
so early . ._.
well ,
cabbed to Temasek Polytechnic ,
took something from someone ,
yea ,
waited an hour for jie to reach ,
she reached ,
and we went around Temasek Poly ,
see see here and there ,
yea ,
2pm till 4.30pm like that ,
Bus-ed our way to Tampines MRT station ,
than we took MRT ,
jie has to go for service at EXPO ,
for me ,
i go Bugis find Kenneth ,
ah ,
Jubeat-ed one round ,
than ,
Kenneth came ,
went around the arcade ,
was taught how to play Maximum Tune ,
uh ,
played one of Jubeat again ,
this time met two new friends ,
one is named Bento ,
another one i'm not sure ,
well ,
practically just stayed at the Arcade for some time ,
than went home with Victor and co .
Got off at Kallang ,
walked home from there ,
sian
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Disrepute : I Really Loved You , Do You Know That ?

School ,
hais ,
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5th January 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Fuck school .
Boring shit ,
non-sociable classmates ,
what's next ?
Oh yea ,
one stupid fucked up sec 3 Camp tomorrow ,
oh well ,
School's just fucked up ,
seriously ,
life's as fucked up as school too ,
words can't describe how i feel now ,
i'm just so remorseful .
yet ,
yearning for something ,
oh well ,
everything has changed ,

Will be away for camp ,
3 days ,
don't bother contacting me .

Lini ,
the only words that i can tell you is ,
There's more than meets the eye ,
seeing isn't believing ,

Ciao people . (:
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Disrepute : What Has The World That I've Once Known Of Came To ?

Woo ,
school term started ,
fuck ,
as a retained student ,
it's totally such a boring FIRST day of school ,
well ,
because i'm hearing things which i had already heard ,
boring ,
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4th January 2009 ( Monday )
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Torture is here ,
Misery Has Arrived ,
Hell Is Near ,
well ,
it's the start of a school day ,
seriously very fucked up ,
talks and talks .
very sian one leh .
so ,
technically slept through each talks ,
but but ,
before the talks ,
went back to class ,
my impression on the new class was ,
horrendous ,
well ,
there's nerds ,
and the girls ,
seriously ,
all CMI .
oh ,
AT LEAST I'M NOT THE ONLY RETAINED STUDENT IN MY CLASS , <3
Aakash retained too !
and is in the same class as me .
AWESOMEEE .
oh well ,
it's just a BORED day in school today ,
let's skip to AFTER school .

-AFTER SCHOOL-

Went back home ,
changed and stuff ,
went to Kallang MRT and wait for jie ,
well ,
intended to go Dhoby Ghaut at first ,
but chocolate called ,
asking me whether want go Bugis ,
but ,
we already planned to watch a movie ,
Chocolate agreed ,
so we went over to Bugis ,
well ,
watched Sherlock Holmes ,
it's an awesome show ,
well ,
we bought KFC and sneak it inside and eat ,
but after the whole movie ,
i had terrible stomach pain . ._.
well .
went around Bugis street ,
tolerating the pain ,
and than ,
finally released it after playing one round of Jubeat ,
i don't know how i tolerated .
LOL .
oh well ,
took photos here and there ,
than went home ! :D
well ,
now i'm at home ,
posting this post ,
current time ,
12:46AM ,
gonna sleep soon for school tomorrow .
SIAN .
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Disrepute : Life's So Miserable Without You .

Wow ,
2 days passed just like that ,
how fast can it go ,
well ,
i hope today's first day of school ,
is gonna be alright ,
Date -- 4th January ,
Year -- 2010 ,
Time -- 12:13 AM ,
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2nd January 2010 ( Saturday )
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ah ,
the 2nd day of my return from Malaysia ,
woke up kinda EARLY ,
oh well ,
cause today is some kind of a BIG day ,
haha ,
prepared myself ,
and off to Orchard first ,
well ,
to collect my phone ,
but but but !
FUCK ,
the phone that i put to service ,
they didn't even fix it ,
oh well ,
phone is beyond repair ,
geez ,
went to Bugis after that ,
was totally filled with disappointment ,
they voided my Warranty card and yet no repairs is done ,
Fuck this shit . ._.
oh well ,
Reached Bugis 2nd ,
Xavier didi reached first ,
well ,
at least i didn't make him WAIT that long ,
unlike the REST . >.>
haha ,
well ,
played 2 rounds of Jubeat ,
followed by one round of DDR ,
THAN FINALLY ,
everyone reached ,
like wth FINALLY ,
oh well ,
played DDR with Natalie ,
than Jubeat with Marcus ,
many many hours are spent in the Arcade ,
after that ,
went over to iluma ,
played Jubeat ONCE again ,
geez ,
wasting money ,
after that ,
went over to somewhere near Bugis Junction to eat ,
after eating ,
went back to Arcade ,
stayed at Arcade and played DDR again ,
lol wut ?
oh well .
after DDR and stuff ,
went to Iluma's Sky Garden slack .
SLACK AH ,
HAHA ,
well ,
wy bro and nat awesome friend's friend came ,
not really sure how to spell the name ,
but ,
i tried to socialise with her ,
but she's like omgomg ,
so hard to talk with her ,
oh well ,
soon after that ,
went back to arcade Jubeat 2 rounds ,
that's all ,
EVERYONE WENT HOME ! :D

Many things happened after that ,
but i don't bother elaborating it , (:
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3rd January 2010 ( Sunday )
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The day has come ,
it's depression day once again ! :D
oh well ,
went out only at 2.30 pm ,
went Jubeat-ing with Hui Chao at Bugis ,
than ,
introduced him DDR , :X
oh well ,
after Bugis ,
walked walked around ,
than go Kallang collect his shorts ,
after that ,
went his House ,
wait for him bathe and stuff ,
than ,
he treated me to one bottle or Vita-soy ,
which i LOVEEEE . <3
than ,
treat me 55 cent for a ride home ,
haha ,
well ,
was at home for dinner ,
ate dinner than went out ,
pei Jian Ming ,
he ate his Dinner at Mac ,
well ,
talked about stuff ,
yea .
slacked a little here and there and went home ,
well ,
facebooked and home and stuff ,
now it's 12:37 AM ,
ah ,
time to get some sleep ,
SCHOOL IS STARTING IN 6 HOUR'S TIME PEOPLE !
don't be late ! :D
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Pictures Are Priceless .
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Disrepute : The Fading Remnants .

Here are the photos ,
well ,
there's quite a lot ,
hehe . :D
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Words Can't Express All These Memories .
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Disrepute : Memories Resurfacing .