okay . i'm going to do the following .
I'm Going to quote SOME sentences from lini's blog .
The following replies i'm going to say , all are true .

Quote: "You can hate with all you want, i don't mind."

Ans :I don't hate you , as a matter of fact , i still miss you.

Quote: "You might think that I'm selfish , or whatever."

Ans :I don't think that you're Selfish , because i made you
think this way . i CHANGED you .

Quote"threatening me that you are not going to eat, dying ,
emo and ur nonsense like suicide.it's not going to help."

Ans : You know why i did all these ? because i wanted you to
pay more attention to me . you always sms-ed other
boys when i was with you together , ALWAYS .
never fail man . can't stop even a while to pei me .
people sms me , i just ignore right ? but you , you
didn't . you must sms them first before pei me .

Quote: "being with your friends is better.
w/o me ur life is happier."

Ans : Yea right , without you in my life , i'm like so
fucking lonely can ? i don't use to emo at nights,
going out find friends to share my woes and pains .
but . with you , i'm always happy . looking forward to
see you again . but now . i'm just too afraid to even
face you , i just try to avoid you time after time .
because i really don't know how to face you anymore .

Quote: "Is you nvr treasure it.& i never said that break le ,
cant be friends."

Ans : Yes i know i didn't treasure it . BUT i never said
anything about not being friends after we break .
i just said that we're like strangers , that's all .

Quote: "You want me to talk to you, den why cant u talk to
me in the first place? Is dere a need for me
to start everything? break oso i sae ,
patch oso i sae, now talk oso i start.
U're really brilliant."

Ans : Because Like i said , i don't know how to even face
you at all . that's why i didn't talk to you in
the first place , i didn't do anything about it .
but deep inside my heart , i know i'm useless
i have no guts . i know it all man . i cry
for endless nights . for who . for what ?
it's for those memories we once shared .
but it's already over . i can't bring it back .
so why even bother to talk to you ?
Just forget me . i'm not even fucking WORTH
to even be your friend . i'm just a
DISAPPOINTMENT .

Quote : "Even some ppl, calls me up, telling me about you."

Ans : People also tell me about you sometimes .
Everyone kept telling me to let go of you .
saying that it's all already over and stuffs .
but i always tell them , i couldn't let go .
because those are the only memories i have
that really can make me happy .

Quote : "But all i can say, we are not meant to be together."

Ans : Maybe you're right about this .
But still , i can't let go of you ,

Quote : "Think and see, look back, patch and break
how many time le."

Ans : I'm glad you know that we patched and broke up a lot
of times . but WHAT IS THAT CAUSE ? Isn't it always
the friends around us ? remember ? on our monthly
anniversaries . WE ALWAYS END UP QUARRELING .
WHY ? BECAUSE OF FRIENDS . you understand ?

Quote : "it's obvious that you're saying about me.
Being with me, is a torture, yes i know.
i can see"

Ans : You know why did i even said that ?
Firstly , Your Sensitivity got the better of you .
Secondly , Jealousy comes into the picture
Thirdly , You'll just react harshly .
Fourthly , You get into trouble ,
Who helped you in the end ? think about it .

That's all for my answers to all your quotations .
it's all about MY true feelings . you don't like it ?
i don't know what to say liao . just leave my blog bah .

Disrepute : A Lonely Life Leaded By A Lonely Boy .