Finally ,
Got the chance to update my blog ,
geez .
alrights ,
firstly ,
i shall dedicate a song to my mercurial self . (:
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Never Take Friendship Personal - Anberlin

There's a hatchet got a knife
When I awoke there was nothing real in this life
But dreams are so intoxicating, (intoxicating)
When you're doing this alone
Gun, rope, brick on the way
But words have no meaning when its you that says
I really do care, no baby I, I really do care!

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
In a sense gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?

Once a skeptic, now the critic
And you think that you finally found a place of your own.
Amongst the cold and timid souls
Where only failure knows your name

Look around for the closest to blame
But look no further than the hands beneath your arms
and now your 6 feet down, buried with,
with your passing fame fame fame fame.

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
In a sense gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?

Oh, oh, oh, you lie
Tell me something more than what you tried to hide
If you can't find yourself, then how can I expect to find you.
Oh, oh, oh, you cry
Tell me something more than what you try
The greatest tragedy is not your death
But a life without reason, your life has no purpose
Your life has no reason, your life has no purpose

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
In a sense gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?

Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
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Hmm ,
This song ,
it's nice ,
okay ...
now i shall update my blog a little .
Apparently ,
Thursday ,
there's nothing to write about actually ,
only that i slept at 3.30am in the morning ,
burnt midnight oil all the way ,
but in the end ,
friday's test ,
still find that it would fail .

Laughs ,
as for today ,
nothing really happened ,
just that ,
failing two test ,
stay at home ,
slept ,
nothing happened ...
as usual .
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Final Words
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To Such Disappointment In Life ,
One Would Ask Themselves ,
How Long Will They Be Able To Tolerate Such Treacherous Misery ,
Till What Extent Will They Experience ?
That Answers Are Being Dreaded Countless Times ,
Yet To No Avail ,
The Answers Seemed So Strange .
Mercurial One .

To Certain Someone ,

Seemed like i've disappointed you time and time again ,
it's the second time already ,
heh...
hope you're alrights and fine...
Just remember ,
I still care ,
but i'm afraid of hurting you once again ,
I'm sorry...
Cheer up .


Friendship ,
Something One Would Cherish And Long To Have ,
The More The Merrier People Says ,
But For Me ,
The More The More Misery It Brings ,
Apparently ,
No One Really Talks To Me ,
That's Because I'm Not Important To Them ,
Ain't That Right ?
Heh...
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Disrepute : Skeptical One .