Ahhh ,
it's 3 days since i've updated ,
It's the start of the Real Examinations ,
This time marks the end .
Or rather ,
My Doomsday ,
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8th October 2009 ( Thursday )
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Social Studies was shit .
seriously ,
i can't even think of anything to write ,
when i look at my friend's paper ,
they're like ,
1 page and a half long ,
like a composition ,
but mine ?
it's just like one fucking short paragraph .
doesn't even look like a summary ,

Alright ,
E-maths ,
Same thing ,
most questions don't know how to do ,
they looked so simple when i was in the lower secondary ,
now ?
geez ,
what i can phrase this situation i'm going through is ,

Year 2010 ,
Class : Faith 3-4 ,
Reason Of Retaining : Failed English and overall results ,

Hah ,
Retain next year for me ,
Gosh ,
if i was able to re-do secondary 3 from the beginning without retaining ,
I'm sorry for those that had high hopes on me ,
i'm just a disappointment ,
I just can't get over it ,
Give up .
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Final Words .
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Miaowen

Hey lover ,
Do study hard and do well for your examinations ,
don't be like me alright ?
love you like always (: <3

Siyu meimei

meimei ah ,
don't be emotional ,
you know ,
back then ,
when i was emotional and stuffs ,
you're one of them that kept telling me not to ,
now that i'm changing for the better ,
i hope you don't repeat my mistakes !
Jiayious ,
Your Other Half ,
that's something you need time and wait for ,
you can easily find one half for yourself ,
but to find someone whom is true to you ,
takes some time ,
or rather ,
Forever ,
but you know ,
your korkor here got faith in you ,
Cheer up ! (:

Huishi Teddy

Teddy Teddy ~
i hope you're reading this ,
sorry that i nowadays never message you ,
kinda busy with my studies and stuffs . >,<
but still ,
Tomorrow's your examinations already .
Jiayious and study hard alrights ? (:
don't retain ,
because i know you wouldn't ! (:
Have faith in yourself .
Like i have faith in you ! (:
Loves .

To Self

Those Eyes ,
Those Laughs ,
Those Looks ,
Those Memories ,
Those Photos ,
Those Videos ,
Everything ,
Retrace back the memories ,
and re-live them now in the present ,
Everything was meant to be this way ,
Just accept it ,
otherwise you'll never move on ,
You'll know ,
You've experienced those times ,
you should know yourself ,
why bother thinking about the past ?
why bother ?
since you know that no one cares ,
why should you ,
why ?
Questions Without Answers To Them .
And i'm going to find those answers .


My Questions Is Not Answered , Why ?
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Disrepute : The Miserable Being .