Remnants Of Reminiscent
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Monday, January 18, 2010
Random Shit .
Well .
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i got some things to post ,
not exactly some ,
quite a lot to be exact ,
here goes ,
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18th January 2010 ( Monday )
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Well well well ,
Monday's just another day i enjoy for it's early release ,
though as compared to Friday ,
not even early ,
BUT ,
still early ,
so yea ,
Gosh ,
School's boring ,
let's skip to after school ,
-AFTER SCHOOL-
went Bugis with Harris ,
well ,
shopped around here and there ,
searched for some gifts ,
ate ,
slacked ,
separated at the arcade ,
for me ,
i played arcade as usual ,
the USUAL games ,
but this time ,
there's an additional game ,
MAXIMUM TUNE !
lol .
i don't see why have i like ,
got addicted to the game ,
but i'm still Jubeat okay .
went home after that ,
chatted on msn and stuff ,
than went to my grandma's for dinner ,
hmm ,
after that ,
well ,
technically i was slacking with Jackey outside his house ,
talking about recent events and stuff ,
many things ,
so yea ,
just reached home ,
now it's 11:13 PM ,
and wtf ,
i haven't start with that chinese compo ,
i'm a dead man .
LOL ,
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Final Words .
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Well .
i'm sorry estee ,
but you should know ,
i'm someone whom kept constantly assumes about stuff ,
but if my assumption is wrong ,
do correct me and tell me off ,
it's the only way ,
otherwise i'll never learn ,
technically i never really learn anything cause i didn't want to ,
i never gave myself that chance to ,
and i don't want this to end this way either ,
i just assumed that it would be better ,
but maybe i'm wrong ,
i'm giving the wrong kind of attention ,
or maybe i need attention itself ,
sometimes ,
i really feel like doing something stupid ,
but just looking back in my past ,
i got ENOUGH reasons to put myself in a stupid situation ,
but i never wanted to ,
reason being ,
i want to continue living on ,
even if the world opposes my existence ,
i don't care ,
i just want to live a life ,
get someone whom i can really love ,
for now ,
and only now ,
it's still you ,
You know ,
aiai ,
i really ,
really really ,
missed you so much ,
that i kept thinking about stupid stuffs ,
i think too much already ,
i might be dumb or what ,
but it's the truth ,
i seriously am dumbfounded by this too ,
i can't stop telling what is right or wrong ,
i'm lost in this world ,
or rather this forest of confusion ,
it's as though there's a smokescreen blocking out the light to my darkness ,
i seriously need that light ,
and ,
that light however ,
you're the only one that's able to give ,
and i hope i'm not wrong all these while ,
you'll still be standing by my side ,
always would and i hope that's true ,
Ignore my previous post ,
it's just about my "think too much" thoughts ,
screw it ,
i'm better off dead .
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Disrepute : I'm Nothing Of Worth .
♥
