Sunday, January 17, 2010
Stumbled upon something ,
which i felt so sad towards it ,
fuck ,
all these while i'm believing in a lie .
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15th January 2010 ( Friday )
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School still sucked as usual .
let's skip to the after school part ,
-after school-
12.25pm upon release ,
was on my way home ,
but met with shanda bro on the way ,
well ,
chatted and chatted ,
he came my house ,
talked about many stuffs ,
yea ,
prepared myself and cabbed to Aljunied MRT ,
after that left shanda as he continued the cab to Tampines ,
i MRT-ed to City Hall ,
met up with weiyao bro and Natalie awesome friend ,
went Marina Square after that ,
played a little arcade here and there ,
than Kenneth came and find us ,
well ,
MRT-ed our way to Bugis after the meet up ,
Met with Alvina at City Hall MRT station ,
well ,
went to Bugis ,
after that ,
straight to the arcade ,
played Jubeat a while ,
than went walking around in Bugis Street cause ,
Kenneth and co. was playing LAN ,
hmmm ,
during my walk in Bugis Street ,
saw Melissa da jiejie and Kimberly jie ~ (:
okay .
went back to Junction after that ,
slacked a while in the arcade ,
than went to Iluma's sky garden to slack again ,
talked about many many stuffs ,
yea ,
around 11pm ,
went home for everyone ,
hmmm ,
i went to my grandma's for dinner ,
than went home ,
SLEPT early .
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16th January 2010 ( Saturday )
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WOO ,
first day of work for year 2010 ,
i feel great ,
well ,
work work work is nothing ,
just tired ,
sian ,
oh well ,
headache in the night ,
slept early ,
okay ,
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17th January 2010 ( Sunday )
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i'm bored at home ,
bloghopped around ,
and stumbled upon certain things that i'm not suppose to see ,
geez ,
now i'm so fucking sad ,
fuck this ,
HAIS .
-EDIT-
Hey ,
i want some answers from you ,
you know that i'm talking about you ,
so please don't ignore me ,
this relationship i had with you ,
what exactly is it in your eyes ?
tell me ,
am i really important to you ?
so i assume you're telling me you want out huh ,
what was that message the other day about ?
false hope ?
seriously ,
must you just ignore me like this all the way ?
are you helping HER to hurt me ?
but not what you pledged ,
telling me that you'll make me forget her ,
nah ,
you never did tried didn't you ?
all i can see now is ,
you're avoiding me .
WHY ?
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS WANLING ?
Another question ,
what is all this about ,
i seriously want to know ,
please tell me ,
is this relationship all planned out by you ?
what exactly are you showing me ,
i'll never forget you ,
i'll never give up on you ,
but if you're doing much better without me ,
i'll let go of everything ,
well ,
no one ever loved me ,
so yea ,
I got to admit ,
all of you ,
nice show you've put up to make me believe in this ,
i'm never going to believe in any shit you're telling me anymore ,
Removed my link ?
Posted one Quiz than removing it ?
Ignoring me ?
If you want to be Single or with the someone else you REALLY love or whatever ,
i'll grant you that wish .
we are OVER ,
i hope you're happy now ,
Hope you're happier without me now ,
or rather ,
hope your burden is lifted .
Be Happy and stay Happy ,
Goodbye .
-Started-
-201209- 9:57pm
-Ended-
-170110- 12:31PM .
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Disrepute : I've Fallen Deeper Than Imagined .
♥