well ,
you can't stop toys in wanting their share of fun too ,
ain't that right ?
poor little Polar Bear ,
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12nd January 2010 ( Tuesday )
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School ,
well ,
was practically LABELED as a retained student for most of my lessons ,
geez ,
school was quite ,
well ,
boring in a sense ,
interesting in another ,
okay ,
whatever ,
let's skip to after school .

Okay .
went home immediately ,
but before that ,
bought Chicken Rice ,
than quickly ate than followed by a quick bathe ,
rushed down to Bugis ,
JUST BECAUSE ,
i wanted to try socialise with my new classmate ,
but going out with her group ,
well ,
i can very much tell it's a FAILURE ,
okay ,
went to Bras Bahsa or something buy files and stuff ,
than raining ,
had to go in the rain and go to Bugis Junction ,
well ,
they shopped for their stuff ,
and i was following behind them ,
stupidly in a sense ,
well ,
they went home ,
and i stayed on in Bugis ,
went to the arcade ,
Fuck my shoes ,
it's so small and it made my legs pain ,
well ,
Jubeat-ed 3 rounds ,
went to my grandma's to dinner ,
now i'm home ,
8:29 PM now ,
geez ,
school tomorrow again ,
Photo taking at 3.55 pm ,
WTF ?
oh well ,

I suppose ,
my relationship with you ain't getting any better too ,
ain't that right ?
i really hope i can just ,
call you out one of the days where you and i are free ,
and have a heart2heart talk ,
like seriously ,
cause each day that passes by ,
i seriously think about you ,
i seriously worries about you ,
and constantly thinking about many other not logical things ,
but i hope your feelings for me are real ,
even if it's not ,
i want to thank you for giving me something to look forward to ,
Someone to Love .
to really put my heart in ,
heh ,
your effort wouldn't go to waste ,
i promise ,
Afterall ,
i really treated you seriously .
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Disrepute : You're Nothing But My Affection .