well ,
this rose ,
was given to you then ,
on Valentine's Day ,
14th February 2009 ,
one day after our sec 3 camp ,
i remember ,
we spent our time together at Vivo ,
well ,
it's our memories .
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Photographic Memory
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18th March 2010 ( Thursday )
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you know ,
sometimes i really wonder ,
what's the meaning to my life ,
well ,
i've lost my meaning to serve ,
and everything else ,
hais ,
oh well ,
woke up at around 10am today ,
went for a haircut at my house's nearby hair saloon with Jackey ,
than went home ,
after that prepared myself ,
went over to City Hall find Joey as she got ,
cancelled by her friend ,
so ya ,
made her follow me instead ,
though i know it's boring to follow me ,
went Marina Square and met up with Joshua bro and Ilyana sister ,
had a marvelous time playing Parapara ,
well ,
actually got shuffle dance practice with Samuel ,
but he cancelled me out .
geez .
after the games ,
went for Long Johns ,
i can't eat anything ,
just had to ,
FREEZE THERE AND DIE , ):
well ,
the whole group separated at City Hall MRT station ,
Joey went to Tampines ,
me and bro went over to Bugis ; iluma ,
well ,
tried out DJ Max Technika ,
it's a fun game ,
well ,
there's this Jubeat competition in iluma ,
and i'm kinda interested ,
but i doubt my own abilities . ):
oh well .
yinyin dearest saved my gastric as she told me to pei her ,
went Junction's arcade to find her ,
actually asked her buy me drink ,
glad she didn't ,
i used the $2 she gave me ,
to buy myself a double cheese burger ,
at least that relieve me from my gastric pains ,
was bored so went over to Kallang meet with Alex ,
reached there and Alex is already there ,
well ,
waited quite some time ,
than Calvin bro and Char-lizard along with their friend came ,
went to the nearby pasar malam to play ,
i earned myself a Pooh Bear ,
LOL ,
anyhow shoot the gun thing ,
i won . (:
well ,
Max and Ryan soon reached ,
and we went for our Steamboat ,
ended up wasn't just steamboat ,
it's with BBQ .
well ,
i concentrated on eating BBQ ,
keep BBQ-ing meat and eat ,
non-stop for an hour or so ,
finally stopped a when it's about to leave ,
but i don't feel full though ,
geez ,
walked home technically ,
walked from Kallang MRT there through Geylang ,
than Geylang to Paya Lebar ,
than HOME ,
reached home and feel so ,
tired .
geezz .
seriously damn tired ,
played audition as no one is available to accompany me ,
so yea ,
met this guy in audition ,
cool dude , (:
ah ,
current time now is 4.43 AM ,
omg i have to like ,
seriously ,
start sleeping early ,
otherwise my body clock would change ,
well ,
ciao people . (:

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Final Words
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well ,
i've came to realization ,
that in actual fact ,
when someone actually tells you that ,
she'll or he'll be there for you always ,
it's only ,
well ,
temporary ,
it's not possible for that person to BE there ,
like ALWAYS ,
right ?
for my case ,
i don't know ,
you can call me a flirt or whatsoever ,
I DON'T CARE ,
smsing with girls doesn't mean i'm flirting .
geez .
But recently .
when i stop smsing ANYONE ,
everyone just stops sms me ,
this proves something ,
well ,
it proves many things ,
People are not automatic ,
and ,
your existence isn't really ,
present in their brain always ,
it's hidden due to their first priority ,
blinded by the darkness ,
we are unable to see the light ,
it's pointless ,
telling me you'll be there and stuff ,
Cheer up ,
all these ,
when people don't really ,
exercises it .
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Disrepute : The Rose Is Beautiful Yet The Thorns Are Painful .