Dear oh dear ,
i wonder when are you free from the O levels ,
cause sometimes ,
i really really need you somehow ,
cause you are the only one excluding my sister ,
can really help me . ):
SISTER AND YINYIN DEAR ,
why are you two always so busy for me . ):
okay lah ,
not really both your fault ,
one has poly ,
another has O's .
how sad , ):
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13th May 2010 ( Thursday )
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Took my physics paper today ,
don't really think i'll do well for this ,
well ,
slacked in school canteen with inn kee and Shanda bro ,
until Inn kee had to return back to class ,
so ya ,
i brought shanda bro back to mrt than i went home ,
walked the very very long way home ,
did nothing much yea ,
then went library after a while with Jackey ,
was waiting for Charles who ended up never come ,
so yea ,
uh ,
went to my grandma's eat dinner ,
went home ,
facebook ,
msn ,
same old usual routine .
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14th May 2010 ( Friday )
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D&T Paper sucked ,
horrendously ,
i swear ,
well ,
after the paper ,
went to eat Breakfast with Charles and Jackey ,
went around doing things ,
after that pei them go school slack a while ,
then went to play with shanda bro ,
than he had to go ,
so yea ,
went to find Innkee at 108 ,
than went to my house ,
we played this what omege or something like that ,
some online chat shit with random strangers ,
then well ,
laughed over it so badly ,
than after innkee went to bohan's house ,
shujia meimei came my house sit sit a while ,
then she go already that time ,
i went to macpherson station to fetch samuel ,
he came to my house to learn Shuffle from me ,
so yea ,
taught him how to shuffle a little here and there ,
then well i brought him to macpherson station ,
than i walked to my grandma's for dinner ,
went home soon after that ,
just emo emo emo ,
it's Depression day today anyways ,
C left me ,
that's how sad i am now ,
2 weeks later of today ,
will be our 1000th Day ,
how awesome is that ,
i'll do something to celebrate it . (:
well ,
accompanied tweety till 4.30 am today ,
nothing much lah ,
than went to sleep . (:
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15th May 2010 ( Saturday )
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woke up only at 6 pm ,
how great ,
oh well ,
ate dinner ,
nothing much lo ,
played a little audition ,
listening to songs ,
seems like everyone's ignoring me ,
how great is that .

-EDIT-

well ,
it's 2.18 AM now ,
talking to honeh and Jeanette on msn ,
there's no one else to talk to ,
hmmm ,
Honeh introduced a song to me ,
Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru ,
guess i'm addicted to it now ,
cause well ,
it's quite emotional for a song ,
haha ,
thanks honeh ,
from what i can see ,
everything seemed to be getting worst for me .

- EDIT NO. 2 -

well ,
right now it's 5.02 AM ,
i still can't sleep ,
but will be going to bed now ,
just that well ,
waiting for twinnie to go to bed first . (:
nights people ,
i hope well ,
you get over him , ;/
you've been so emo nowadays .
hais .
and yet i can't do anything for you ,
i'm sorry . ):
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Final Words
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For Myself .

Hey ,
are you stupid or something ,
emoing everyday for her ,
knowing that she'll never come back you ,
you still do this ,
what's the point ,
but well ,
though she did all those to me ,
i'll still wait for you ,
after all ,
you're the one that made me believed in love once more ,
It's you that i'm waiting for all these while ,
sometimes i wonder whether have you even ,
thought about me even once after you left me since then ,
i thought about us ,
always ,
every single day ,
but well ,
it's over now ,
but our memories are still there .

14-02-10
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Disrepute : The Arrogant Idiot .