My Beloved Baby ,
Ng Wen Xin ,
i love you sooooo muchhh :D
Day 142 today and well ,
i'm sorry that i neglected you over a game ,
and i'm sorry about the cold wars we had ,
i wish baby would be able to study well with her new classmates ,
and lastly ,
i miss and love you . <3
Aku Cinta Kamu.

You're My Affection ,
never leave me .
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Learning Journey Of Faith 3-5 .
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19th October 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Today darling came to my house ,
asked her to cab down to my house ,
and well ,
i was with Jackey ,
nothing much happened in school yea .
it's kinda boring ,
but at least i managed to meet some new friends ,
like Minrui ,
Pamela ,
Qilong ,
yea .
that's all i suppose ,
and well ,
nothing much happened the day ,
that's all that i know . (:

Day 133
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20th October 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Went to school and got back my results ,
kinda disappointed ,
but well ,
i'm going to work hard for O levels next year . (Y)

Day 134 ,
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21st October 2010 ( Thursday )
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Chionged my character from 52 - 62 today ,
awesome ,
iComeShot ,
you're gonna reach level 100 soon ,
just 38 more levels ,
and well ,
got my new zak helm ,
16 16 16 15 ,
awesome (Y)
well ,
that's all i suppose ,
neglected everyone as i was busy playing maple ,

sorry baby . ):
we always cold wars and everything ,
but well ,
this wouldn't change the fact that i love you a lot . (:

Day 135 ,
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22nd October 2010 ( Friday ) __________________________________________________________

went out with Jackey today to Bugis ,
find Kenneth and co .
played MT and stuff ,
yea ,
nothing much today ,
working on sat and sun ,
BORED .

Day 136 ,
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23rd October 2010 ( Saturday )
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WORKED and well ,
brought Gladys into the work ,
nothing much bah ,
heard that there's a new Part timer ,
great . (Y)
after work ,
me ,
Kenneth ,
Gladys and Meizhen went to Area C there ,
me and meizhen bought Subway ,
and Gladys with Kenneth bought Mac ,
we ate together at MacDonalds ,
and well ,
Happy people ,
bus-ed to Dhoby Ghaut Interchange ,
than home we go . (:

Day 137 ,
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24th October 2010 ( Sunday )
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Worked again ,
was working with the new part timer ,
i find him a bit ,
well ,
lazy i suppose ?
oh well ,
Today ,
ate with eugene ,
meizhen and Gladys ,
so yea ,
coolio , (:

Day 138 ,
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25th October 2010 ( Monday )
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Didn't go to school today .
Chiong-ed Maple today ,
nothing much ,
from level 62 - 70 ,
SO LONG ,
omfg ,
geez ,
still a long way to level 100 ,
bored die and sorry baby that i neglected you that day ,

Day 139 ,
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26th October 2010 ( Tuesday )
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Went to school and well ,
there was learning journey ,
fucking tired after the journey ,
managed to train one level ,
and i'm now lacking behind of one level in order to spam ,
level 77 now ,
geez ,
DIE LAHHH ,
at least the talking and interacting with classmates is fun ,
other than that ,
SHIT .
transferred money to Delon for my tma 19 cape .
fucking $60 ,
ass i'm broke .
geez ,

Day 140 ,
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27th October 2010 ( Wednesday )
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Skipped school ,
ended up going to dance training from 1pm - 4pm ,
fucking tired i swear ,
than after that just slept throughout the day ,
nothing much ,

Day 141 ,
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28th October 2010 ( Thursday )
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went to school for parent meeting session ,
ended up getting huge lecture from father and Miss Yeo ,
oh well ,
now at home ,
currently with Peck han ,
waiting for Leonard's arrival ,
geez ,
have no freaking idea where are we going laterwards ,
so yea ,

HOW SAD I POSTED MY BLOG SO LAZILY ,

Day 142 ,
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Disrepute : The Arrival Of Death .

Pah Buay Toh Brothers . ♥
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14th October 2010 ( Thursday )
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went to school early ,
not knowing that my paper starts at 10am ,
geez ,
was late for school and stuff ,
in the end ,
went back home to take a short nap ,
when i woke up ,
it's 10.01 am ,
i was like ,
WTF !
immediately changed to my uniform and dashed to school ,
reached school for my Last paper at 10.15am ,
geez ,
but at least i managed to finish everything yea ,
hahaha ,
well ,
after that went to eat with vincent @ Boons .
following after that he came over to my house ,
just played around here and there ,
and well ,
went back to school at 1.30pm ,
reached school just nice 2pm ,
start oral examinations ,
mine was English first ,
well i must say it's pretty easy yea ,
scraped through it easily ,
unlike my chinese ,
which i assume would flung really badly cause ,
i don't know how read many words . T_T
oh well ,
exams are finally over ,
and to celebrate it ,
bought ciggs and celebrated . (: ,
well ,
everything seemed to go smoothly , (:

Day 128 ,
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15th October 2010 ( Friday )
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early in the morning ,
Jackey came over my house ,
knocking my door and window ,
scaring the fuck out of myself ,
oh well ,
after that leh ,
we just slacked a while at my house ,
so yea ,
nothing much ,
smoked together ,
yaya papaya ,
than went to Paya Lebar meet baby ,
3 of us together go Grandlink to take Jackey's pay ,
take already we went to KFC to eat ,
after that leh ,
met up with Charles at Paya Lebar MRT station ,
yea ,
took the train to Dhoby Ghaut ,
played a little MT here and there ,
waited for boss ,
end up the buyer that boss wanted to buy the helm from ,
sold his account already ,
so yea ,
fked up i suppose ,
boss gave me $10 for turning up ,
well ,
than Kenneth and Kendrick reached ,
we played a few rounds of MT and walked our way to Bugis ,
halfway walking to Bugis ,
we saw Jackey and Charles again ,
and we went Bugis together happily and stuff
when at Bugis ,
i played MT with HBK ,
*KH* and *YAO* ,
1st map ,
C1 ,
don't know why that *KH* jammed me into a divider ,
okay never mind i just asked kendrick why he jam me ,
than well ,
i didn't do anything after that ,
than they kpkb already ,
say i tell them to watch out ,
what nonsense ?
than after 3 games i get out already ,
8 people come bash me and Jackey ?
Bash already never leh ,
say want settle taiji in Bugis ,
in the end all zhao lang ah ,
what is this nonsense you talking about ,
hum tio is it .
i don't care whether you got see dao this blog a not ,
but seriously ,
-'- you for beating me up for no fucking reason ,
and thanks to you ,
i'm injured and could'nt join my girlfriend for movie ,
what a fucker ,
well ,
Whole of Bugis players know about it and ,
I've decided to play Police with you guys ,
so now ,
be careful of the police .
after the whole taiji thing ,
Guosheng and Jackey went off and i just stayed on Bugis ,
at night they came back again ,
not sure for what reasons ,
but than we went back home together ,
nothing much today except for that fuck up 8 bastards .

Day 129 ,
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16th October 2010 ( Saturday )
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Work ,
nothing much to update .

Day 130 ,
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17th October 2010 ( Sunday )
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Work ,
but was sick due to injuries ,
made me had fever and well ,
had to tolerate until all the way home ,
at home ,
had fever at 38.2 degrees ,
fuck face bitches ,
cause this kind of injuries to me ,
you fuckers .

Day 131 ,
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18th October 2010 ( Monday )
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was sick and didn't attend school ,
oh well ,
chiong-ed maple ,
my iComeShot ,
level 52 chiong-ed to 62 ,
managed to gain many many stuff ,
sent one 2x to my beloved kimmy ,
and well ,
she so happy and i made her to spam me !
HAHA ,
nothing much bah i suppose , (:

Day 132 ,
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19th October 2010 ( Tuesday ) __________________________________________________________

at the moment ,
it's 3.20 AM ,
i'm sorry baby that i neglected you on 11.11pm ,
sorry . T_T
but well ,
baby i love you ,
please don't forget that . :D

Day 133 .
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Disrepute : Blame It On The Weather .

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Roses are red
violets are blue
monkeys like you should be in the zoo
don’t worry you’ll find me there too
not in a cage but laughing at you.

Damien, You're the monkey in the zoo ! :D

And this poem is for you !

Lying alone in bed, I wonder…
Do you ever think of me before you sleep?
Do you even call my name when you miss me?
Because I do, I really miss you.
Because I do, and I know this is true.
When will I learn to stop.
When will I ever grow up?

I am in love with the past.
I'm so stuck.
I can’t seem to figure how to stand up.
I wish it was easy as setting aside my things.
I could burn all your pictures but your face still clear.

I can still remember how you said you’ll never go.
You used to teased me that I was the star of your show.
and I thought I was.
I believed in all your bluffs…
and right now I’m stuck in this empty dream house.

I don’t want to feel this way!
I feel so small, so helpless…
like a dust on a wall…
and you can’t see me calling on your name.
How did you, how can you…
Please tell me why…

You were my friend…
I trusted you with everything.
I never thought that you would do this to me.
How can you afford to see me cry,
and left me there as if I was never part of your life…

The moment you said goodbye,
You never said the words I wish I could hear..
You let me go like that..
and from that day on, I promised myself…
I will never love you again..

Now I’m leaving.
I finally found a way out of my childhood fantasy.
I found myself sleeping too long.
It’s time to face reality that you’ll never come back..
or even if you do, it woudn’t be the same…
You’re not the friend I used to love those days…

Two years of loving you seem too long…
But let me spend the rest of my life
finding someone who’ll love me more…
You had your chance,
It may be too late
for past lovers to be friends…
I chose to go away, to be happy..
So I could mend, and accept that you’re no longer mine.
..You’re no longer HER….

I was in love with the past.
I was so stuck.
and now I’m finally walking my way, standing without looking back.
It may not be as easy as setting aside my things.
but you have no pictures anymore and your face no longer clear.
You belong to her… and you said good bye to me..
I’ve waited too long… now it’s my time to be free..

This post is by SHIRLEY CHIN CHIN ! :D !

Thanks me for posting his dead blog ! :D !

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