ah ,
Blogging time since i'm so bored .
well ,
here goes ,
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1st January 2010 ( Friday )
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First Day Of The Year ,
First Post Of The Year ,
Let The Year Begin ,
Fresh ,

first off ,
i would like to wish everyone in this world ,
a happy new year ,
let go of 2009 ,
it's now 2010 ,
time sure flies ,
a moment ago i'm just an average 15 year old secondary 3 boy ,
to now ,
i'm a 16 year old boy ,
oh well ,
HAHA ,
okay ,
currently ,
the time on my laptop shows that it's 1.44am ,
awesome ,
well ,
Counting down in Malaysia ain't as awesome as what i had in mind ,
oh well ,
gonna have a good belated count down with my friends ! :D
hahahaha !
well .
today marks the day that i'm returning for Singapore ,
my flight is 4.30pm ,
and i'm suppose to reach the airport at 4pm ,
so ,
i'm leaving my cousins and relatives at around 3pm ,
well ,
the last night's stay in Malaysia isn't what we always had ,
where all my cousins and i would stay up late and talk about stuffs ,
our lives here and there ,
but well ,
today ,
everyone just practically went back to their homes ,
partially because there's not enough space for them to sleep ,
ah ,
gonna miss them ,
oh well ,
there's a few hours when i wake up tomorrow !
might as well just cherish the last few moments ,
hahaha ,
hmm ,
it's sad that i can't really online msn ,
i really need someone to talk to though ,
and i hope you're the one to talk with me ,
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- Here's Some Words For Various People -
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Aiai ,
just a few more hours ,
ain't that right ? (:
i missed you . (:
And a happy happy new year to you ! ;D

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Mw ,
hope you happen to see this on my blog ,
well ,
everything that i've done to you had it's reasons ,
doesn't really matter if you hate me or not ,
but just be certain of this ,
you have good friends ,
as well as a good family ,
cherish them ,
and never cry over people whom ain't worth your tears ,
people like ,
me ,
Move on like what you're doing now ,
be happy ,
and always stay that way ,
i don't know whether you'll do this ,
but let bygones be bygones ,
Heh .
but the truth is this ,
i really did had feelings for you back then ,

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To lini :

Hey ,
i really hope you see this ,
if you do ,
do drop me a message in msn ,
well ,
frankly speaking ,
for that particular past year ,
2009 ,
i had many good and bad memories with you ,
well ,
words can't express how we felt that time ,
but yea ,
right now ,
i can really much see that you've moved on with life ,
pretty much ,
you're happy huh ,
Last long with Augustin ,
well ,
i don't really despise you two or anything ,
so yea ,
these past two years ,
i want to thank you for the good memories ,
though there are many things that bothered us ,
but it doesn't really matter now doesn't it ?
to tell you the truth ,
each day that goes by ,
i kept blaming myself ,
kept telling myself that i'm the cause ,
that made you into who you are now ,
i don't know ,
but you still might have many grudges towards me ,
but i hope ,
you can just call me up someday ,
tell me about it ,
work hard for your N levels next year ,
strive in anything you do ,
do what you think is right ,
well ,
sorry for being so nosy or long-winded or whatsoever ,
but yea ,
it's all just my thoughts ,
i just want to start afresh ,
with you as friends at least ,
i don't really want to be constantly hating you ,
thinking of you as my "enemy" ,
it's very tiring ,
you understand right ?
haha ,
we're still friends ,
ain't we ? (:

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here's some my thoughts .
well ,
along with my new year resolution(s) ,
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- Personal Thoughts -
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A new year arrived in the midst of us ,
but this arrival doesn't have any significance .
well .
people say ,
leave the bad memories behind ,
new year equals fresh new start ,
well ,
for me ,
it's still the same old thing ,
gloomy and torturous daily ,
problems still exists ,
nothing really changed ,
i need you ,
i really do .
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- New Year Resolution -
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Simple resolution i have ,
just to have a better life ,
than the life i had in 2009 ,
well ,
life's about ups and downs ,
maybe 2009 is a year of challenges ,
or rather ,
stupidity ,
at least i realized my mistakes ,
for the least ,
some of them ,
oh well ,
Retrace Those Memories !
that's the only thing i'll be doing ,
i think ,
or maybe not ,
Too Much ....

End Of Post : 2:15 AM

- Note -

Photos would be up tomorrow ,
Immediately when i reached home ,
Singapore ! :D
Totally Anticipated In Seeing Aiai again . <3
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Disrepute : Perhaps You're My Saviour .